Somewhere ♥;

[1.12.08]

hmm came sch, missed the bus ):

but nvm lor at least im not late

today vb. sians! today
difficult!! 0.o
don like don like..

meibao dint come today, so left me w boss n azhar

yeah tok t shimano on saturday:D

webby w him lols!

arnd 1++ he wan webb siao!

super shag pls..

anw today damn sians

cos damn diff!!

i think i do till here is enuff le la

i always get C for VB so no diff

lols! boss said smth which sounds correct

boss : u got C = 2 marks, X = 0 marks

so C is better than X

hahah! lols yeah kinda true la..

boss now so happy

boss: "you bao eh! you bao eh!"

hahah he so excited!! =.=

me not okays. faster teach!!!

hmm. am i gg to be sad again?
cant think of anythin but the possibilities of things happening..

yeah yeah finally end of everythin!

next week no VB alr!! whee!~

he's off..

well dono wher to go sia. abit sians u noe.

hmm today no swim swim today.

tml then cont:D

each

one

all

every

was drifted away.

all becos of u.

Taggs reply

pz_ yeaps yeaps! <3>

YIQIAN_ hahah i dono eh. anyhow guess? :P yeaps! coming!!!(:

mood: acceptable :/

updated:xiangs

Labels: would it make a diff? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:04 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

the things we did
the things we ate
the places we went
the hours we spent
the times we slack
the tears we shared
the laughter we had
the jokes we laughed

were now replaced.
nth's ever gonna be the same.
i tot we are always the ones
but i think i was nv a part of ur.

the different ppl
made different effect
its seems hundred times better
hundred times fun-er
hundred times love-er

all along i been the odd one
making people mood bad
nv once was happily enuff
maybe i wasnt good afterall.

everythin makes a diff
seeing a pic w/o me
makes tonnes lots of difference.
u can sense how i would feel

wher were times when i needed someone
when i got no one
where were times when there's happiness to be shared
i got no one
where were times when secrets to be shared
i got no one
where were times when im bored
nobody ask me out

yes i don deny
i think alot at times
i worry alot at times
i cry alot at times
i jealous alot at times

...........
times of us just ended.
silently..
bits of u appearing
but appeared in the wrong places i saw
i don wan anyone to be the middle person
cos nobody should be drag in
i noe i may have drag in in the first place
i noe im wrong
but now i don think anyone should be drag in.
stop everything.
no convers
no nth. i just wish to stop.

[27.11.08]
went sch
attend cog
swim
home swt home

[28.11.08]
came sch. sci was alright(:
first time i feel so motivated to do things
thanks to taos:D
and yupps did PPT and was very focus:D
happy grouping with her.
home swt home(:
mood:alright(:
updated:xiangs

Labels: lookatme, wad does this means? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:07 AM

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

pictures updated!:D
[27.11.08]
came sch today. v slack
slowly slowly walk t busstop :X
but still early.. -.-
then cognitive today.
damn confusing. but nvm
slack lor.
played growword w joan, meibao
did up ppt.
and ya here blogging
hmm hais.
i cant stop lookin! )):
>.< *faints.
but ya. i dono wad to do.
okays nth much t blog.
music time :DD
mood: still alrite(:
updated:xiangs

Labels: will u? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 10:05 PM

1. The person who tagged you is?
- panjiaqi
2.Your relationship with him/her?
- senior and junior:D
3.Your 5 impression of him/her?
- quiet,hardworking,great aims, like to scold,like to curse:P
4.The most memorable thing he/she done for you?
- sharings:D
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
- JIAYOUS:D
6.If he/she become your lover, you will?
- hahah tats impossible:X
7.If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be?
- height? Heart?
8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-.hahah slap him:X
9.If he/she dies,you will?
- cry)’:
10.What it is you want to tell he/she now?
- update me!!! (:
11.Your overall impression of he/she??
- a very nice junior:DD
12.How do you think people around you will feel around you?
- I dono? Why not people tell me? :X
13.The characters you love of yourself are?
- just ♥ myself. :X
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
- emotional, give in ):
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
- all rounded and big heart:DD
16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
- im grateful to be w all of you. Lovees.<3
17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
- 1: jinqiang
- 2:jiaqi
- 3:guojie
- 4:Eleanor
- 5:Jess
- 6:Irene
- 7:coolyan
- 8:meibao
- 9:lijuan
-10:ser
18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
- kukus:D
19.Is no.9 a male or a female?
- duh. A female:D
20.If no7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
- hahah cant be :X
21.What is no.2 studying all about?
- N’s n O’s??? jiayous:D
22.When was the last time you chatted with no.3?
- 25.11.08?? (:
23.What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
- dance and roses
24.Does no.1 have any siblings?
- yes!! Zw,zx,jy + him :D
25.Will you woo no.3 ?
- hahah he’s too young:X
26.How about 7?
- she’s already my coolyan:D
27.Is no.4 single?
- im not sure? Maybe? :P
28.What is the surname of no.5?
- TOH! Toh yi qian(:
29.What is the hobby of no.10?
- hong kong show(:
30.Does no.5 & 9 get along well?'
-maybe? They don really know each other ..
31.Where is no.2 studying at?
- YTSS:D
32.Talk about something for no.1?
- game??? -.-
33.Have you tried developing feelings with no.8 ?
- hahah she’s my couple:D
34.Where does no.9 live in?
- yishun(:
35.What colour does no.4 likes?
- ermm.. purple??
36.Are no.1 and 5 bestfriends?
- yes!:D
37.Does no.1 have any pets?
- nopes but got babies:D
38.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-.hahah yeaps yeaps! She’s cool!:D
39.What is no.10 doing now?
-hmm studying??
[26.11.08]
came sch for sci UT
then went off w the group:D
pon class! horhor :P
went w6 - cwp - buy ticket - arcade - neos - yoshi - civic - mac - cold storage - movie - lib
with taotao,socks,meibao,irene,joan
yeaps yeaps.
went swimming alone after separate w them:D
homeswthome:D
mood: happies:D
updated:xiangs

Labels: yy is all u think of? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:35 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

[25.11.08]
went sch. chatted w missy
went off at the first break
went home slack
and meet ser to swim.
home swt home after tat.
sorry irene, coolyan, meibao
and thanks dongjie, jose-hua, ser n lj

i tot things wont become like tat
but it does
maybe i noe its my fault
maybe im just thinking too much
wher were u when i needed you
where were people when i tot they will be there for me
nobody ever said anything
nobody ever said they will be there for me
i was there for everyone
maybe thats what i suppose it to be
maybe i wasnt a good fren of anyone
maybe i was too harsh on my words
maybe i focus too much on my new frens
i tot i have been a good fren
but well maybe i wasnt as i tot..
i tot i was there when people needed me
i tot i was one who brought joy
i tot nobody will bring sorrow
but i think everythin was wrong
maybe its still early to return
maybe its too late to return
maybe nobody appreciates
all of these were lies
just wad i have done
were all useless things
just wad i have did
were worthless..
maybe my effort paid out were of no use
were of no appreciation
were of no feelings
nobody knows how i think
just as i tot i shouldn trust anyone
maybe wad we tot we have shared
were all things on the surface
wad we have shared were all considered the past
wad we have shared were useless.
an apology doesnt mean anythin when you don mean it
an apology doesnt mean you were sorry
an apology doesnt apply when you don take actions
maybe my apology sounds deaf to u
maybe your apology seems useless to me
yes maybe everyone were at fault
maybe nobody even care abt me
maybe nobody appreciate the times
when i were there
when i give in
when i shared
no point..
a promise to be made
yet a promise was broken
there's no point in saying so..
i tot that everythin was different
i tot tat your were really my true-est
i tot your can be the one for me in my darkest days
but none.
yes none. wad i think was useless
wad i guess was wrong
everything doesnt change
everythin was the same.
i tot i doubt it
but now i think i believe it.
a friend leaves
and a true fren stays
i think i doesn even have a true fren on my own.
nobody pities me
i don need pities
maybe all along its my fault
maybe all along you dint even noe wher your fault lies
i tot close-ness could be good
but being left out at every point of time
thats pathetic.
maybe i dint join in.
but i dint get a chance to join in
all my words and actions
were deaf and blindness to your
maybe its not my place to be in there
to be left out alone.
i think its the best way.
i don wan to be hurt being wad i have always felt
ever since last time.
i know you tried to amend smth
but how much did anyone put in
am i not worth that big effort
i guess im not..
i was wrong in everythin
i was wrong. i nv will make an effort to salvage
i nv will make an effort to save.
i guess like wad i have said
friends will leave
but true friends say
if you choose to leave
so be it
i will not want to be the one giving in
putting in effort to be in the group
to save all the conflicts
to worry for anyone
i noe nth is worth
i noe nobody will appreciates
i noe im always the oni one.
i noe i have learnt my lesson.
TAGGS REPLY
tiianxiin_ yeah! i uploaded the pic:D
panjiaqi_ hahah! okays okays i will. i copy paste alr. i finish i post it:D
mood:unpleasant. :'S
updated:xiangs

Labels: nth can be the same? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:12 AM

Sunday, November 23, 2008

tiianxiin n me:D a day out(:

[24.11.08]

yeah got concession today:D

saw ser in the bus today

then came to class have maths

ermm. ya today still okay

abt boundary de. so ya still can catch up:D

then nth much alr.

went swim swim w ser

swam alot of laps.

got so hungry

tired and muscle ache

wth. -.-

lols nvm tml again again!(:

nth much le.

bb take cares

mood:tired :/

updated:xiangs

Labels: stamina. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 10:54 PM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

swim pool swim pool!!! (:
[22.11.08]
woke up in the morning,
waited for LJ to come
so took 169 to cwp.
queued at nokia
then headed arnd to look for food! (:
ate mac - go arcade - took neo:D - minitoons - more than words
yupps! LJ brought her stuffs and i also brought mine:D
hmm done some d.i.y stuffs.
well for girl?
or for guy??
someone give me suggestions pls?
hmm i dono not done yet. but if well done
i may consider doing more :D
lovees.
home swt home.

[23.11.08]
went amk in the morning
GJ nv come so unable to have breakfast w him ):
hmm well there's still nxt time :D
anw today was alrite just tat i feel giddy
and have neck pain >.< brought "gao lak" yums. but today one not nice :/ and ya home swt home. daddy fried rice is yums:D

pic updated although not full (:

tml swim swim swim :D
lovees. yeaps!!! (:
hohoho ppl merry christmas!!:D
lalalas okays nth much to blog le:D
have fun everyone:D
TAGGS REPLY
panjiaqi_ huh?? ahem*??? i dono.. i dono..
mood: terrible headache :(
updated:xiangs

Labels: fatigue. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 11:30 PM

Friday, November 21, 2008

yeaps. tied her hair but cant see -.-

missy say he oni how to act cool
but dono how to "ban gui lian" =.=

coolyan w coolyan's hat! cool*

couple's bdae:D + grp pic(:

[20.11.08]

yeaps went t sch to have cognitive

nv change team so grp w meibao and coolyan(:

and yupps have a nice day

except for tat sudden m-s

srys srys.

srys to couple, kuku, socks, coolyan.

yupps since

# "bu kai xin yao guo ri zi"

"kai xin ye yao guo ri zi"

"da bu ru kai kai xin xin guo ri zi" #

♥

hmm im a v emotional girl.

so hope ur understand:/

and after tat went cwp but ser went off first.

so ya. home swt home.

[21.11.08]

came in the morning.

tied 2 side. jose-hua keep saying i weird.

idiot -.-

nvm. lols try oni ma.. hahaha

hmm okays re-grp today!

yes. im happy alrites.

but then. well same w tao again

and w shuhui eug and xuguang

hmm.. yeaps and today although after everything we still don understand

but yeaps we tried la.

anw xg leg is injuired lols :/

then ask him got see doc?

he said: my leg "mei you duan" >.<

LOLS! hahah tat missy so idiot. nv do anythin also.

but after ppt, played sushido n wajong

w coolyan and missy. hahah! lols

fun funn! play again nxt time :D ♥

then after tat went briefing w irene n socks

for cambodia one.. hmm

i dono leh. i noe i shldnt back out. i try (:

yeaps and no where t go, so

home swt home.:/

TAGS REPLY

cindy_ hahah hellos! yups u too :D

tiianxiin_ hahah lols! im fine laa. see u tml:D

mood: lighthearted :)

updated:xiangs

Labels: melancholic. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:57 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

yes. always alone.

[19.11.08]
wellwell tot for a long time and decided not to go sch today.
was damn sad
really sad.
__________________
i really dono wads happenin
i hate this feeling
keep got the tears in my eyes
i don wann!! )):
___________________
i noe i thinking too much
great leave everyone leave
good im alone tat superly good isnt it
fine.
i noe im unreasonable.
so wad. everyone got their fear isnt it.
i don wann care abt the reason.
i don wann to even noe anythin.
fcuk.
why does it always have to be me
salvaging everythin
just for myself
updated:xiangs

Labels: i tot but dint expect. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 10:59 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

on the snowy nite
i pray for you to come..♥

[18.11.08]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAO TAO!!
wish you all the best in everything! stay pretty aites:D
lovees.♥

and yupps started w UT in the morning
and was alrite la i guess? :/
well went for break and ate chicken culet.
0.0 bao! bao! :D
hmm then second meeting was super slack
went blogg hopping
now third meeting le.
longg finished my PPT
and now im slacking.. :(
talked to ahdi just now but he don wan to chat w me.
uhhh so sadd-ded
fine. hurh.
hmm now damn sians, nth t do so blogged
everyone doing their things and playing game.
i so lone-ded. :C
孤单单。
想放弃
应为我知道
你是不可能会再出现。
♥~~heart break.~~
how boring!!! )): wo yao sii le..):
tap taps tapss! my lappy rules! lappy pei wo(:
nth much to update le.
my concession end tml!! )):
got t buy new le.(:
ltr gg grannie hse:D
ciaos~ sayo(:
TAGs REPLY
panjiaqi_ hahah! don sians! gg out soon la :D
tiianxiin_ hahah! sure! your date me out la hmmph. (:
mood: :S
updated:xiangs

Labels: ♥lovees.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:23 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2008

yeaps yeaps christmas coming!!
hohoho!(: ♥

[16.11.08]
woke up earli in the morning to amk
and yupps i saw "shuai ge"
hmm dono his name la but always address him as tat. :X
hmm yupps then rott-ded there.
nth interesting happened ba.
well then off for lunch
ate nasi bryani:D yums*
then home swt home
done chores and slept
o.0 till 7pm..
not hungry so skip dinner..
hahaha :P then using comp now lols.
sians rite my life.
hmm dono eh tml actually plans to go orchard.
but then hmm.. i dono
well joan they all gg dance tml..
have funn then :D
i doubt i will be gg.. hmm..
lalalas! i wanna be a happy new kid:D
now i noe wad the web "tagged" for..
______ so many people add me thr tat..
zzz okays nvm lols (:
well tml maths!! 0.o VBVBVB):
but nvm "wo de team you boss" :D
good good hope tml is a good good day!!! (:
hopefully(: ♥
hmm okays nth t do alr. so ya bb and take cares:D
theres nth more than u coming back.
i hope-ded.
TAGGs REPLY
nadhirah_ hahah! sure sure of cos! IMU too:D link-ded:D
eleanor_ hahah! yeaps yeaps i noe:D i replied:D lovees♥
mood: (:♥
updated:xiangs

Labels: ♥. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:09 AM

Friday, November 14, 2008

nowadays de pictures updated:D

[15.11.08]

11am woke up.

and argh.

_______________-

hais. i dono. headache.*

okays now no where to go le..

i wann go orchard!!! )):

yeaps yeaps hmm.

lalalas!~ im superly bored-ded.

and nobody is online...

lols. irene so late then go out

nvm. well suppose to be able to chat de

now nobody le

went amk just now.

ate alot. cos anyhow buy and buy

now everyone back home.

did chores and onlined:D

hmm but nth t do online also leh sians..

*wow i feel that i now type things abit fast wors:X

hahah good good:DD

lalalas~ bored-ded at home.

no show to see also!

who ask me. gei kiang watch shi xiong di so fast =.=

nvm ba. anw i wann buy landyard!!! )):hmm and shop shop shop

but.. $$ is a problem.

nvm landyard is the last thing i will buy. and save money liaos!!

anw i spent 50$ ytd lols.

but well yeaps! i saved another 50$:D

so hmm man man use..

concession gg to expire liaos sians. need to pay 52$

well okays la. dono at nite will go wher

so yeaps. see u :D

happybeing.

let me be one now.

应为想开心所以就要开心。

不想让人看出我的弱点。

应为失去了你

才更不想失去自己。

mood: (: acceptable

# maybe its the end #

updated:xiangs

Labels: happybeing. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:13 PM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

see see!!!!
this is wad i wann!! nice rite??
butbutbut its small )): ♥

yeaps here we are!:D at LJS(: ♥

[14.11.08]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLY!!
BEST WISHES TO U! and "zuan duo duo qian":D
lovees.♥
hmm start w today
hmm nearly late.. or am i late??
anw hahah lalalas~ okays
today good good gg to end lesson at 3pm! whee!~
lalalas~ hahaha hmm cool lols
and we all cann go shop shop le:DD
bugis bugis here we come!(:
♥
i always tot we are tog
but then i realise you're are tog
not including me..
you'll nv noe who u are
when u nv did cared.
pls godd bless me~
grant me this wish__.♥
hahah almost everyone's bdae is over!:D
whee!~~ hahah lols and no stress le:D
yups yupps(: ahahah so lets all look forward to christmas!!
i wann lots and lots from presents:D
from all lovees.♥
yeaps ltr buying "landyard, wallet, rippleslipper, clothes"
and more more:D and eat shilin!! (:
lalalas~ im so looking forward to all the events!!:D
ppl i wann big big presents:DD
# 很多事情是不能挽回的 #
bb and take cares shall update again

lalalas!~ im back back back:D
went bugis w coolyan, jas, sock, irene, mag, joleen.:D
hmm shop for a while - bought ripples - waited for irene
do hat - eat LJS + gossips - went mall - went back bugis street
find mabel at suntec - saw sr): - home sweet home
yupps this is today.
and yes! have funn w them :D
and yes i bought wallet + ripple+ belt
andandand i saw lovely crystal balls which i craved to buy!!
5.80$ for one small one.
i wann to have ginger breadman + snowman:D
hahahas. chatted w neo n done rj alr:D
still energetic. yupps is energetic not emo:D
i wish i wasnt. _____
lalalas! mood:^.^ , :/
TAGGS REPLY
美宝_笑笑多一点：D
coolyan_hahah u also dint listen lols!! say me. lalalas im not moody:D
updated:xiangs

Labels: everythingdoesntseemssimple.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 10:04 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MABEL LIM WAN XUAN :D
lovees.♥

[13.11.08]
lalalas! today is meibao bday
well although cant celebrate w her
but still i wish u all the best and have a WONDERFUL day :D
hmm today came sch in the morning and meet irene and joan
went t xg's hostel and yupps waited for him to come down and pass us the things
thanks lots lots (:
hmm gave mabel a surprise in class after UT
yeaps she's happy:D
had meal and she cut the cake:D
lalalas~ now in class second meeting alr.
and yeaps we have alr done up our ppt
lalalas~ got coolyan w me ma:D
and just now activity abt metaphor was fun fun fun:D
beat beat beat. tired tired tired.~~
wondering after sch wher to go..
hmm goin ah ma hse?
i dono eh.. hmm go for a runn?
i dono ?!
))): i think smth's gg to be not right
either i think too much or a fren gg leave me soon.
): :S :/
wellwell i dono. its all up to the person to think ba.. :S
怕怕~
okays. well suan le.nth much to blog anw
bb ppl take cares:D
好不容易放下，但还是不会有结果。
我很失败吧？
# 十兄弟很感人！ #
希望你不会误会。
即使误会了，
也不要离开。
things are always hard to say.♥
我只能苦苦的笑，
这就是我一生吗？
updated:xiangs

Labels: woyoukenengma? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:30 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

[11.11.08]
came sch earli in the morning
cos got communication UT
grp w xg ade and missy
had funn funn funn :D
watched constatine and last eps of hot shot
wow hotshot soo.. ____
okays sua. hmm constatine is nice nice nice:D
well okays then had a slacky day..
lalala~ and yupps keep watchin shi xiong di
hmm then ended sch.
went cwp w ser took 962 to sunplaza
and walk home from there
but then walk t yishun then took bus back
then went home do rj
and up i went. chat w my bro and slept(:

[12.11.08]
had a v sad morning
but ya. i noe i cant be like tat
happies happies happies:D
lalalas!~ today must do work alr:D
let me emo ba:D~~
called grannie in the afternoon.
hais i cant take it )))':
okays anw had a nice lesson n chattings(:
♥
then went t cwp w xg jas ade
lols hahah then meet joan n irene there
well shop for quite a while da bao food back
and yupps started doing the things at xg's hostel
hohoho! have funn camwhoring there :X
lovees. hope she will like wad we did for her tml:D
then home swt home.
did rj and slept.
nv study for tml's UT. dead~

# 难过却假装坚强 #

Labels: bukenengdekeneng. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:59 PM

Monday, November 10, 2008

[7.11.08]
lalalas came to sch
hmm sci wow i wann peng
damn ___________ okays nvm
well slack-ded the whole day
abit guilty im srys
well hmm after sch slack w irene
then keep seeing jose-hua here and there
*irene im not dirty hor! >.<
lalalas. and took bus home.

[8.11.08]
hmm went amk w juan, mf, mh
hahah was damn hungry.
went juan hse earli in the mornin and mh was there too
so ya pull forward our eating time
cos me and mh was damn hungries..
hahah:P and yupps headed to amk
took 169, a very long trip
had funn tokin to them:D
and yeaps when reach was thinking of wad to eat..
actually should have went to eat sumo hse de
but then we saw a steamboat place which "look" nice
so ya went up.
ate and was damn full.
seriously we super bo hua. lols! :X
hahah had nice icecreams:D
and yupps after tat shop at this fashion.
dint get to buy any clothes.
so ya. after tat bought smth for coolyan n ailin
and home swt home:D
*shall update photos smtimes:D

[9.11.08]
went amk in the morning w mum.
so yupps. hais.
ang kong guy is back! ):
i suddenly miss _ lots.
i dono. memories.
well yupps after tat meet p von at np
yupps went t buy some food.
then saw 010 then we headed to baide hse
played majong. and yupps i won 1.2
and baide also won alot..
lols hahah. then arnd time we went back np
hmm they ate ljs and 730pm went up movie
lols! we watch "recording"
wow sians damn scary. i nearly screamed my lung out
and yupps. went mac slack awhile
send 010 to busstop
and home swt home.:D
*shall update photo smtimes:D

[10.11.08]
hmm today morning jiu go baibai ahma
and yups dint go sch today
they say today damn easy ):
hmm lols wow i nv go sch one day
dono got ppl miss me not? ):
but i sure miss them alot )):
well had lots of chattings w mc, qf, yx n yang:D
lovees!<3
# nothing's right #

nth seems okays.
maybe tats wad ur don believe.

i miss
can u just appear b4 me
to show me that u are okay?

i shldnt be jealous
i shldnt be selfish
i will just let go.
maybe im always the odd one.

TAGGS REPLY
coolyan_ hahah lols u really lame:P not cool uh! :D hmm yeaps remind me laa haiyos i will forget:D love:D

Labels: thinktoomuch.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:10 AM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

my imaginations.

[6.11.08]
today was earli to sch
then got UT in the morning
was damn difficult la. but hais nvm.):
well my stomach crampp! argh.
shitter pain )):
hmm just finish meeting 1 so yupps no break over liao le
lols! jose-hua was again screening movies
PS: "十兄弟" is super nice!!! (:
yeaps and today would be a very slack day
cos i got PPT alr hahah :P opps
hmm well dono laa
nowadays super no mood to do things so hmm ..
___________
wo bu zhi dao la.
hen fan zhen de hen fan):
wo zhi xi wang, she me dong xi dou ke yi xiang yi qian yi yang.
xi wang, ni bu hui zhou
xi wang ni hui lai
xi wang, ni men bu hui fen shou
xi wang, ni mei you shi
chat-ded w xg all day :D
and yupps hope our presentation was alrite!
people! stupid=cute:D
hahah! :P hmm so if ppl say u stupid
actually the person is trying to hide themselves.
too shy to say u cute :DD hahah :P
lalala~ cramps! wad e shit
argh. _____________
okays i dono wad to update on..
nowadays super no mood do ppt
hais i dono wad to say..
i shall tune myself so nxt week i will sure do work.
srys guys): ~~~~
drifted.
i dono wads happening
maybe u scare of wad i scare of.
but tell u im not.
im just afraid of losing ure~
nvm if u understand u will noe~
but i noe alot will feel this way.
don get the wrong idea.
i don wanna lose ure...
well cannot stand argh. my cramps! ahhh! )):
bad mood bad mood!
just have a long walk w my uncle
told him alot of things
well if fated then it shall be fated.
but hopefully i wont get and "end" answer.
lets shall see.. hahaha:D
hmm well im tired. but need do rj)):
hardddd rj lols ):
hahah coolyan and chouling gg dance today
meibao got work
tao got tennis
LOLS! and i got go my ah ma hse:D
finally at least im not rotting..whee!~

joke of the day! hahah
# this baby damn cute rite! :D #
lalalas love all the jokes.
now is alr the 8th week,
hmm!~~~ im beginning to worry )))':
mood: noo good/:
updated:xiangs
do u ever think we drifted?
i really hope u don get the wrong idea! ):

Labels: youdengyumeiyou.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 7:08 PM

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

coolyan and chouling:D

me and chouling :D

me and coolyan:D

new fren:D

[5.11.08]

firstly: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XU GUANG

wish u all the best and dreams come true

okays back to today:D

woke up 810am in the morning.

nearrlyy late!! hahah but im not :D

then come sch saw that we have a diff faci.

sians this faci super no use.

go thr quiz and problem statement

shout so many times , dono how t call names

then nobody wanna ans him

then he also quiet quiet.. >.<

well nobody wanns to chip in xg cake.

so i guess we just buy him a small cheesecake from cafe ba..

well hmm thinking whether to runn off not leh

sians no feel attend today's lesson.

anw. abt tml

thanks lj n p ytd.

well i dono wad can i do.

friendship

familyship

relationship

i failed in everythin.

im just 18. and i dono how to handle everythin

i dono whom i can go to when _________

everythin happened as a whole

and more are comin up

closest to me

my kins, my love, my friends.

i don wann lose any of it..

i seriously don.

i dono how t remain happy when im not.

i dono how t still smile when im sad

i dono how t express my self.

who should i go to

whom can i trust

who is able to help

- nobody~

i wan nothing and none of this prob

i just wann to avoid.

i wannt t escape and be a normal 18
i hate everything tat is happening now.

its not fair!

i cried. cry is wad i can oni do.

so wad if im blind becos i cried.

i still cant do anythin.

IJUSTWANNABENORMAL.):

hmm ltr maybe gg buy and see whether my team noe how t do work themselve not

if not me and meibao zao.

feel like gg bugis

but then.. hmm nvm lols.

shall i go my grannie hse today again?

i dono.

knn kns fcuk! stupid faci

LOLS wth. seriously he damn sucky lols! argh.

lucky u relief nia if not i rather fail this module than attend ur idiot lesson. argh.

okays nth much to update le.. bb

updated:xiangs

jokes for today! :D

* morning i was looking arnd and dono wad im finding for.

then i realise i was finding for eugenebai

then when i don see him i turn to the front and was shock

to see him sitting in front of me. ohmy! :D

TAGGS REPLY

coolyan_ lols! i nv act yi ge cute cos im alr cute :D hahah! u act yi ge hiphop lols. tok bit by bit. u think cool arh?

# shouldnt judge the book by its cover #

Labels: nth.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:11 PM

Monday, November 3, 2008

the 5 people clique:D

lovees.

[3.11.08]
earli morning nearly late
cos i squeeezzze my pimpy :X
hahaha! lols yeaps and came to sch "maths"
well today prob was harddd.. ):
but then thanks to eugenebai help
ppl he damn pro de lor oh gosh..
hmm yupps had a v stressful day!!
big head big head..
and yupps chat-ded w missy whole day
he's mad i tell u!
he's really mad!
hahah :X hmm well after tat had to rush off
off to dance!:D
at little india de talent studio.
well had funn dancing with them yeaps :D
2 hrs was quite enuff to get us all back aches:X
yupps and end-ded went to have dinner w joan n her frens
kuku went off w her frens.
and after dinner went home..
in the bus chat-ded w lj and was great:D
she acc me tok till i reach home. was like damn long
and really thanks :D
lovees.
______________
voice explains everythin
life full of up and down
life like mine is just monotonous

[4.11.08]
came sch today miss alot of bus eh
shitter. argh.
and UT in the morning
then missy nv come sch today
so my team oni 3 ppl:/
and yupps today got relief communication faci
he's weird! lols :/
and after first break out
xg came say wann go off
he tml bdae
LOLS happy advance birthday to you!:D
but then u went off lols! argh.
adeline went off nxt.
and ya left w me alone. one man show
lols! _________
okays shift-ded myself to meibao and coolyan's team.
:/ okays today was so so i guess.
dono why.. got a drift-ded feeling
but then well. come sch go home :D
okays today gg ahma hse:D finally? i guess :X
sians de lor. donno why but hais really sians-ded
well hope ppt will be fine later i hope.:/:/
anw tats quite all for today.
andandand! we hhave the joke of today!
# irene see mirror and scare herself! :D #
coolyan*cutehui*chouling:DD
u cann see why:P
ps:hotshot is really damn good. ppl watch it:D

wo zhi dao.
wo zhi dao.
wo zhi dao.
bu ke nen.
updated:xiangs

Labels: haihao? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:40 PM

Saturday, November 1, 2008

i super LOVE this pic :D

our new fren :D

me and shuhui :D

me and socks :D

me and couple:D

[1.11.08]

suddenly i feel the loneliness..

maybe becos of my backgrnd

i become someone who needs to talk

needs ppl w me

scare to lose e ppl arnd me

hard to explain why i become so uptight

i cant stand a moment of silence..

i dono...

[2.11.08]

tml gg amk (:

wanna eat popiah:D

wow think of tat long time nv go out w p and 010 ):

hmm hais dono i just hate silence..

hais ): rot and rot and rot

and ppl! rotting is B.A.D for health!

and seriously its bad for brain :D

went amk today

lols was okays laa at least time flies v fast

and i keep eating and eating and eating LOLS!wth ):

wo de ma im soo soo fatt-ded!! ):

hais probs uprising..

why guys are so flirty?

do guys look for status in girls?

why cant one just belong to one and stay happily ever after?

why is everything soo wrong? )):

___________________~~fcuk)':~~

watashii...

okays tml start of sch le!! whee!~

and gg dance hopefully after tat:D

w all of them lols :D

hope they really really don mind

i abit papa ehh..

like feelling extra hais ):

but well hope i really dint affect them.:D

yeaps gambat`e!! :D

lovees.

updated:xiangs

Labels: lalala.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:09 AM