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Thursday, July 31, 2008

帅哥 in E36K
bert bert:DD

E36K's daddy((:
Glenn((:
shall update more on pictures our class when i done up ((:

Ohaiyo ppl..
had a tiring day ytd..
haha LOLS! hmm today enterprise
gg to be last week le..
really 舍不得 how??
)): sadDED*
hais i wish we were nv separated.
hope we all cann find a good class and start off again aites(:
jiayous 加油 gambat'e everyone whereever we go:D
wow times really flies.
and like i always said.
good times flies even faster!!!
hurhur* cries*
anw im so so so tired...
and so so so hungry laa..
well hope i get to pass wad is needed to pass by today
others have to wait till nxt week..
heyy im oni one person! how am i gg t finish soo many
w just 2 hands.. >.<
i geh kiang arhh, wann to do tat..
arghh stupid one.
NO! its got heart ma((:
okays enterprise faci is here
looked at me in a weird way!!!)):
lols cos me and rita PON his lesson last week OPPS.
but he still v good
gave me a B for last week.
thanks faci:DD
but i did contribute..
LOLs okays wadever its not impt..
slpy slp slp.>.<
ytd stayed up beside doin the things, i ~~waited~~ for shimano.
arghh damn ass.
LOLs finally talk to him.
firstly, he said ohh he gg to runn alr.
then arnd 1 n 1/2 hrs ltr i pm him
he said he eating just finish gg to bath soon..
then i nth t say lols. arghh
then he's back, chat w him abit..
he say he watching contender..
hais. suan le. no nid tok liao lols..
he in total said 3 times.
chat with you again..
and i also said 3 times.
okays sure(:..
hais wth. he so damn bad cann.. arghh..)):
okays wadever, don spoil my morning anymore.
don even dare to spoil my day!!!)):
okays la nth much to update alr.
hope today will be a GOOD GOOD day:DDD
take cares
updated:xiangs

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no matter wad we become.. 5:34 PM

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

they are my lovees.
life completes half w them(:

hihi
OYASUMINASAI [30.07.08]
now at mac w 010 and p
LOLS! just came back from the dinner
well was a nice dinner
cos! im able to see!!!!
*zixin
*Jess
*eleanor
*ahma
*huiyuan
*guojie
*jinqiang
*Sze Xin
*Leon
*johnathan
*COACH LIM
well sad to say coach wont be coaching ytss alr )):
but mark's father will
hais sians tat means i cant go back and coach my sch):
cos he's ~~marks~~ father hais >.< well hope they cann improve in his trainings.((:
加油! gambat'e!((:

to coach
thanks for coaching me all this yrs giving me advices
although i was bad to u last time
but im truely regretful for tat and apologetic
although im not in ure coach but was in spencer's
u still gave me the support tat i needed(:
its very pity tat ytss wont have a good coach like u.
but still hope to see u more in cdans when i join hometeamns.
and wish to be in ure coach when tat day comes(:
lovees and srys:D

[31.07.08]
well UT last ppr!!! hahahaha hmm tat means sch's coming to an end alr
sad hais )):
i love my class
and will miss them lots(:
right guys?:DD
hmm today after sch maybe gg somewher
hope will be funn(:
my ex-gf must xinfu wor:DD
well still not confirm gg amk or esplanade or marina yet
lols go amk cann see shuai ge. got chance cann see the opps one=P
but then he always oni go 送货 cos he has driving lesson liao >.<
so like no chance meet dao him..
go marina see fireworks.
LOLS! hmm very cool cann 1/2 hr of fireworks how great cann tat be:D
arhh life soo bored..)):
keep wantin t talk t shimano but don dare
lols somemore nth much t talk also..
hais why cant he come and talk t me???
)): sad liao laa...
well nth much t update le. byebye.
today there will be testimonials for everyone((:
take cares n shall have a
"GOOD GOOD DAY" now and ever((:
shall end with gilbert's "valuDED" n "processDED" :DD
updated:xiangs

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no matter wad we become.. 6:01 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

click to enlarge(:

hihi
i now then noe, ytd ser, p, 010, baide, nico PON SCH! LOLS!!!!
had funn w p and 010 ytd((:
dreamt of D.A omg =XX
well today had huge headache but still..
had funn w my teammates esp JO! haha opps=X
he's funn laa lols.
rita # hope everything goes well, be urself don care abt those __ ((:
fathil # don sad aites, everything will be fine ((:

message to the class:D
starting of the yr may be a bad start for us..
lots of ~~hurdles~~ during the journey
but we all still go thr them rite :D
have lots of fun at the chalet, school, class, pool, canteen
well just wanna say everything is too good.
and its actually true.
to think that last time the class is not goin to be any closer
but now, i think we all are.
we all should agree we did change?
change to the better..
noeing one's limit.
controlling one's temper.
changing to be a better person.
well we will be changing class which is sad to say we are separating )):
but nvtheless, we have the process tog,
the funn, sad,angry,happy times tog aites!
so we mustn forget one another but to rmb and always keeping in contact:D
to everyone i will say
iloveesE36K. <33s

well tats all for the sharing :DD
hmm sians today wasted my $10!!! )):
~~cab fee~~ wth >.< UT tml!
加油 pple! study orhh
cos its culture and its the last UT for it.
JIAYOUS!((:

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no matter wad we become.. 5:36 AM

Monday, July 28, 2008

hihi
hmm today skip sch again zzz
hmm gomenasai! )):
hmm got some prob so cant go..
arghh,
well went to J8 w ser
:DD thanks alot girl ((:
hmm headache*
goshh wad happen.. hais
was talkin abt guys guys and guys*
hahaha.. lols wanted to meet shimano..
haha scare! LOLS! siao
no way laa.
hmm anw tml maths! JIAYOUS*
*cramps )):

no matter wad we become.. 3:48 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

today shall focus on my birthday wishes..
HAHA okays im BHB
but i don expect pple to buy * :DD
1st = my family relations to get better((:
2nd = slim down ASAP!!!
3rd = finish Rp education asap!
4th = Bigg bigg *me to you bear
5th = go out w my beloved friends*
6th = Car Licence & car
7th = be always happy, smart, lucky and sick free
8th = meet shimano, laokokkok
9th = always being love *
10th = have 3 more wishes :DD
haha okays im greedy opps =XX
COOL* i love my wishes.
like tat i will have more and more wishes :DD

Labels: goodtimesdontend.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:54 AM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

25.07.08
LOLS! hmm pon half lesson w rita
went library and slack.
ROT there mann..Zzz
haha anw saw D.A after sch!
first time man. thanks rita:DD
finally i think that the class is getting tog
is it too late?? )):

26.07.08
earli morning went work.
worked w tommy . buffet event w likai
well got laokokkok hp no from him :DD
in e nite wasnt so well.
quit the job alr.
~~bastards~~
srys kumaran and meiyi
in the nite went eat w family at yoshinoya((:
and went t find lj, s , mf, mh under their blocks.
chatt until 1130pm then went off.
LOLS! haha have alot of funn
arghh why yh and yl nv go!!! )):
shuld i really ask shimano along?
like weird ehh???

27.07.08
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GOH JANGYONG!!!
wish all ure dreams come true@@
jiayous in wadever u do
smiles like u always do and always:DD
hmm so earli online oni got lj to chat w..
HAHA finally laokokkok replied me((:
so so happies*
haha he rmb me. lols =PP
well hope he's doing fine in army then((:
haha ltr need to cont doing my stuffs le.
ohh man nvm shall endure!
so little time yet must finish so many ones'
haha gonecase*
alrite shall not say anymore. start work then((:
byebye pple
updated:xiangs

Labels: happies all time.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:35 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

my encouragement to LIJUAN((:
haha she very stress sia
so hmm don stress aites! just JIAYOUS* cann le
everything will be great for u de. smiles:DD

haha our faci's
nice drawings rite?
hmm well s.w not inside
idono wher the pic gone!! )):
see bert there destroying the arts.

hihi OHAIYO ppl
hmm today took bus and really cant tolerate
why ppl are so ever KC
really is TKCS! LOLS omg
hais squeeze and squeeze when the bus is moving
LOLS! so lame cann
as if the bus will go pass ure stop!
u press bell of cos the bus driver stops for u laa
if not sue him laa. LOLS
~~inconsiderate!~~

well don wann spoil my earli morning becos of these!
hais im fat again laa
wth!!!)):
today gg for runn again
lols. hmm no choice
who ask me
eat so much
i tot my mouth is made of gold sia!!!
cannot talk + cannot eat!)):
LOLS but is cannot talk and keep eating )):
hurhur* sians
well ytd heard bad things again
musi i hope you are really okays
do find me or p if u have anything((:
our ears will always be open for u:DD
cheerups*
well hmm ytd had a bigg dinner w ser! tats why
im fat again)):
i shalln eat more again )):
hmm today is cognitive
and enterprise UT!)):
gosh i dint even look or study LOLS!
~~terrible~~
ytd i dreamt of my classmates. haha
random LOLS!
hmm dreamt of bert vet fathil dhirah glen rita and dono laa
this are the main character
haha shallnt elaborate much :DD
okays laa
anw hope i cann rmb to tell my mum
my ezlink is running out of money!!!
haha i STM so will forget LOLS!=P
hmm so today shall JIAYOUS! again
LOLs! i don seems to get an A for last weeks lesson for cognitive
so sians sia zZz
but nvm shall work harder((:
A for today:DD
shallnt spoil my day even further((:
hmm now alr at home le
i think today i cant get an A alr. hais)):
i dint talk much again!!!
becos i dono when to cut in
i noe i got say abit
but oni ABIT is not enuff LOLS!
haha hmm shall work harder((:
hmm today wasnt listening
then bert suddenly called me.
ask if i agree to wad dhirah team saying not.
OMG* haha how would i noe!!
haha then he so bad laa.
but then hmm okays laa good intention:DD
then in the nite chatted with neo((:
haha chat quite alot
LOLS neo* im still fat)):
haha LOLS! don praise me. must affect me
LOLS so tat i will work harder to slim down.)):
okays laa nth much to update on today.
gambat'e pple*
byebye ppl
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: everythings over.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:24 PM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

haha my encouragement drawn to shimano:DD

he was impressed with a "dotz"

hha LOLS >.<

so bad rite =PP

OHAIYO!:DD
hmm today was kinda sway when i come sch
LOLS! my havanas spoil!!)):
goshh sians. but luckily peipei help me buy superglue((:
thanks alot ya:DD
today culture!!!((:
hope everything goes well today:DD
JIAYOUS*

hmm ytd was a cool day! haha
went t lunch w bert fathil vet

LOLS they eat and just go! omg >.<

hmm then after sch went off w them also

actually oni me and bert go,

but then fathil datul and jo suddenly say they donwann to slack w the gals

so went off w us too..

hmm then took bus there which was like so long laa.=.=

haha lols then bert v lazy la sit in the bus which was like 3 stops?

then in the mrt also sit. which was like 5 stops?

LOLS! how lazy cann he be?

then at mrt super funny la bert and datul was acting to be couple,

holding each other on the waist
LOLS! omg haha so obseen*
anw was a good day w them((:
thanks for all the accompanies:DD
they made my day:D

gilbert, fathil, vet ((:

at nite was even better!!:DD haha

cos shimano chatt w me:DD

LOLS hmm he came and talk t me. actually wann webcam de

but cant dono why try like super lots of time but still cant. sadd uhh.

but still got chance de hope nxt time we are able to:D

but still thanks for ytd's talk. haha

wow finally lols so many days. somemore ytd talk was like 1hr

so COOL cann haha*shy

hope there's more of it((:
well okays laa hope today will be a FINE FINE day for me:DD
i wanna get an A again.
but i don think so for today
sians )):
hmm just jiayous ba:DD

its alr a GOOD GOOD day for me((:

neo acc me eat lunch

so good! :D thanks neo((:

LOLS today dint follow bert they all haha. scareED* lols=P

shall do it nxt time laa got alot of chances:DD

hope so haha((:

today wasnt a good day

my GOLDEN mouth dint open for the day )):

omg faci must be real disappointed in me.

hais im disappointed in myself also

hais hais)):
byebye ppl
take cares
updated:xiangs

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no matter wad we become.. 7:40 PM

Monday, July 21, 2008

HAHA lols this was taken! when i having webcam w mh!
HAHA lols omg he so damn funny laa..
HAHA LOLS!
but thanks alot to u and s!

somehow wadever for?
i noe im wilful,
stubborn,
childish,
fool,
petty.
yes this is just me,
dono why e hell things go for me like tat,
yet im been doing e same things.
over and over again.
wad could i wish for?
wad could i expect?
wad should i do. and how e hell should i react?
its easy, of cos its easy _
in my position, things wont be e same.
yupps im hurt.
hurt by trusting and hoping so much in this _
i guess im always wrong
wrong in wadever judgement and wadever i do.
im not gettin any pity or wadever.
i don expect to get back anythin when i give in.
but this is how im been treated.
well i dono wad more cann i say?
~~hurt~~

today there's cognitive UT
so JIAYOUS ba pple((:
加油!!!:DD
updated:xiangs.

Labels: sacarscism. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:23 PM

怎么办？
我好辛苦。好难过哦。
我好后悔昨天去了那里。
我发觉，真的好不公平。
也发觉，我没忘了他。
我好想他，我也好_他。
辛苦。
我不想那么辛苦了！
让我放下吧！)):
a tear worth nothing...
whatever for?

yupps she made it again :DD

S made it.(photo shop) ((:

s and me ytd had conversation! HAHA

my art good rite?

i love the shit i drew

its just fantastic. HAHA

no flaws...

dint go to sch today..
hmm dint felt like gg there after ytd nite.
i tot hmm nvm..
well tml gg but wish t change grp
so dono whether faci would allow anot
LOLs!
hmm anw somehow aviodance isnt everything..
but wad cann i do?
wad?
im so lost
someone pls direct me?
will there be a someone?

how wonderful.

sometimes its better to noe mistakes.

nobody is ever rite

everyone has its flaws.
updated:xiangs

Labels: n here it goes again. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 1:37 AM

Sunday, July 20, 2008

hihi
today went to shop
LOLs. anw ytd met serena
chat w her till 1130pm
LOLS omg tats so late haha
anw saw lj on the way back
goshh tat so coincidence! HAHA
COOL cann lols.
hmm anw today went amk
my grannie was there
pulled me to buy fruits lols
then had a little conversation there...
durian 小弟：阿良，来选榴莲给她叻 :PP
durian 小弟: 妹阿！给我你的电话号码叻??
me: 干吗？
durian 小弟：给我啦。
me: 跟阿良拿咯？
durian 小弟：不要啦，你给我拉。阿良不好的。坏人来的。:D
me : =.= zZz
durian uncle: 有男朋友了吗？
me: 没有。。。
durian uncle: 哈哈，很快就有的啦。会遇到你的“如意郎君”
durian 小弟：会吗？（peep at 阿良）
durian uncle : 会啦。很快很快！
me: 哈哈
LOLs! hmm my grannie bought durian, wintermelon, pineapple and papaya
zZz COOL mann lols.
and 阿良 was oni one there so cant help my grannie cut the fruits
LOLS my grannie actually wann go in and help herself w the knife
then i told her. we have knife at our shop
cann cut there! LOLS! omg
she damn blur!!!zzz
haha lols cant blame. she not familar..
anw i found myself able to open an conversation.
i found myself not hiding from him
maybe its him who hide from me all along..
they all knew wad happen t me and him..
i guess they think that he hurt me..
yes he did.. but i feel tat im able to face it now..
i just glad i did...
lovees hurts.
alrite tml sci
sians LOLs omg i dono wad t do. should i go sch tml?
shall see. byebye ppl
take cares
inoeeverything.
from the first to the last
_ is nth.
things arent so easy to solve
a simple _ means nth.
updated:xiangs

Labels: impissed.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:06 AM

im pissed.
nth to add on.

Labels: be nobody. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:10 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

missing((:

[18.07.08]
hihi OHAIYO pple((:
haha ytd chat w lots and lots of pple
LOLS hmm
firstly is ivan, then shimano, sis, p, bert
HAHA so cool. finally a day i cann chat w so many ppl.
LOLs. hmm dint expect shimano to reply.
he's having retest today
LOLS jiayous and good lucks:D

hmm today enterprise lehh
haha anw i got a B for maths
COOL haha at least no more C cann alr((:
hmm well i still hope i get an A for cognitive and of cos today's enterprise
HAHA gg t flood the faci ears w my voice LOLS =PP
hmm just went t watch MOVIE "dark knight with lj mh s"
LOLS omg! super cool cann haha!
and went dinner w them after wards((:
done w my RJ
pls lols how to ans sia..zZz
"negociate with me, what grades would you get for today's lesson"
I wish to get an A!!!
and PPL I FINALLY GOT AN A FOR CULTURE
omg!!! i love faci so much!!!:DDD
finally for the past 12 probs. and prob 13 i finally got an A!
cool or not haha:DD
sians tml gg for sports day
held by scs de so hmm sign up alr so have t go lols
treat it as returning uncle samuel's favor((:
hope tml will be a sporty FUNN day:DD
shall end w faci's (mr lee) "disturFing" :DD
byebye pple
take cares
lovees does change a person..
i finally understood.
updated:xiangs

Labels: nv regret. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:27 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i missed them)):

when are we gg to slack tog at esplanade again?

sb singing there?

playing slapping...

)):

hihi

OHAIYO everyone((:

today cognitive

well shall talk alot and get A for the rest of the lesson man!

haha dono whether today able to get anot

cos i abit talk abit nv talk hmm and also dint ask qns

hais sians de lols

somemore today topic like v hard lehh...

sians hope i cann get an A again!!!)):

must! JIAYOUS((:

kk good job guys for today's ppt!

esp vetri w his qns "jokes"

glen's quick turning of sildes

aini's good ppt done.

haha shall end w gilbert's "enlightenMENT" :D

okays byebye pple

take cares((:

updated:xiangs

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no matter wad we become.. 6:08 PM

haven u notice?
we haven take pic for a long long time)):

hihi
lols hmm today culture
well wasnt on form laa today
IDONOwhy!)):
sad lols
he wasnt even looking laa.
so ~~ass~~ hmm i present he also dint look at me
wth. hais i dono why laa. LOLs
sians maybe this made me off form.
today topic was alrite once i understood it which was like oni after every team has presented?
LOLS omg! tats so slow man..zzz
hmm maybe i was just sad abt faci laa.)):
somemore he keep saying 3 more weeks
like v sad.
lols he helping us to count down and spoil our day or wad
we shouldnt be counting e days wad
we should be enjoying ourselves at this moment lols
well lets all JIAYOUS ba((:
hmm i dono why i so not in e mood
so when i went running
i couldnt reach my time limit lols
sians i noe its an excuse of me being lazy
zZz lols i ran for like 15mins cont then i stop alr
hais wad sia. sians..
hmm somehow i think that faci spoils my day)):
i wish to get an A!!!)):
stressing me out, forcing me when i reach my limits of doing well.)):
okays i shall stop and update tml.
hmm thanks s for helping me buy!((:
im able to start now. haha if u nv say i also forget i nid to buy it today=X
haha okays SAYO((:
updated:xiangs

Labels: ashooter'sdream. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 3:46 AM

Monday, July 14, 2008

hancock! super nice show haha
lols i wann watch the dark knight!((:

lalalas haha finally got all e pictures..
haha sad t say today cant take pic
hmm don have cam phone w me LOLs
sad. i wann buy new phone alr )):
for sure man..
LOLS haha. today same grp w bert shikin cherie peipei
sat beside bert
HAHA he super ass keep scolding me
HAHA no laa say say for funn de lols
bully laa.haha
hmm should take pic de lols
and i drew smth for him HAHA
lols siao
shit is love((:
haha anw today maths lesson is cool
nv expect myself t enjoy lols
maybe becos of diff grp members ba haha:D
okays shall update tml((:

Labels: goodtimesdontend.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 11:33 PM

hihi
OHAIYO.
lols today maths module and culture UT in e morning..
HAHA lols. hmm im happy today if nth goes wrong haha..
LOLS cos ytd i tok t ~~honghong~~ on msn,
haha he came and ask me who i am.
then we cont saying abt olympic
but sad to say he's not gg for olympic this yr..
sad laa hais..
hmm he say he dint manage to get the quota..
well i dono wads tat but. its so wasted not letting him there
hais well there's more chance for him de jiayous((:
haha LOLS i also told him i saw him at ljs.
he say ohh really? he dint saw me
LOLS i replied even if he saw me he also wont recognise me laa
haha LOLS..zzz
anw today culture UT ehh..
JIAYOUS!
okays shall update ltr
byebye ppl
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: iwantobecomeanadult. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:22 PM

now watchin 情有可缘
well is it tat all msia guys are like tat?
worse is tat got wife alr still flirt
got gf alr still flirt
hais well nah don care abt this aites((:

well today skip third meeting LOLs
hmm v srys t my teammates..
well i alr decided i will go back hometeamns.
well not now but after i earn money to work.

okays i seriously dono whether is it gg t rain or not gg t rain
should i go run now??
wth...
sians okays laa enuff of updates;
byebye
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: awishihadinmind.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 1:06 AM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

hihi
OHAIYO everyone((:
and again haha.
LOLS ytd was a NONG day for us.
hmm went t meet p at 1215pm at ocbc
then went t watch hancock!
OMG tat show was COOL and nice:DD
anw on our way, we saw honghong, zhangjin and aiya keep forget his name,
LOLS well was soo excited upon seeing him haha.
but then honghong wont talk t me if im not in ntt
LOLS not don tok is hardly will
hais soo sad man..
well after the movie, plann t go esplanade
but TT said she at np
so went back look for her
HAHA we also tricked her LOLS.
hmm then went for prata and headed to TT hse.
her house soo cool lols
played scrabble there zzz
but was funn lols and we camwhore there too
some scandals.*
haha hmm had some chats b4 we headed home.
well today is science and there's a change of faci.
hope everything goes rite for me!
and HAVE A GOOD GOOD DAY :DD
byebye shall update more
i shall go running again((:
take cares
updated:xiangs
stupid new sci faci.
come in alr call me pp.
WTF. lols spoils my day. ~~ass!~~

Labels: ashooter'sdream. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:25 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

a period of time is wad i need.
give me those time.

i will grow up.
not for ure sake
but being wad i truly am.
just becos im not a small kid anymore.
i noe i learn alot of things
thr my past,
i will learn my lesson.
give me a chance t become an adult.

hihi
OHAIYO everyone((:
hmm just came back from my morning workout
LOLS i went jogging
haax anw i jog for 20mins continously and walked for 10mins
just nice 30mins.
hmm first time ao give chance okays.
shall work on my stamina when i cont t jiayous for the nxt few weeks
LOLS hmm i was half way and was breathless
but then i keep telling myself "jiayous"
haha for the sake of sliming down and being healthy i must jiayous
hmm i think if i dint work out
i will be v v sick
LOLS i dono why , my instinct maybe?
haha. LOLS
but still thanks t my "big bro" motivator
LOLS i dono laa abit weird weird. but hope i will cont!
and i must! JIAYOUS 加油!
ltr gg out w p and 010
hmm meeting p at 12pm, gg catch hancock at 110pm
but dono 010 meeting us anot. LOLS.
hmm hope we will have a GOOD GOOD day then((:
SAYONARA:D
byebye pple
shall update when im back or tml(:
takecares:D
srys ivan, i don wanna call u laa.
jasmine, i wann e shirt, get it for me asap,ty.
TT and p i hope we had a funn day today((:
updated:xiangs

Labels: how i wish.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:27 PM

seeing a sky full of stars
just made my day even worse
how wonderful..

sometimes i just think that im childish
sometimes i just feel that i do not get any understanding.

wad cann i do
when everything i do is wrong

avoidance isnt everything
i cannt live in avioding
i have nth t say if understood, u will noe wad i will say..

i feel like eating this man. omg=PP
nonono jian fei is my priority((:
JIAYOUS! xh!((:
just came back from grannie hse
LOLs. ytd chat w new fren.
well lols kinda straightforward abt wad we talk
but i feel that this is my motivation
thanks alot((:
pierson
although i dint really noe him
LOLS.zzz
haha anw thanks t all ytd who talk t me
smelly, ivan and serena:D
well hope everyday is a GOOD GOOD day for me!
somehow i just wish to have a different point of view
when i see a sky full of stars
i wish im able to cherish wad i saw
i wish im able to be very very happy
and be amazed.
okays shall update nxt time
byebye nites pple
take cares((:
updated:xiangs

Labels: i felt weird. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 7:24 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008

i shall stop criticizing anyone.
stop it laa bad mouth!

things happen for a reason
and e reason why things happened
lies in you

armomo lots
do not try to act who u are not
~~act cuters & hyprocrites~~
thats why i just being who i am
even if im not what in other ppl's eyes
im what in my own.

i wish i cann see d.a =P

sometimes do not put it just to give others the impression u care
in other words,
do not put it just for show.

yupps today is enterprise
LOLS hope today will be a funn funn day for me and my team((:
shall update ltr
byebye pple
take cares((:
updated:xiangs

Labels: anuglyduckling.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:24 PM

today cognitive
LOLS im e leader
so everything i decide mann
LOLS hard sia.omg
haha im so headache now laa sians.
hmm but nv had so much stressed b4
and i enjoyed nowadays lesson like i nv had b4((:
lols today chat w ahxinn
so surprise she msg me:DD happys
had funn w my team today too((:
although was worryin whether we got ans to the problem statement anot.
but then i think we did somehow:D
so i think no worries((:
okays anw tml enterprise hope it would be funn too((:
okays byebye pple
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: things will be fine.be strong girl.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:31 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

this was wad ivan sent me tat day

hmm in hakkaido

OMG! the scenery soo nice rite!((:

a frenship which is not meant,

shouldnt be kept..

don u think so?..

well today got maths UT in the morning

and cognitive afterwards.

sians.

haha anw shall hope today will be a GOOD GOOD DAY then((:

okays shall update again

jiayous((:

byebye pple

take cares

updated:xiangs

Labels: imnotsure.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:23 PM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

~~ytd i dreamt of him again~~

fifth time wad shit. )):

~~stop it mann~~

well today culture.
yeahh lols nearly late today
LOLS first time man..
hmm actually is raining ma
then i slack at hm haha=PP
LOLS hmm ytd was the ending of the 职法代言人

the ending was a happy ending but got sad part also

i cried man=X
soo sad lols its end so fast!
hmm anw just now have fire drills.
LOLS so waste of time cann
but at least i got a pic w my fav faci!!((:
*shy
haha lols we were all taking pic there laa.
not even a proper fire drill practice,
wow if real fire comes we all dead man..
HAHA.=PP
hmm ltr acc p to cwp
dono why she everytime wanns t go there LOLS.zzz
okays nth much t blog le.
so byebye
take cares((:
updated:xiangs

Labels: how i wish.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:27 PM

即使我忘了你，
请你也不要忘了我。
虽然我们不可能在一起，
但我希望你曾有真心喜欢过我。

i found this audi damn cool
LOLS i love audi cars laa..((:
i dreamt of ~~honghong~~ ytd
LOLs so weird.. why did i dream of him..
zzz.
went amk today.
LOLS slack and rot there..
hmm alrite nth much t blog today
good lucks on serena for tml's oral.
and very bigg srys to 010.)):
byebye pple
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: who will cheer me up this time? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:42 AM

Monday, July 7, 2008

i wish u noe how i felt

but u nv did.

im so alone inside class now.
LOLs its alr 515pm
everyone left alr.sch ended.
its a fast day today
a v slacking day cos i wasnt listening t lesson whole day
LOLs and was playing viwawa LOLS.
hmm okays serena okays alr.
so i shall go too((:
byebye
updated:xiangs
~~im not feeling okays.~~

Labels: how i wish.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 2:14 AM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

idreamtofhimytd
imh
everytime i think of u
wonder if u ever think of me

will everything change?
lets hope for e better((:
updated:xiangs

Labels: how i wish.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:46 PM

who will bring me thr the stormy days..
who will be thr for me?
i wonder

updated:xiangs

Labels: how i wish.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:23 AM

Saturday, July 5, 2008

one word
devastated.

~~fcuk off~~
updated:xiangs

Labels: ineedecarenconcernimissed.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 7:04 AM

Thursday, July 3, 2008

our day((:
our activities..
and we WON:D:D:D

my group for today!
enterprise the BEST
w/o calculations!((:

IMISSING THEM*
srys mh/sz i don have ur pic.
i wish everything was like the past...

hihi
morning pple
haha this pic is ytd one.
i lazy t upload it.
anw we took lots of picture inside the W4 b
hmm we went there for some IT talks.
haha lols its borinng but well we get IT points maa.
anw this are also my group members for tat day((:

well today gg off at the 2nd meetin..
cos gg back old sch t collect testi..
hmm srys guys!
im really really v apologetic.
im so so so srys
nxt time wont alr.
hmm i noe nxt time ure wont wann t grp w me alr..)):
srys t rayyan, vetri, aini
hmm i hope i dint disappoint ure
i noe i did.=P
hmm just wanna apologise here..
hope today will be a GOOD GOOD day for ure((:
im really really srys..

well,
i actually wanna post abit of something oni
but then have t post many thing. hais
anw just wanna end off
*nth is worth.
wad have t let go has t be let go off.
i noe i have t.
updated:xiangs

Labels: lets hope so..maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:30 PM

a tear not worth.

Labels: anuglyduckling.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:36 AM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

hihi
today thursday tml fri
a week gg t be over soon
hmm i nv been t amk this whole week.
sat will be gg.
~~i hope so~~
hmm today is a bored bored bored day
i gg home t do chores ltr.
LOLS=PP
i enjoy. LOLS cos cann slim down
whee LOLs=PP
im sot sot ehh..
don care me.

im alr have no strength t do anythin
to solve anything
to think of anythin
i just hope wadever is like last time
pls no more probs pls
im troubled enuff.
~~imissthepast~~

iwannagohome*cries
bored bored day
updated:xiangs

Labels: i cried.imu.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:04 PM

im pissed
im angry
im sad
im isolated
im worry

well just came back from grannie hse
LOLS hmm he just came back from thailand and now
he's not at home
he went out again..
how ~~sad~~ cann this be..
im a human being also.
~~iwishicangetthecarenconcernineeded~~
well. i shallnt comment.
its my life
wad cann i do?
accept it?

today's was a weird day
i was happy of cos to be in danielang's lesson
but today prob was one which was hard t do..
i really have no idea waad to do,wad to ask and wad t ans
will i get a C??
im so scare..
i hope faci doesnt give me a C!
omg.. i noe i dint present myself well today.
im quiet laa
but plsplspls i not on purpose de
i don wanna get a C for nth. LOLS.
hais dono why.. maybe my ~~feeling~~ towards wad im doin has gone
i no longer interested in wadever im doin.
tats why im not enthu in it.
well i dono
someone guide me pls.

today msg coach lim
but she dint reply me
hais dono how man
i wish i cann help
i wish t be there
a part of it
its in a mess
a terrible and horrible looking one
i don wann this club to fall
i wish it would be like last time
a part of wad they call
"the shooters' family"
~~will i be back~~?

my phone has been dead for like weeks.
nobody contacting me
msgin me
calling me
super duper dead.
hais wad another sad case..

here am i sitting in the living room
wondering wad can i do today
LOLs. tml another day
hais time flies,
indeed good time flies even faster lols
i wish im back in my secondary sch
today walkin out of the sch,
i then realise RP has a huge hallway towards the entrance
its so empty
i was thinking,
~~i've graduated~~
but is this wad i wann
cann i really survive in rp?
is rp the sch meant for me?
wad can i do if its not?
is all this too late?
am i regretting?
thousands of tots past thr my mind
as i walk alone towards the bus stop.
who will be there for me?
who will be the one to give me an ans?
who will be the one to guide me?

today we did recap back on enterprise johari window
well for me i think im in blind area
im unknown to myself and others
well, its true
i keep expecting others t noe me
when i don even noe myself
how cann others understands me?
its absurd.
im sorrys.
~~my frens~~.

finally,
i seriously don feel like attending sch
wad t do?
is there someone to motivate me?
i feel like gg amk
wads the point?
last time im there t see someone
but now its pointlesss, worthless..
but i still feel like gg there i dono why.
if not i feel like gg btp,esplanade.
to let off my stress, worries,sadness
i wish to go somewhere.

haha this post is a emotional pouring session lols.
hmm i not thinking too much or wad.
maybe its been in me all along
just tat i don say it
my tots on wadever is happening arnd me
are unexplainable by words
one have t go thr it and then u would noe.
i just wish for a better loving life.
updated:xiangs

Labels: awishihadinmind.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:32 AM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

hihi
hais
just now talk t golden abt arc
hais i jus dono wad t say
but im pissed of wad i saw.
i dono wad t say.
no comments on that.
im just sad on wad i have saw
and sad on wad i have heard
seriously, your let me down.
its not abt the results im concern on
but the....
hais dono laa don care don bother don like.
im ~~pissed~~

well today culture
yeahh! culture=PP
HAHA lols shuai shuai faci is here
hmm.. im still thinking lehh.
whether t go back t hometeamns anot?
hmm go back t ~~shootin~~?
should i?
hais i really dono.. but i really like shooting and i miss it.
but do i have the time for it?
do i have the money for it?
are all this excuses to why i hesitate?
i dono seriously.
why nobody comment on our grp??
sad case lols
we don attract attention meh?
i said alot ehh.
sians. likke talk t wall or air like tat..
LOLS wth!))):
lols not bad laa
at least we got 2 votes(((:
HAHA lols. hmm well sians today dono wann t do wad sia
hmm go home do chores then?
hais if everyday of my life is like tat,
how am i gg t survive?
omgomgomgomgomg.
i wann talk t ~~honghong~~ leh..
but he don wann t reply me
im so sad cann
hais. wow lau im jealous laa
some ppl have his no
but for purpose one laa
becos of the dsa..
hais why im not equally smart and skilled in my arc and academic.
then i also cann apply dsa t hwachong.
=PP thinking too much alr LOLs.
hmm finally 2.27pm finish my ppt.
HAHAHA but dono got link anot..
hmm on care laa
today everyone also not on form lols.
sians.
hmm well just get it done and over lols((:
okays ltr gg ah ma hse.
LOLS haha she cook my fav rice((:
HAPPY:D:D:D:D:D
yeah haha.. LOLS just now got talk t fathil and gilbert
gilbert soo funny laa
so ~~ass~~ laa he..
LOLs they are so nervous about gettin out of topic for today's topic..
HAHA lols relax ure cann de((:
hmm okays gg t be my turn le.
JIAYOUS((:
just one secret.
danielang teach hiphop!=XX
he said basic steps to aunties. OMG
he so so so so so damn COOL*
updated:xiangs

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no matter wad we become.. 7:42 PM