RainBows

2010-08-12T18:39:00.000-07:00

Happy 3rd (:

loves.

meryl & faci (:

me & faci (:

von & faci (:

hahah kuku face :p

smiles :D

meryl and yvonne

m&l class

hehehehe!

kuku. -.-

sweeeeet (:

von, carmen, CMY

yinyun & von

ytd was last day of M&L.

hmm, end of our happy days.

well not really la, we still able to meet up!

we needa go BKK, prawning, sushi, steamboat, sakura, kbox...

and many many more (:

happy days..

2010-08-11T20:26:00.001-07:00

kaiyang

small ben & tall ben

friends.

phyllis

yongtai

potential couple

jonger

jerome

meishan

taking photos

the girls team

the boys team.

w bon's friend.

Opps :X

clockwise ( me,ben,yongtai,jerome,jonger,phyllis,bon,ms)

(L)

bday boy and his gf (:

ready to makan (:

planner.

v longggg eh

make a wish (:

happs happs!

bday song!

hehehe, shy bday boy. lol

coming coming!

machiam his own bday -.-

ta dahhhhh!

9.8.10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ZIXIN!!!! (:

i wish u all the best in everything!

may everythin turns well and sweet for u

love u lots! (:

10.8.10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUBBON! (:

12.8.10

HAPPY love (:

shall update again.

super fcui fyp ):

i wish god really bless us lots.

pray hard

pls bless us.

im scare..

2010-08-09T19:58:00.000-07:00

this is damn LAME!

here is superly big! and branded!

hao jie mei! (:

soooo obseen! :X

went IR w ben.

saw the new hotel and new shopping centre

wow memerized by all the BRANDED goods!

omg. cant withstand :p

we went orchard at first

to get bon's present

cant find any shirt for myself )):

well nevertheless we did enjoy ourselves shopping (:

b and i tried smth

and it turns out t be a terrible experience )):

but nvm la we tried(:

next time we be more experienced.

try smth newer :p

i just love the times we are out. (:

went out w ser also to bugis and fareast.

hadnt shop alot.

but we had funn!

saw the super RINGG shop.

damn lots of ring.

super xin fen.

but had to leave earli ):

but yupps we will go shopping again!!! (:

do give me confidence will u?

let me believe in ppl.

let me believe in u?

i wish u can nv let go of my hands

even if im unreasonable.

i don wanna let the last chance be roaming in my mind

letting me think of it as and when

i wish u knew,

i really did and do love u.

always...

2010-08-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

disappointed in myself.

there are tons which i hate abt myself ):
- im low-self esteem
- i have no fashion sense
- im fat
- i have no confidence
- im weak
- im lousy
- i have no brain
- im boring
- im speechless
i really dono wad to do ):

i felt so hurt,
i felt so sad,
i really felt so helpless.

sometimes i just wish to break free..
but how?
wad am i gonna do?

all along i still feel,
there's not much sparks between us
thus i feel so insecure,
i knew,
its not the feeling.
is it becos its not yet develop?
or is it becos there's nth in between?
im sorry t feel this way
but like u said,
im not someone who make u skipped a beat
and neither do i noe how,
im not someone whom will cheer u up
im not someone whom is positive
im not someone whom will talk alot
i have too much weakness.

wad should i do?
i really dono.

i wish i could cry it out loud )':

2010-08-05T18:51:00.000-07:00

my daddy is one year older ):

happy birthday to u!!

love u dad :D

wish u all the best

and earn more more money!!! (:

nowadays i feel sad.

maybe im just tired?

i really dono.

i nid someone to tok t,

i just wan someone t give me a big hug.

but all is not possible.

each time i ask for a hug,

all u did was reject.

i dono why,

but im really tired.

maybe i sound hard,

tired maybe a big word.

tired maybe a wrong word.

but i dono how t express myself

i dono wad t say,

i dono wad to do,

i really dono how t react.

fyp gave us stress?

maybe stress made us too tired to think

i wish we can go back to last time,

wher we can chat hrs on the phone,

guess its not possible?

wad should i do???

2010-08-03T00:40:00.000-07:00

HEYYYYY!
wha finally submitted FYP
but there's still problem!!! omg.
we need to do ppt and presentation.
and our pre-evaluation is on thurs!
)): damn rushing.
wish us the best man
for 11 aug!
omg damn scary la..
god bless,
may me and my team score well for FYP! (:

stress stress.

semester two ending alrd..
is it good or is it bad??
i just got well w my class
and yet its changing again )):

wish me all the best..

2010-08-01T18:24:00.000-07:00

hehehe (:

chiongster!

ytd chiong fyp from 2pm to 2am?!

omg tats bad la.

10 hrs on the screen

and sit down on the floor.

my eyes pain,

my brain pain

& MY BUTT pain ):

but luckily everythin end nicely!

and hopefully smoothly all theeeee way (:

tired tired.

but dono why nv put alarm clock

my brain still woke up on time!

8am i woke up to bathe.

abit later than i usually does

but wth?!

i tot im damn tired.

ytd my brain still force me to wake up )):

i think i have t come no matter wad.

well i should skip the last lesson though ;p

now prob 14!!!!

im soooooo happy

gonna end this sem soon :D

but gonna change class again :/

hais well, shall pray for nice class (:

fyp evaluation coming,

vietnam trip coming,

amore coming,

genting coming

lots and lots of activity coming!!

....

money

omg. lol. ))))))':

lets pray hard for fyp now jiu hao.

god bless.

let us do well for fyp evaluation,

let us get an A or B at least.

jiayous!

i love u, do u?

2010-07-29T00:08:00.001-07:00

when meryl willing to take photo w us (:

hohoho!

took camera to sch

hahah meryl finally willing t take friendly pics w us

hahaha! had lot of fun when me meryl and carmen in the same grp (:

enjoy lesson w them :D

although it would be better if von can join in too :D

muack muacks :D

dear is sick):

hope he get well soon.

get ready for fyp

and genting (:

get well soon okays?

take cares! :D

sweetest moment..

2010-07-27T01:00:00.001-07:00

haha most kuku photo :p

dear <3

serena (:

meishan (:

sunday

went east coast park.

in the morning went amk,

ltr went back home and i was real late.

LOL. went t yishun,

ser call ask me wait for her,

so waited for her and jonger to go tamp meet ben

meet ben alrd, me and ser went buy cake.

ltr 4 of us head to bedok mrt to meet ms

then bon came,

went bedok foodcourt to eat

headed to ecp after tat,

booked bicycle for 2 hours.

then cycle long way to after jetty

the area wher ppl fly kite

bon tried fly kite while jon and ser went t buy kite.

then took pics along the tube which is on the sand

and also take pics of them flying kites.

had a fun day & exercise hahah!

short cut on my blog, hahah

then took bus back.

went tamp 1 to eat

then went frolick to play monopoly hahah!

till the shop close.

and we went home (:

each day passing,

i found myself more into u...

2010-07-18T19:54:00.001-07:00

my beloved juniors (:

my best and flirtiest laogong (:

st pats shoot! indi champ second third, team champ all ytss! (:

2004 nationals! girls second! first time in HISTORY!
created by us! me xin esther! (:

2006
beloved mr yeo and ms tan TTM! (:

ytss glory (:

ntu shoot. indi champ and second, team champ!
xin me trina (:

our shooters and our team (:

nus shoot!

our batch! (:

our friends, st pats

don, mark, alexander

first ever team! (:

hahah! have uploaded all my ugliest pic

but then its my happiest days in secondary sch

maybe my life too.

well i do miss them and miss my LIFE!

competition made up us in secondary 2.

glory means lots to us,

but team means alot more.

we do ytss proud

and scored even better than before

and create a new history score for ytss.

well, now ytss de arc cmi liaos.

its v v disappointing,

but no choice,

its the ikan fault.

so ya, well anw we had our days.

i nv regret joining this cca.

getting our own personal best

and letting me be v participative

and let me know wad challenge means.

so ya, i really do like and enjoyed the new me.

2010-07-09T20:22:00.000-07:00

happy birthday dear (:
wish u enjoyed urself (:
take cares.

busy busy busy.
but nice week passed (:

bbq on tues
rot on wed
b come on thurs
sch on fri

jiayous for FYP (:

love u.

2010-07-02T20:44:00.001-07:00

i once wished for bf,
becos i want to have someone beside me
thr thick and thins.
but after i have one,
i find myself not cherishing.

maybe i lost
maybe i have not.
i dono wad should i do now.

couple quarrel everytime,
9 out of 10 are becos they are boring,
oni the 1 out of 10 becos they are serious.

couple quarrel makes their relationship stronger
but dono why,
it makes mine more fragile
maybe its me,
i did not let u understand me.

all along im alone,
maybe this is an excuse,
but im raise like that
if i were to change overnight,
im faked.

all along, i nv played
i treat as everythin i could have.
my world.
but i was wrong sometimes
on how i handle matters.
maybe all along im just a bad boring person.

i dono how other feels,
and i nv tot of their feelings
its impt,
but yet, its too late to noe it now.

i need u more than anything else
and i love u more than words could say.

u once promise me,
even if i made u v angry
u will forgive me
and nv be angry w me.
i maybe selfish
but i cant stand a day w/o u.
and i noe,
i will get into trouble always
becos of my temper and impatience..

i noe action speaks louder,
im trying hard to change,
but i really hate myself for being so slow
and hate my own character.
i wanna be nice,
yet the better i wanna do,
the things just got even more screwed.
what should i do?
god pls help me.

boy, i still love u no matter wad ur choice would be.

2010-06-30T03:47:00.000-07:00

had a quarrel w b.
hais, i donno.
maybe ytd matter did affect me much.
its always my fault.
yes, but who really do understands me?
no one?
i don even understand myself at times,
yet sometimes i just wish people could give in mroe to me.
but i found out,
im always the one giving in.

maybe im right, maybe im wrong
wadever it is, i cancel everythin,
and there's nth to think abt it.

everytime we quarrel,
i just wish u could call.
but all u said was scared.
yes im scary,
but im soft hearted.
yet i dono why nobody seen this.
and nobody seems to noe me well.

i planned for smth,
yet i suppose it may be ruin because of this matter.
yet who can i blame?
myself.

my heart is tearing
my mind is heavy
my mood is ruin

i just hate my own temper.

2010-06-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

hey people!
have bf w b and ms,
then went to class.
im hungryyy!
okays now gg end of second break.
im dead tired.
and damn hungry.
i hadnt ate my lunch ):

ytd was a torture,
my stomach is making me insane!
)):

anw everythin is planned properly,
but my pocket got a HUGE hole!
))):
omg omg omg.

and the temp job isnt helping me much, just
topping up w my expenses ):
omg. how wad am i gg to do?!

im so money-tight):
anw, to ser:
things happen because of a reason
but the reason could maybe not be w u,
its just tat people are selfish,
and u happen to be the victim.
But nvtheless, this lesson will make u learn smth,
and this lesson will make u stronger.
it maybe hard now,
but everything takes time to heal,
and time will change everything
so jiayous, we will always be w u.
don be scare and hang on + move on (:

yeah yeah, everything is plan properly
pray hard nth goes wrong
*cross finger (:
money money pls come to me ))):

i need u deeply..

2010-06-28T02:15:00.000-07:00

hellos people!
so long dint blog.
am too lazy to blog le la.
somemore everyday stay till so late.
this fri maybe have mid-term evaluation.
so ya, busy busy busy & busy ):

dear just won some money ytd.
cool! (:
i also got a job but
i cant go cos 10 of july mtg the clique.
but should i really give up the job?
$300 for 4 days?!
omg! tats my 1 month allowance
earned in 4 days?! omg omg omg
what should i do???

today went out w xin,
and we shop quite alot hahah
but we bought nth except me.
lol but actually i bought nth also.
not for myself at least.
anw i got B+ for micro! omg
tats damn awesomeeeee!! (:

gg lesson for tml.
and maybe fri.
but not sure whether i will need to postpone anot.
hopefully not.
omg, we are slacking on fyp alrd,
maybe me oni la. but jiayous!
tanxiang hui stop slacking & start workin!!!

confirm gg genting
hope everything goes well.
pray hard, and god bless
we will be safe, and have a wonderful trip.

i feeling so lethargic.
i nid more more moreeee sleep!
and imu !):
ok im not biased.,
of cos, i miss all my frens.
and to ser: get over it soon, and wish all the best goes well for u
smiles! u still got us (:

im so loving..

2010-06-19T18:51:00.000-07:00

hellos people!
miss me?
so long dint blog.
but ya due to chiong-ing our fyp
LOL. everyday stay till so late in sch.
well nvm can spend more time do codes,
xian ku hou tian okay! (:
make our life more colorful !

hope stress don make me fatter! :p
anw done half alrd.
so happy w our progress
pray hard we don get the mid term evaluation.
but ya can do better! jiayous!
jiayous for my team! (:

sorry frens that i can be acc u all nowadays!
but after fyp lets have alot and alot of fun alright! (:
and lijuan & ser!
pls make it for the genting trip la )):
ser bring ur lover along!

sorry dear
i not able to put focus on u,
although i noe u wont mind.
but ya, nowadays becos fyp & frens
maybe i have neglected u or so,
but lets enjoy after our fyp alright.
love u always!
a minute never too late.

2010-06-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

hhais,
as weeks past,
im getting soo sooo worried.
worried abt my fyp.
maybe i really made a mistake.
in asking jq help us.
i dint expect its a wrong choice of us doing so.
omg, wad can i do?!
help me pls )):
god bless me.
i do not wan to repeat fyp ):
pls pls help bless me!

everything is planning too fast,
genting trip is planning well.
and well is not good.
i scare.
pls let me have a good trip before i go.
pls pls. i wanna pass my fyp.
let me have an enjoyable trip.

god bless.

2010-06-11T05:36:00.000-07:00

im soooo soo bored ):
im so getting fatter when i stay at home!
omg someone help meeeee!!!!! )):

anw shall update on wednesday
went sentosa on wednesday and have fun (:
went amk in the morning and went vivo arnd 12plus.
reach there and b said he will be late.
went t walk arnd till i super sians!
i waited for 1hr. LOL
anw b came and we went soup spoon to eat.
eh wad can i say, the food sucks?
well i dono maybe we should share the food
the soup is too much lol! and v thick. not bad la
but too much.
then we headed to buy tickets and took train into sentosa
head for imbiah station. but we gg for the sky ride,
so walk all the way to beach station,
not v far but b made a wrong guess when we stop,
so went t buy tickets for the sky ride and luge ride.
first time on sky ride was superb and scary!
im so afraid of heights! hahah
later queued for the luge ride,
and it was really awwwwwesome!
then we went t walk arnd, and decided to go for the adventure place
took sky ride to imbiah station then headed to queue for log ride
wow super cool 3d and bought an adult and child
lol must be wondering why?
but well the person let us in (:
the ride was nice but its too short! ):
anw went back and took luge ride down.
later head back to vivo for sushi tei
nice dinner w nice view.
shopped arnd and later went back home.
love that day (:

thursday
had management accounting
and was quite alright la.
was happy that prob 8 and 9 i can excuse myself for lesson (:
then meet b and ser.
went np w b and went home.

tml saturday
12.6.10
gg mf there. and coming back home
cos got ppl come house pray, so ya.

today was damn sucky
no money no mood no go out
hais. i seriously dono wad im thinking.
im hopeless. and hurt in heart.
i feel like crying yet i dono wad to say.
i just felt very tired.
really tired till ..
seriously wad should i do ?
can someone pls tell me?

2010-06-10T09:14:00.000-07:00

HELLO PPL!

just ended my lesson on MA.

wow super cool

i don have t be in sch for prob 8 & 9 (:

happy! but i still got mf in the nite

wads the point -.-

well tml is gonna be a boring day

im so going t stay at home.

yupps likewise for saturday.

after mf place, i dono wher can i rot?

hmmm pls tell me some things or some places i can do and go.

planning on genting trip!

anyone interested to go w me ben bon ms ser?

well the more the merrier yeahh?!

so come come msn me! (:

been thinking of alot of stuffs.

maybe i should be more hardworking

im running out of cash soon

plsplsplsplspls.

bless me w luck.

i love u.

its always been hard, dear

but lets take one step at a time.

sometimes i wish u could say,

" i will nv let u shed another tear"

2010-06-07T05:48:00.000-07:00

more photos to be uploaded

stay tune! (:

HELLOS peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

im back! :D

happy and sad

well happy is no more boring days

but sad is fyp and sch reopening

haisssssssssssssssssssss. ):

well an update on wad i did in genting,

first day, was abit strange w my cousins la

cos we dint meet up like so longggg.

but we get tog quite fast (:

we went walk and shop arnd with the adults.

till nite time then they went in casino.

left me and qifang

LOL. dono wher to go, just went t shop arnd.

planned for the other remaining days.

we bought a rose, which we need to fix.

we spent 4 hrs on the rose.

and 12am, we went t slp.

b msged me (:

second day, went for bf, ltr shop arnd w adults first again.

ltr qi and me went walk and shop for fren's present.

and in the nite, we settle ourselves w pizza !

*yummmmms!

and in the midnite, we went for starbucks

and arcade! till nobody left in arcade hohoho!

we bought a swan to fix.

this time we took 2 hrs! :DDD

third day, went for bf at mac, then ltr shop for brother's stuffs.

in the afternoon me and qi went t genting's arcade

woooo! we found new machine

and all tog we spent 50RM and we got 1139 tickets!

wow super record pls. :DDD

then we went t exchn stuffs.

we still got credits left, so went first world's arcade t finish off.

went dinner before that at old town

w dad! wow the nicest dinner we had

since we reach there! lol -.-

meet yang & di and went back tog.

have a long 1 hr chat in the room w my mom

and ltr went t slp.

last day, went bf at old town.

then headed back to pack up.

meet everyone at carpack at 1045.

and yupps we set off.

stop half way at yongpeng.

bought sao bing.

came back huggged my brother :D

so missing them,

but one just pissed me off ):

anw, meet grannie to pass her the sao bing

glad she sounding okay (:

have a little chat w juan

and here i am sitting in front of comp once im back

so no life yea?

hahah called b too.

and yupps meeting them tml

as well as ms and ser maybe.

jiayous for tml!

a little nervous,

but ppl wish me all the best (:

(L)

maybe just for now,

pls let me let go of all the troubled stuffs.

let me forgive and forget.

2010-06-03T04:44:00.000-07:00

http://www.cbsnews.com/2300-202_162-10003615.html?tag=page
can u believe this?
this is natural disaster.

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooos.
people!
im heading genting tml
it will be a four day trip!
pls don miss me tooooooooooo much :p
ps: i will be missing all of u (:

b, this few days so lonely ba?
well i guess u wont be la.
so occupied during the holidays
hmm anw, enjoy while im gone yeah (:
(L)
i'll miss u much,
do tell me u do too?
i love u & kisses

lalalas friends,
we shall meet up soon when i come back yeah
do miss me!
(:

2010-06-02T04:45:00.000-07:00

its all abt u..

punching

arghhh.

am i really wrong??

spent the whole pathetic day at home.

ya, its pathetic,

cos its all my fault, im the cause of myself

being at home.
practically dint have appetite for today ):

and the worst part is

i FORGOT abt my tuition!

and its until 7pm then i realised,
which have alrd past 1 hr -.- shits!

argh fcuk, nth going right for me.

i dono why every piece of ur word sounds so bad.

i noe i should have understood u better

but maybe im just cant accept.

i noe i should be understanding

but cant u just give in more?

cant u just act like someone u should be?

i noe u don mean to keep pushin me away

i noe its meant to be a joke.

its not abt trust or not trusting you

its just that i don like the way u say me.

its just like being no confident in us

maybe i made this all along, no confident.

maybe its always me

im the one with the problems.

and im the one being unreasonable.

well if this the case

i have noone to blame but myself.

b, i just wish u knew,

i wanna wear the nice nice dress out

w u.

it always acted like we are just friends.

maybe all along, who noes?

2010-06-01T03:57:00.001-07:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ppl, went t have movie w xin

sad that i dint meet up w neo, cos time constraint.

but will meet him up soon!

sorry neo! ):

meet xin for movie

we watch prince of persia

super cool & nice movie (:

i like :D

we bought potato chip & sushi!

yummyumms! (:

and went to shop arnd before we head home

xin got in love w a korean movie : yuan lai shi mei nan

wow the male lead seriously damn shuai

cannot take my eyes off him too.

jung yonghwa

as usual

nth turns well for me,

ya ya can say my fault again

hais i dono

is it really mine?

i don like u to be like tat

why smthing u just cant understand

i dono, am i hard to please?

or am i just asking for too much.

aiya i dono la,

wadever

its always like that.

its not that i doubt u

its just that i wish u can be the bf i wish u can be.

2010-05-31T06:08:00.000-07:00

newyorknewyork (:

WWW(:

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

WWW photos are here

hahah! all of us took pictures with keegan

meishan de cute nephew (:

he's cute la, make me think of my own cousins (:

went amk,

ltr ser came find me

so we went to eat NEWYORKNEWYORK

okays its my first time there (:

and well the food there some not bad la.

lol, maybe ser say right,

amk one not v good

city hall maybe better

but nvtheless i tried it (:

went to make my stuffs

and headed to mf house.

thanks ser for the day (:

b went k & fren house

lol enjoy arh. do miss me (:

lalalas im going to meet neo for lunch tml!

and meet xin for movie tml!

woohoo~ so occupied so shiok (:

shit im so getting fatter

seriously )))):

omg i need to slim down alrd

pls pls let me slim down fast!!!

don judge its beauty by its appearance

i really dono wad to do.

how how how?!

did i really make the right choice?

am i thinking too much?

hais.

i tot a bf is sweet

but it seems like it a burden.

2010-05-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

chongpang shoess! (:

northpoint foodcourt!

cineleisure xinwang!

saturday

had my test in the morning

i passed! (:

happs happs :DDDDD

went yishun ltr,

kub came to fetch me

ms and keegan was inside the car

and headed to whitesand,

fetch ben and headed to ehub

WWW (:

keegan wanted to had KFC so we ate inside.

then we started with the shiok river aka lazy river.

we spend quite long there before we move to children area,

hahah! big kids we are

keegan played the slides, so did we !! (:

then we went to play OUlarh-la

tats super fun

its like 5 person bumper ride,

cool! we sat it like twice.

but seriously i don like the flooring of the stairs,

it hurt my feet

and also the flooring of the floor

its painful.!!!

but well we have had fun

headed to wave, then went bubbles

shiok shiok!

then lastly, we went back lazy river again

hahah!

then went back.

ben went home, so meet ser at tamp

went to cp to have our dinner!

thai cuisine

shiok shiok. shiok WWW and shiok dinner

thanks ser for the sumptious treat (:

then went np to eat icecream!! (:

wow fattening

but yeah, nvm :p

walked back w ser

had a longgggg embarrassing chat

hahah! u noe i noe (:

well thats my saturday (:

more photos on WWW next time

to someone:

its been long since i ever tok t u

its been long since i ever see u

i noe i have been a bad fren

i noe i have always never been by ur side when u needed me

but now i saw ur pics

and i noe u are just doing fine on ur own

well keep it up.

i notice u have changed

its seems like u no longer is the one i noe

but well it doesnt matter

its maybe time for me to let go

goodbye my friend.

went jq house just now,

tok abt fyp

and some abt ytss

really miss those days

i just wan my past life back

i miss being a shooter

i miss my own team,

i miss my coach

and lastly,

i miss my principal

lol! is that wrong?

hahaha, well i dono i don think im enjoying any of my moments now

i dono if i made the right or wrong decision

i dono whether i will change

i dono if i can accept.

i really dono.

dear do u think we are meant t be?

do u think so?

2010-05-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

yes yes yes!

im v bored!! ):

tml i got test.

im nervous

but should i be?

its my v v alot of times ):

hais wad a failure.

but i did study ba,

so hope to catch the buddha leg (:

god bless.

been to my mom shop today,

sians but at least business was not bad today

bought 2 shoes today

cos its half price for the second one. (:

i bought white and black, but same design

the shoe is nice la.

DPDP! lol (:

i gg out tml!

lol serena not joining i guess

but will see her AT NITE!

u better come okays!

don PS me (:

god bless me please.

i need this blessing.

i guess, after this month or year

its the end?

hmm i wish to end this soon to.

i don wan to drag, its neither good for us.

i noe im bad, but i guess u knew the ans,

we nv get along,

and i was always or rather i felt,

im the buoy for you when u drown.

i don wanna carry on being the spare tyre.

im sick of it. and maybe its time for us to move on with our lives.

god bless.

love u dear (:

2010-05-27T05:51:00.000-07:00

aint i becoming fatter?

lalalas, today is the LAST day!!!
whooohooo~
but of cos holiday is not really HOLIDAY
): sad sad
but better than nth (:

still got tons of work. FYP!
lol needed to buck up real hard..

Details of lecture:

§ Date: 10 June 2010 (Thursday)

§ Time: 1.00pm to 4.00pm

§ Venue: LR-W4B

see! i got this B209 ( management accounting) module on 10june!!!

omg, just 3 day before sch start.

so sadis pls.

and hor the best thing is,

if nv attend this lecture,

we will be marked absent for prob 8&9

crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

omg, sch really sucks man.

tml gg my mom shop,

well ok la, half day oni (:

vesak day tml!

ppl pray hard,

pray for health,

pray for sun sun li li

pray for loves ones

pray for bless

pray for safety

went to get ppl's present today

bought a dress my own also

love it (:

becos someone say nice too (:

hahahh love the dress,

meishan gave me my ring today too!!!

love me

miss me

kiss me

hug me

sat WWW!

wed uncle place

and sun chalet

next fri genting

woooo~

quite pack,

and i doubt i can work! given my fyp and class

omg. i cant ))):

but well. shall jiayou for fyp first la

miss and shall meet up (:

love dear (:

2010-05-26T03:22:00.000-07:00

aint this sweet?

meet lj and ser for dinner on mond night,

they went mf hse to find me.

hahah ser gave mf a scare for her chinese lesson!

but she use some treats to bribe mf,

and he actually say okay with having one more lesson

after receiving his sweets.

how guillible can kids be??

hahah just innocent i guess (:

had movie w b ytd.

shrek forever after.

its a v nice movie

yet i spoiled it again.

maybe wad u say is right

why cant i treat him better?

i dono i really dono

how to?

but i will try la.

just tolerate me more.

and be generous alright? :p

hao la hao la.

i will be. give me time. (:

love dear (:

2010-05-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

if you were to ask me,wad if anything changes

will i be the same

for now, im confirmed my ans

yes i will

but if i were to ask u

if anything changes

will u be the same

wad will ur ans be?

sometimes im just afriad.

sometimes i just couldnt trust

sometimes i really need more confirmation.

give me the confident to move on will u?

life is simple for me

it made me into a simple person.

simple is good.

but its boring.

i hope i don bored u out.

sometimes i really dono how t make excitement.

maybe somethings, we just took it too fast.

im sorry for being boring.

no matter wad,

my heart is still with you,

but i got a feeling

things will change,

maybe now its your turn to leave.

i hope nth will change
and u tell me u love me too?
dear.

2010-05-21T00:03:00.000-07:00

sooooooooo cute (:
ps: took from friend's blog. thanks

YAY friday! (Y)

happs happs!

tml "maybe" going out w lj and the rest.

so hmm. shall see.

b ask me go study on sunday

i told him must SEE FIRST.

lol if others i sure agree

blaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :p

yeah, today management accounting is nice.

i like (:

i love my every day (: ♥

loves u

2010-05-17T17:53:00.001-07:00

pardon me for my ugly photos

Morning ppl!

moody tuesday.

tell u wad,

i really dint slept well ytd.

i hate this feeling

my heart really aches la ))):

for my UT! ):

sad-ded. gone case seriously.

moody!

hais. i dono, maybe i need to really buck up.

damn.

lovees. ♥

2010-05-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

wo nan guo.

everything going hay-wire,

i have for god sake right to be love

i wish u knew, im trying real hard.

but somehow,

the more i try,

the more u are letting go.

i wish to go back to the past,

where we are still kids,

chubby and innocent.

i wish we are still innocent..

如果失去了我，
在也不会在一起。

2010-05-14T07:52:00.000-07:00

have fun time w juan and ser today,

went xin wang to eat (:

and chat at busstop

like the past we used to.

hearing wad u say today

make me feel unsafe.

ya maybe im also like tat

but why i still feel so this way?

can somebody pls tell me.

wad should i do.

i've been selfish.

i dono how t treat u

i dono how t treat myself.

i really do love u.ben

i love u holding my hands (:

2010-05-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

i wan to ✄✄✄✄ my hair!

its getting longer

thicker

uglier!

)))):

✄✄✄✄✄✄✄ away!

finding for moreeeeeee jobs!

people if there's any part time must call me!!

went study w ms, ser and ben

well we had swensen lunch (:

nice conversation there :D

we shall have more of this (:

lalalas im super boreddddddddddddddddddd

i miss u (:

2010-05-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

mumm mumms!
went ajisen w juan last friday (:

YAY! today is tuesday and tml is WED!

wed nooooo sch! (:

tml should be having no fyp

so i should be free all day.

hopefully can go watch iron man w xin (:

mother's day!

where you peeps went t celebrate?!

actually also nth much la.

i went t catch a movie w family (IPMAN)

was nice! i watch the second time hahah!

and this is the first time i watch w my father!

can u imagine! lol -.-

well it was a nice experience, and of cos

i hope more to come (:

lalalas im bored.

bored-ded my sch

bored-ded by my life,

i wanna changes!

make my life more interesting,

will you?

thinking of you

2010-05-05T22:52:00.000-07:00

A conclusion is the place where you got tired of thinking.
Martin H. Fischer

HELLOS SWEETIES (:

im here to blog.

now having F.B

super boring today,

as i have said, i do alot of hands-on

but my mind is blankkkkk!

had break w meryl and guys

went t find mansi just now (:

lol crestlyn kept thinking i now go her class

is not to find her alrd ):

but hmmph, i have nth t comment also.

PEOPLE!

i watch IP MAN alrd!

super super super duper cool!

i love it man!

i watched w ben, ms, kub

had mac before that..

the movie was superb la. cant explain in words.

trying to watch more movies!

i wanna watch kickass 2, ironman 2, toy story 3 and many many more.

im craving!!!! )):

but nowadays no time, and im really tired.

dono why, everyday seems not enough slp.

my favorite word : i dono.

2010-05-02T01:38:00.000-07:00

which everyone will face
sadness~

pardon me for my un-self control.

i've been dead nowadays.

my mind just cant work.

i've no interest over anything

and im just dead-lazy.

no motivation ):

grumps grumps.

i wanna work ))):

TO MAN SI, U asshole

now at expo working ):

im at home you know you know?! ):

i wanna have more money!

i wanna go out & not stay at home!

~~i wanna be w u ):~~

sometimes, when you are alone.

you really tends to think more and more.

i hate all this lonely times.

i don wanna be left alone.

you know?

2010-04-30T19:14:00.000-07:00

my mom and dad are out.!

bored bored bored ):

ytd went xin hse to see jq.

LOL such an ass.

but thanks for helping me sooo much (:

something tells me, something is not working,

but don let me change my mine pls.

let me stay wher i am.

and have faith in my trust.

i miss u.

2010-04-28T05:45:00.000-07:00

heal me, im heart sick

i guess i noe, smth is really different

maybe its me?

maybe its u?

i dono.

fyp is stress stress stress!

i don like, i don like ):

need to do meeting minutes.

oh my, i dono how to start )))):

my heart is crying.

im feeling v v bad.

wad should i do?

2010-04-26T18:23:00.000-07:00

眼睛痛痛
鼻子痛痛
心也痛痛
yet a word too late.
and a chance too far.

i love u

2010-04-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

25.4.10

outing w cousin! (:

HELLO PEOPLE!!

im back to blog.

well had quite a weekend last week.

been busy w work and friends.

went to marina barrage on sat w

zixin, lijuan, regina, terkming, jinqiang, zhiwei, pengswee.

got to noe quite a lot of stuffs. but

hmm i don wanna care.

then sunday went out w

lijuan, shuzhen, serena, shookbee.

brought shirt and hairband.

im not acting cute plssssss.

i miss brother ):

tml gg to meet him(:

i wish i can go back to the past.

but since i cant,

i wont think of anythin much.

i just miss the times we spent tog...

i don wanna carry on,

i wont make any decision,

just trying to let it go,

and we shall stay where we are.

2010-04-22T23:17:00.000-07:00

YAY (Y)

HELLOS RAINBOWS!!!!

today is friday.

wad a wonderful friday.

tml is SATURDAY! :D

shiok shiok!

im spending too much nowadays!

im eating too much nowadays!

omg.

Just Friends.

2010-04-22T05:47:00.000-07:00

dilemma

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to my COUSIN! , MEILIN!
wish u have a wonderful day in sch & wonderful celebration
lovees.

OYASUMINASAI!!!!
blue blue day.

asshole. sickening

tues module faci just freak ppl out.

standard damn high.

i did so much, receive so much gd comment from her.

yet my grade is C+.

wtf. =.=

lol wadever la. hais. CUI

tml will be a v BUSY day.

jiayous jiayous

i don wanna make choice.

i will nv be.

and u will nv be.

i made my decision.

we shall stay like this.

2010-04-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

aim for the sky.

tuesday lesson is nice! (:

i made new friends

AND!!!!

i feel smarter! (:

im on the verge of giving up.

but im not heartless.

wad should i do?

2010-04-15T22:59:00.000-07:00

hellos earthlings!

im here to blog.

well im alright today as management accounting class

wasnt tat bad as i tot.

as the teammates were nice,

BUT!

too hardworking,

and weirddddddddddddddddddddddd.

i missed my first break and got v hungryy.!

went to see my FYP advisor

and found out tat he's damn nice.

and we gg to start our fyp real soonnnnnnnnnnn.

looking forward (:

webby w mansi!

so happies :D

saw ahem in canteen.

and kukubird kept disturb me,

watch out arh!

hard choice...

2010-04-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

start sch alrd. and it sucks totally la.

teammate damn cui pls.

they don share.

i DON LIKE ):

arghh i hate the feeling of not speaking up again ):

i wish im at home now.

gg to end sch.

but tml there still sch.

i will have to go through this cycle everyday

except wed.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i don like i don like.

the people aint nice.

and i wish, i just had someone i noe real close w me ):

is wad my bro said real?

im really not v into it is it?

how to make myself be into it?

true hearts....

2010-04-10T07:17:00.002-07:00

sad sad sad!

B209-2-E44Q-B Management Accounting

B220-4-E46K-B Microeconomics

C361-3-E54B-C Manufacturing and Logistics Systems I

C363-1-W67H-C Financial and Banking Applications I

this are my new modules in yr 3!

arghh torture! ):

i donn wanna. pray hard they let me drop one pls! ):

im a lazy pig.

im a scaredy cat.

~~im a loser. ):~~

my pig is sick ):

cant go out also.

hais all our outing cancel.

but well we will have time when sch reopen though.

hopefully everything turns out well for us.

everything turns out well for me.

i miss u.

2010-04-08T05:13:00.000-07:00

which one is nicer? any suggestion?

our dolls! :D

ps: got it w lijuan (8

my lovely cousin sheryl (:

lalalas, im bored la.

well had a big news.

i gtg for 0p again! ):

this is damnn bad la.

hais. i need to go for my wisdom teeth.

lols! 4 wisdom teeth leh. wth

no wonder im so stupid, cos its inside and not out yet

LOLs! -.-

anw i gt t do root canal in june also. lols

suddenly felt like blogging,

and it seems like my typing got slower.

i don wanna go sch, but its last yr le.

jiayous ba.

maybe we are really drifting.

well it may seems to be my fault.

but have u ever tot why im drifted?

im broke im broke and im broke!

i need some part times

and i need money!

should i bother, or should i just go w my heart?

2010-03-17T05:51:00.001-07:00

xianghui shall blog when sch starts again. (:

2010-03-11T19:02:00.000-08:00

went to watch BEING HUMAN ytd!

the show was great!

and saw one jack neo scandal's gf inside.

lol. well it dint affect the movie though

cos mark lee was great :DDD

pig getting fat fat fat.

i dono.

is this really how it should be?

i have no confident.

and i cant even imagine...

do u think everything will goes alright?

2010-03-03T04:26:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.

sorry dint update for quite a while alrd.

was kinda pack up

cos of my mom's and uncle's place

and as well as tuition.

well not really busy la.

but not to deny, im really cutting myself out

from the world.

at the very least,

my friends.

well i guess it is happening now,

they are all leaving me alrd.

yupps not to put blame onto others

but oni myself.

i did not have time for them,

nor did i made time for them.

well, i think

im isolating myself.

....

im not alone,

am i?

2010-02-25T05:19:00.000-08:00

.........

let all the past just passed us.

went amk today,

or nowadays.

super boring there.

but got quite alot of things to settle.

luckily managed to finish today :D

tired.

cos dint sleep well nowadays.

i dono why..

is it hard to say imu?

suddenly i got an urge to see u.

wad am i gg to do?

u nv noe how much i have missed u.

sometimes i will wish...

when are we gg to be like them?

2010-02-22T17:35:00.000-08:00

went mf hse ytd

hahah he was great!

cos we did alot of pages tog!

in like not more than half an hr

hohoho! :D

his dad agree to let me go on sat as well :D

jiayous jiayous!

b nv call me today ):]

but having test tml!

must study hard

& best lucks for S.A.D test!

jiayous! loves

anw im v sorry not contacting w65b on cny

so so sorrys!

u all dint call and i somehow din have time to organise.

im so so apologetic@

(Y)

imu much. (:

u'll nv let me down, u promised..

2010-02-17T04:59:00.000-08:00

i miss my hair!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone!

gong xi fa cai :D

lalalas, time really flies so fast.

4 days just passed by...

i hope we get more time,

so we can play more MAJONG:DDD

lovees lovees :p

but tired tired tired.

too much game, too much entertainment in one go.

dad came back today (:

went thailand during cny.

lalalas.

dono wad can i do alrd.

called b today.

updated me on cny.

lols so nice lor.

but mine also not too bad :p

anw, my cousin just got a japanese splitx w her bf.

so great!!! the dog is so cute.

named " fugi"

omg. im like super envious

and always am envious of her.

hais ))):

i also wanna get a dog fast ):

& not to forget i wanna earn money FAST too!

jiayous!

tell me a way to counter every problem.

block my heart from others thr the end..

2010-02-12T22:13:00.000-08:00

loves

yay UT finally finished!

went orchard ion

then went to find uni qlo but abit lost arh.

so headed down, saw burberry shop!!!

omg. i cant take my eyes off there.

pls burberry is just too great :D

went to raffles town club.

LOL there's nth there

buttttttttttttttttttttttt...

its gorgeous.

its like gg into a 5star hotel.

well the food there doesnt seems nice la.

went to play pool

which was 2$ per game.

the pool facility sucks.

headed down to arcade.

saw my fav!!! but unable to get one home ))):

then went to play bowling!

wheee~ bowling was superb!

longg time dint touch bowling.

and the feeling is just great :DDDD

went somerset 313 to walk.

then went off after that.

had steamboat in the nite.

counted as our reunion dinner.

because dads' heading thailand on cny's eve.

): well its always.

i dono.

im abit. off the track...

can hold on & don let me fall?

2010-02-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

“ ‘I love you’

means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not wish to change you into someone else.

It means that I do not expect perfection from you—just as you do not expect it from me.

It means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times.

It means loving you when you’re in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do.

It means loving you when you’re down—not just when you’re fun to be with.

‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them—asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine.

It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let go.

It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.”

a note i got in my fren's blog.

kept moodswing nowadays,

maybe because of the things u said.

well i just hope i can stop my ms.

saw yuyang today at khatib,

said hi, and oni hi.

well was abit sad that we dint talk much.

how i wish we are still a team ):

yuyang being the best logistic...

3days of clean & pack,

my house is still unclean!!!

i cant repaint, tats why its still looks ugly

hais )))):

tired, and tml os is just CUI

cos i dint even study for it.

hope my day tml will be great.

jiayous jiayous!

ache ache ache.

love every moment...

2010-02-09T06:09:00.000-08:00

putting a false front.
when deep down, im hurt.

i rlly dono why nowadays whnever we tok,

i just felt so pissed off.

im rlly expecting ur call

yet, we always end off in a v bad way.

its not ur fault,

its mine.

yet i noe, sorry cant solve anythin.

i said i will change, yet nth been changed.

i rlly dono wad can i do.

always putting a strong front,

yet im scare of losing everything.

when i said i don trust u,

i don mean them, in fact i trust u deeply.

but i think how i said,

makes things turned bad.

and whenever more things blurt out,

i got so upset abt every little things

i noe it must be boring and irritating to listen me
saying same old stuffs.
i guess im really too naggy to talk to.
maybe when somethings aint bothered,
more confusion arised.

guess, im gg back to my old times.

i just wish i can don think of anythin..

but to slowly and wait silently.

loves xh

tell me how, will u?

2010-02-08T19:42:00.000-08:00

$295

$550

US350.00

omgomgomg@@@

went to search online,

missed the burberry sales! ):

well, had small looks on the websites,

found a few of this bags

and these are wad i like!!!

omg! is someone getting for me??! ):

hahah planning to work harder to get one.

for my mummy first

then i get for myself.

hopefully im able to get one by 3mnth!

jiayous@!

but i also need to get the wallet too..

wow..

tight tight tight!!!!!!

nvm i need more higher pay jobs@@

u wont give me up right?

im glad (: loves!

i need to work harder....

2010-02-04T19:04:00.000-08:00

guys cutting in girls queue?!

how ridiculous is tat.

thanks for the confident.

somehow i really need it alot.

thanks love.

a moment to last....

2010-02-02T07:39:00.000-08:00

its not that i dont wan to cont contributing,

just tat contributing alone makes me feel v tired.

even though my heart doesnt change but

maybe the effort i put in will be different as time goes.

i just hope u can just cont the steps i took,

just let me know that u are actually trying ur best,

to let me have some hopes.

i not asking for any ans,

but all im asking is efforts.

i may be naggy, impatience

always asking for the same thing,

but all i wanted was to want to know,

how much u have progress,

how much have u tried.

everything takes two hands to clap,

if i clap alone,

will there be any sound?

i dono,

maybe im just too impatience.

im unreasonable thats all.

2010-01-25T21:24:00.000-08:00

taking pictures!!!

been a long time since i even take any picture w anyone.

i miss taking lots of pics!

esp w my secondary frens.

things become different.

and i meant everything.

how i wish nth had happen so nth will change.

fatty not well again.

stupid la, nv eat medi.

hmm today cant go alrd.

wed cant go also

must wait till friday,

how to tahan?!

spoiler ):

but i noe u dint meant to.

i miss u much and much.

im too dependent on u...

2010-01-24T17:16:00.000-08:00

我很没有信心．

对自己．

过去，让我没了自信．

不想要历史重复．

害怕失望．

2010-01-21T05:56:00.000-08:00

thirteen day

sometimes when ans is not confirm

u will always feel unsecure.

i noe more time is needed.

yet impatience.

i was wrong. and im v sorry.

i will cont wait. i will

i promise..

don have to give me hope,
but don push me away..

pls pig.

i miss u alot...

2010-01-20T17:09:00.000-08:00

twelveth day

had a weird dream ytd.

i dream of pig mom littering,

and i took the rubbish back to her

to ask her throw.

ltr she was v angry and said

i don allow u to go my house on friday.

i was so sad.

dono why grannie appeared in the dream too.

had a short chat w pig ytd.

was v sad tat everythin ended so quickly

hais nvm la. i have nth to say.

valentine's coming again.

will i be alone again?

will i receive my valentine present from my valentine?

if i do have any?

somehow i dono...

2010-01-19T05:12:00.000-08:00

eleventh day
dint went sch today.
cos pon sch w p.
its bad i noe, but just no mood for it.
went mac w p, and ltr pool
neo came in the afternoon.
and arnd 4plus, we went off.
neo went home, p went cwp and i went home
yupps msged pig's mom.
pig havent discharge yet,
hopefully by tml. :/
sad sad.
pig haven call. i guess
he having another "chatty" day at hosp.

i dono sometimes when we are alone,
the things u said were different
when times, we are w others.
u tend to mix me and others tog
when i do not want to.
this may seems nth, but it still impact much on me.
maybe is i think too much.
yet nth had been confirm
and nth can be stated.
i just wish we had an ans.
even we have an ans, will anythin change?

2010-01-19T01:04:00.000-08:00

tenth day

its been one week and half.

went t visit pig

went w p and brought by my uncle.

pig looks fine. lol

CAN GO CHAT W AUNTIES somemore

irritating. if i noe, i wont go visit u lol ass

superly flirt!

brought him the shirt and fruits

chatted w him and p

walk arnd w him.

i just love every single min.

get well soon ass!

u noe how much i missed.

had dinner at sgh

then took train back home.

thanks p for acc (:

how i wish i can stay beside u always.

i hope u dint change :/

2010-01-17T17:20:00.000-08:00

ninth day

went amk.

told mom abt b

she ask me to buy smth for him if i go

its from her and dad.

had good business today.

aft tat went toa pa yoh baibai

prayed hard for myself and pig. :/

went ri ben chun aft tat.

had a full full dinner!

meet p neo jet von in the nite

slack slack arnd.

alot of thoughts in my mind.

i tried hard not to think

i did. and i don wan things to not happen

when i put high hopes in it.

i wish everythin can be well.

i wish my wish come true.

jiayous my pig! <3

i cant get u out of my mind...

2010-01-17T01:29:00.000-08:00

eighth day

went milenia walk w ser.

had my interview

but oni noe when wed comes. -.-

went to had mahattan for dinner.

and bought a shirt.

i really hope its worth. <3

thanks u for acc me the day.

and i think i really enjoyed ur company

and my mood become better (:

hopefully mon i can go visit ass.

alone? hopefully.

i really miss u alot.

jiayous...

2010-01-15T18:11:00.000-08:00

seventh day

went t visit ass ytd.

w ser ms kub jon taigong siti kaiyang

wasnt a fun trip though

as in not after we saw ass.

we took the wrong transport and reach sgh arnd 730pm

time was tight for us.

me and ser went up to see ass.

he was doing fine i guess.

but his looks wasnt.

he was thinner than ever.

had bruise on one side of his eye

and alot of plugs.

heartaches.

felt that visiting time were too lil

i just wish i was given half an hr more.

i felt so sad. i wanted to cry but i cant.

on the journey back, i told alot.

i told things i shouldnt have said.

but i said w tears companied.

aft that went to have icecream.

will had icecream whenever i don feel good.

when i got home, i was so alone.

i slept w tears.

and ltr i woke up w tears too.

im sorry to let u suffer alone.

how i wish i cann be there.

i love u pig.

heartaches...

2010-01-14T04:36:00.000-08:00

sixth day

sometimes looks isnt all tat matters.

i dono how to tell u.

but i don mind.

and like i said, i'll wait.

i really hope we can change..

i rlly rlly m u alot!

i dono how t express the feeling

but being in sch alone just makes me..

im suffering.

my heart hurts and ache for u.

i just wish u could faster come back ):

jiayous.

i miss u.

2010-01-13T19:25:00.000-08:00

fifth day

ytd i somehow dreamt of u.

but its a bad dream though.

i dreamt of u leaving me.

not befriending me.

i dreamt of u

don wan me.

i dono why, is it gg to be true?

pls don leave me ):

a news too bad to be true.

yaya is gg t be send off.

i cant take her nor ass can

i dono how to keep her.

im just too useless.

supposedly i should be the one taking care

but i cant.

many things, many excuses, many sorry

i just wish u were here to discuss.

i wish to seek for ur forgiveness.

im just v sorry.

i l/m u.

fri maybe gg to visit ass.

hope u are getting better.

i really hope nth goes wrong

and i can really visit u.

somehow i really miss u alot.

always on my mind..

2010-01-12T17:18:00.000-08:00

forth day

hadnt had enuff slp

alot of stuffs wondering in my mind.

how to get a high pay job?

who will hire me?

how's my pig?

getting my LOST number?!

waking up earli ):

and ya, all this i cant slp?!!!!! )):
wonder how's ass doing..

heard that ass's okay but

im not able t go and visit him myself. ):

supposedly to be on wed.

but stil in ica, so maybe on fri ba..

contact ass's frens, told them abt the visit

hope they will go and visit him.

i noe ass wishes frens to go visit.

so hopefully ass will be delighted to have ppl visit him

and recover faster (:

lovees <3

im a loner w/o u..

2010-01-11T06:06:00.000-08:00

kisses from kangaroo (:

third day

yes yes yes!

i miss kangaroo!!!

lol i miss owner more ):

cant stand another day w/o.

im gg to be a loner.

isolating myself from outside world.

im gg crazy laaaaa! ):

i lost pig's mommy number..

omg. actually not lost la.

my phone spoil. all my contacts gone!!!

goodness. now wad do i do?!

tml wont be gg sch, cos got med app.

but morning will be gg there to get number!

hais. wad a loser i am.

i cant find a job.

i cant be a good friend.

i cant earn more money.

i cant even do simple things right.

i cant show concern.

im a big big loser ))))):

somebody save me ):

pls come back soon

im so helpless w/o u..

2010-01-10T03:37:00.000-08:00

2nd day

dreamt abt gg uncle's place

then he asking wad time i need to go

i told him anytime cos there can anytime go one.

lol but everything was a dream

i tot wed is here..

two more days to go . man -.-

i wanna stay by u..

tom & stepanie called.

but i dono leh?! omg

should i go tml?! -.-

living in agony..

tough decision to make..

2010-01-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

1st day

i dreamt of u ytd nite.

u called and ask me out.

i was shock and excited.

i cant wait to meet u..

but when i woke up, everything was really just a dream...

a moment of nothing.

i was worried

v worried. i cant help but to worry every min of the day

i prayed

i cried

i believed

but after the call, i heave a sign of relief (:

____________________________________

i meet ser today

went to city square point

visited her sis there and went to shop arnd.

had LJS for lunch and cont to walk arnd.

went home alone,

meet parents at np

had dinner w them

and home sweet home.

thanks alot to u,ser.

u are on my mind every min of the day..

2010-01-08T05:00:00.000-08:00

be the dog,

to carry pig always.

i promise i will wait.

but u must promise to give me the chance.

had UT today.

cui lor.

multimedia also cui for today.

glad that i had laifu help in flash player today

if not i sure dead one.

super difficult.

dono how to teach ass after he come back.

hais. )))):

i just wish everything best for u.<3

pray hard..

2010-01-06T17:08:00.000-08:00

i noe its hard.

it hurts.

even if the ans is good,

we will still remain best friend

even if the ans is bad,

we still remain ?

i dono. somehow its difficult.

but why?

bits and pieces of my hearts is telling me that i like u

but bad ans will always be bad.

nth will change if your heart does not.

although i cant tell u if we will change

even if the ans is good or bad

somehow just letting u noe,

my feelings ...

somehow deep in my heart, i noe we cant.

tats my biggest fear

best luck for ass's 0p

everything will be alright

everything will be successful

believe in urself okays?

jiayous!

lovees.

can i wait or not?

2010-01-04T17:10:00.000-08:00

to this ass:

you will be alright after 08.01

becos i noe and i believe everything will be successful for u

and yaya will bless u too (:

yupps and i l/m u (:

04.01

school started ytd.

everythin was so sucky la.

hais school sucks totally.

and its really the sch itself.

class kinda sucks abit.

maybe cos i missed school too much.

aiya but don care la. since we ending soon..

everything changes

everyone changes

maybe its over?

i just wish returning back...

2009-12-30T02:42:00.000-08:00

follow up on genting pics! (:

2009-12-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

meilin's cousin! (:
ah jia, ah jing, ah kiat, ah leong, ah sam, ah hong, jingwen, ah lian, ming jie
jingsheng, jinghan, meilin, qi fang, minchun, me! (:

hellos!

this are genting photos.

alot of pictures arent upload yet

so wait for pics upload okays! :D

went to genting on 23rd to 26th dec.

had christmas there. but this yr no party ):

so sad la. make us wait for nth.

had some days & exchn present w meilin's cousins.

had fun there (:

somehow i wish my cousins were also my friends.

its a wish~

there are somethings left unsaid...

2009-12-27T03:19:00.000-08:00

thailand trip (:

hellos ppl so long dint update alrd.

went to thailand on the 3rd of dec

had quite alot of fun there and shoppings w my family & cousins

yupps yupps.

shall update more pics on genting trip (:

i miss u ' all so much.

pig pig pig !!!

somethings just cant be solved..

a moment of lost..

2009-11-24T04:35:00.000-08:00

webcammy with :D today (:

happs happs. manage to cheer :D up! hahah

see the black bird on my head.

hahah tats :D!!! :p

lalalas had a super bored day.

lol! dint present at all today, i think super cui.

hais got flu sians lol.

tml pp. omg

super nervous.

hope i really can pass.

god bless me hard! :S

went home and slept a little..

im tired:/

please bless me...

2009-11-23T07:05:00.000-08:00

had a lazy monday.

sunday yaya enter a competition w ben

yaya won 3rd prizing for fastest eater!!!

and 4th for walk an egg w spoon.

sweet there's trophies and 100$voucher!

wow claps claps for yaya :D

im so sorrys that im not there to support her ):

but i love u best, yaya (:

so sians lol today.

terrible. had a busy chatting afternoon

and went to print poster in sch after sch

hahah! printing was fast.

then we all went to buy boards to hold the poster.

saw lao kokkok today. but he nv saw me or he forgotten me ):

hmm well nvm la. once a working mate oni ..

went np to get things

ltr went lj place to do things (:

lj pass me some stuffs. so happy

try it tog and LOL (:

and also try it on pig hahah (:

love it till want it so bad.

hahah! but i don give u leh. nehnehnipoopoo

hahah tml u bring thumbdrive then u take from me la :p

:D having big time stress.

pp may have to redo and re print.

:D stressing so hard ):

hopefully :D can do finish.

help :D with rj and finish alrd. wanted to help w poster

but i think there's nth much i can do

cos i dono :D pp report. hais.

but i mentally support :D lol (: jiayous!!! :D

sleepy alrd. )))))))))):

pp presentation on wednesday.

im scare noe. really nervous.

hope i can be calm that day. god bless me pls.

jiayous jiayous! to me & to all :D

be prepared!

2009-11-19T22:43:00.000-08:00

its been long since i webcamed.

lalalas ytd php was a slacking one.

dint do any codes at all.

was helping :D w pp poster.

LOL!

then html UT was average :/

cos i got quite alot of careless mistake though.

& i have no time t check ))):

stayed back after sch for pp poster & revision.

already stayed back for 2 days alrd.

LOL tired.

830pm then leave sch. omg

this is like v first time i stay back in sch till so long..

ate in sch ytd.

had fish & chip spag & mash potato (:

then played photo hunt in the bus (:

jiayous jiayous!

to all. html we shall jiayous.

don give up okays.
:D & pig , come find me if u dono how t do (:

im most willing to help :D

if oni time like this last forever.

i wish we stay & move on tog.

a moment like this...

2009-11-18T23:29:00.000-08:00

im just so looking forward to x'mas!

i just wanna spend it w u 'all (:

esp u, pig <3

nowadays, i dono how things turn.

maybe new come, old go.

somehow, my cliques disappear.

i miss u!!!

super super miss!!!

even though im able to see u almost everytime.

im paranoid, again & again.

im filled up w work,

projects. UTs, & stress!

& u dint even help but t add more probs to me. -.-

christmas, christmas,

will i get t celebrate w my lovees?

i wanna have alot of presents!!! (:

& see christmas tree,

eat christmas log cake,

& sing christmas songs!

i wanna have a celebration ):

i wish my family celebrate w me too ):

i feel so insecure ):

i dono why, cos nth have been confirm

while nth will be confirm.

im overly-sensitive.

im overly-jealous.

i just wish, we can stay like this & move on tog.

a ring is given to ur loves.

a ring is to commit ur life to another.

while ur ring doesnt mean this way.will it be in the future?

everything is so wrong...

2009-11-16T23:34:00.000-08:00

i drew for :D & pig (:

moodswing.

chatted w lj & ser & sir & :D

im sorrys pig ):

an apology too many..

2009-11-15T19:52:00.000-08:00

see how cui my ce points are omg -.-

yay! had aston

w mother, brothers & cousins!

suppose to have korean food.

but in the end went up to have aston.

full & nice. had good chat w them also.

went daiso, and giant..

brother sick ):

get well soon! :D

somehow i wish..

2009-11-13T23:38:00.000-08:00

touching movie! (:

peizhen, zi xin, me! (:

hot-fudge sundae

strawberry sundae

cerri-mint sundae

side orders!!

calamari rings, fries & mushroom!

thursday.

crappy day as usual.

did php till bad mood comes.

as always too. i hate php ):

had ut too after tat.

wow brain dead pls. php class, php ut.

woo~ wad a nice combination.

ltr went np, to eat laksa! :D

then meet xin and pz!!!

wad a loooooooooooooooooong time since we met.

and im so excited too!

pz become sooo beautiful

and xin is just as innocent as ever. hahah:X

went t swensen to have dessert!

we ordered 3 types of sundaes

& 3 side dishes. hahah.

but we have had a nice chat.

130hrs is not enuff! but we will have lots of chance to meet up again!

i don hope, cos im sure (:

miss u all & lovees <3!

on friday,

had bread for my breakfast.

bought by pig as promise (:

had a brain cracking day as always..

did not have mood to study but stayed back and do

only noe how to do in the end

LOL but tats like too late ):

grp w :D but hais i dono leh

talk abit oni ...

then ass pon sch.

LOL slack at library.

actually planned to stay in library to do pp.

11/25/2009 14:30PM 84500

TAN XIANG HUI chong_choon_huat E66M

See!!! this is my pp dates! omg.

tats like super nearrrrr -.-

ahh crapp , im doom! ):

but dint went to do pp la.

cos yr 1 got ut so went t watch 2012!!! (:

that show was awesome!!

but scary though. imagine, we all gg to die.

how sad is this.

have u did wad u wan?

have u said the things you wan to the people u wish?

have u fufill ur wishes?

LOL, i haven. & i haven found my happiness!!!

lol, went to eat u-mee ltr.

and vege-crisp-yam. and had bubble green tea.

wow. fattening -.-

went back arnd 10pm. 0.0

having wonderful time is just <3

somehow, i'm satisfied...

2009-11-11T04:03:00.000-08:00

i miss my team, my medals, my trophy & competitons.

but i don miss my ugly days, although i'm no better now..

its been quite a long time since i blog.

busy w sch & lazyyyy! to update

ahahahs! led a kinda lonely week.

i dono smth really wrong w me?!

chatted w :D almost everyday.

& grp w :D and others.

team gets better & class get better(:

but i've been treating someone not gd lately ):

i think i've changed.

i don wanna change.

i'm sorrys pig. really.

i wont think of other stuffs.

but i just wish i can be the old self back.

once changed, nth will return back. ):

a moment too late..

2009-11-07T20:51:00.000-08:00

she's hard to guess.

she's a mystery.

went t shop ytd w mom.

then when we reach home,

chatted abit w :D

happs happs!

but was expecting to come home after dinner to chat again

but was offline-ded ):

nvm then hais.

got offline msg jiu haos :D

chatted w some other,

due to mtg on sat for meibao's gathering (:

went sakae sushi at cwp w family (:

somehow i dono why

but im so getting onto u

maybe i should make times turn back

so i can get to know u earlier.

now there's no chance.. ):

im so getting into u..

2009-11-04T18:50:00.000-08:00

yay!
finally today is friday!had a nice week w :D
tired tired.
thurs went out to have dinner w z
z includes, lj, mh,ser,sz,lt
mf they all werent free for the dinner..
so the 6 of us went bbq chicken for dinner (:
had a big chat there. and ltr went to walk arnd
and we saw one painting stall.
so me mh n lj sat down to paint!!!
i painted santa,
lj painted angel,
mh painted raindoff. (:
yeaps nice nice :D

dono why had a v nice chat w :D
and im getting addicted to it. omg
i feel so wrong >.<

i miss kuku like a "toodle" (:

heart changes..

2009-11-03T02:05:00.000-08:00

张芸京!
http://www.haoting.com/musiclist/ht_3329d482c42adf1e.htm
she's superb!!! (:

omg so in love w her 黑裙子!! (:

went home alone again )':

chatted w :D again!

this time :D talk t me first! wheee~

kinda love wad i am now..

though somehow im not right..

disappointed.

as always.

i dono why but i just cant get used.

i don understand. am i so not impt.

all this while.

im not seen nor thought of.

gulp down dozen of icecreams..

2009-11-02T22:56:00.001-08:00

why must u break promise everytime.

& why all the good things cannot last. )':

im lost of wad to say.

2009-11-02T04:25:00.000-08:00

no pics still,

bluetooth is down ):

had bf w shuhui in the morning (:

we were late for fhillx lesson. omg-.-

had a brain blast today

LOL. chatted w :D too!

help :D alot in the ppt.(:

chatted w pig after sch (:

can see pig tml alrd :DD

ass feeling better alrd (:

hope everythings' fine!

im gonna be sick myself ):

how someone pls help me...

love. there's no expirary date...

2009-11-01T02:59:00.000-08:00

my pig is sick ):

sat was super bored.

so is sunday.

i tot can study but

it really disappoint me D:

i got a v big feeling of sadness.

yet i dono who to blame ):

chatted w :D.

but hais i dono , more & more speechless.

maybe we aint the same type...

more pics to be uploaded soon!

ut on wed! :S

pig get well soon okays.

she will get well soon too!

u two must get well soon!

i miss u all ):

somehow w/o u,

im left w nobody ):

too dependent on u.

sadness paranoma...

2009-10-30T23:03:00.000-07:00

a cool art. a human with two hands! :D

friday was nice.

but tired!!!

LOL codes made our eyes cry sia -.-

laifu was in my class.

he made so many girls like him :)

hahah! envy seh.

chatted w :D but not much :(

cos everyone was super busy.

& :D seemed v stressed & pissed D:

but went out after tat. so hope u enjoy urself :)

went to have pizza hut for dinner?!

hahah fattening pls.

had baked rice in sch w grp at lunch.

then had pasta in the nite.

omg ):

reached tamp arnd 5plus in the evening.

then went t see yaya ! (:

she's big alright.

and she torture me when ass isnt arnd ):

i kinda regret my choice.

but wad matters the most is she's happs w him now :)

well spend quite a day w them :)

although andrew got scolding in the nite

but everything was quite fun.

we played cards, psp and yaya

lol auntie & ben lost the most.

ahahhas! me and andrew dint lose at all :)

well wish andrew best lucks for his o's den ; jiayous! (:

took cab home ):

a long saving wasted.. D:

bro went t see his teacher & principal.

he failed quite a number of subjects D:

was a bit disappointed becos he's academic is one of the best.

but he too engross w his comp -.-

hais. have t force him to study!

but still i hope he will do well.

jiayous okays! lovees :D

advance post.

today sat. tiring

clean the house today.

arrange, sweep, mop, wipe , fold, throw.

lol! finally got to sit down & enjoy my comp (:

wow i sooo miss :D

lol i dono why also.

dono why i woke up earli today. cos i came home late ytd'?!

superly tired.

bro not focusing in his work also.

dono wad can i do man D:

no breakfast for today, so had maggie .

yucks :S lunch? i dono maybe we should just skipped it.

lalalas.

" kuku like a toodle (: "

gonna study for UT alrd omg.

C226 on next wed! -.-

computer parts. die die die D:

nvm, shall jiayous myself!!! (:

more pictures uploaded NEXT TIME.

something's wrong w my bluetooth ):

everything started w just a word.

love.

what matters most..

2009-10-28T23:44:00.000-07:00

came sch alone today..

sooo lonely LOL.

had a freakking day today.

c203 AGAIN! the faci sucks.

stalked my comp for the morning

and asked me to present my codes for third meeting.

sucky right.

arghh made me damn pissed off.

chatted w :D again :DDDD

lol somebody pissed :D

but well cheerups okays (:

chatted w andrew also. lol!

cos tat ass busy w yaya

so sudden pls. & its super random ahahhas!

good friend good friend liaos :D

gg genting on the 26th dec w family & cousins!!

wow super look forward. but well sad to say

we missed the christmas celebration there..

but nvm, at least can relax and enjoy w cousins:D

tml gg out :DDDD

and sat is halloween.

feel like joining the sentosa one.

but expensive leh hais -.-

dono la see how, if not enjoy sat w cousins.

go sembawang shopping centre eat korean food !!! (:

somehow i still hope..

2009-10-27T06:25:00.000-07:00

borrrred!

today chatted w :D again :DDD

but like v bored, nth much t chat.

lesson was freakking too!

dint listen. thus rj becomes so cui

"What did you learn from other teams during meeting 3?

Is there anything you feel can be improved?

Please share your experience and thoughts."

how to do??!

nv listen to lesson thus aint able to answer.

lol hais no mood no mood! superly no mood D:

(Y) today is tues, tml is wed

rest! (: but have t go amk -.-

and pool tml (:

wow sians, bored till i abit mood swing alrd ):

half an hour a day :)

2009-10-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

meifang
lijuan
xianghui
yanyan
minghui
serena
cupcakes (:

(Y)

♥

omg, i just cant forget cloudy & meatballs.

its superly cool & i like :D

pig also watch till so happy(:

friday maybe gg to visit yaya.

hope nth goes wrong then..

Z, thursday wanna have dinner??

or when are we gg marina barage?? (:

wednesday gg play pool w p.

yes! shall train harder so can win them :DD

so many stuffs to do.. busy busy..

xin sprain her own leg, omg

poor her, but get well soon aites (:

maybe?

maybe not?

will there be chance?

i hope..

a moment too late..

2009-10-25T23:01:00.000-07:00

brothers <3

had a gathering for family on friday and saturday.
everythin went well(:
hope my grandparents bless us from above (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENG MEI FANG!

wish you have a wonderful day.

take cares lots! speedy recovery

& hope u like our advance celebration

had celebration on sunday w lijuan, mh , ser, mf and her frend.

went to kim gary at tampines (:

although the food isnt tat nice but we had lots of talking there (:

then after tat we had nice cakes for each and every of us :D

then mf went home earli cos she wasnt feeling well.

then the rest of us continue walking round tamp (:

went t tamp1 and tamp mall.

and at arcade, discover new games!!! omg

so cool la :DDD

i wan go there play! (:

then planned to go marina barage soon ! :D

mon morning have breakfast! :D

mac. lol so cool ,

if eat value meal have the monopoly thing

and can win big prizes!

but my daddy say its cheat one.

so dono leh , see if i have the luck anot (:

chatted w :D for almost the whole day!

happs happs! (:

was v hardworking today & v tired..

went t watch cloudy & meatballs !!! (:

the movie was superb, really nv bluff :D

omg, then ltr go home tat time,

saw my bro's fren, and two huge husky! super cool :D

everything restarts..