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[5.2.09]
wow its been long since i blogged.
well lol i always wanted to blog but then too lazy alr -.-
but ya now blogging but now is already like 12.15am. lol
well today went shuzhen house in the nite.
morning went ah ma hse.
nowadays got activities but not much
so ya..=.=
anw blog abt tml.
gg t meet they all tml :D
meeting irene first at amk (:
then meet the rest at 545pm at sunplaza
hmmph. so late
but nvm then (:
saturday having BBQ for sheng:D
brought a pencil box at my wallet shop for him.
the pencil box looks like death note de feel.
so ya hope he likes it:D
well gg to bored to death alr.
nowadays slacked super lots.
and now i just wish for school to start):
im bored w/o work ):
well online also nobody online.
other than facebook i have nth t do ):
lalalas. i wanna work out!!!
but not running )):
i wanna play badminton, basketball, stairs, walk, swim
anythin!! EXCEPT running ):
so ya hais just wish to work out:/

现在都已经二月份了，
四个月已经过了。
但还是没有你的消息。
星星月亮。

im like middleperson;
choice are hard to make,
_ are hard to be.

NETS.

xiaojinling longg time not on.
so ya dint get t talk ):

我还是以前的我吗？

我越来越觉得，我越来越fussy
我知道不能嫌。
但不知怎么，就不想试。
可能是放不下
还是觉得不够好，不是我要的。
我讨厌矛盾。

a way of expressing myself
i dint mean t make any discomfort.
i just like to get things .
tears):

mood:average:/
updated:xiangs

Labels: confused.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:19 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

[26.1.09]
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!(:
have a wonderful year okays! :D
went amk ahma hse in the morning
damn sians but then got hongbaos:D
cos ah hao nv go ):
then chouchou msg-ed me :D
whee!~ damn happy :X
then went t ah zuo hse..
saw alot of young cousins.
or should i say "uncle"
hmm dono la weird de.. younger than me but have t call them uncle.
hmmph. well nvm
i saw ah boy!!!
ah boy super 帅!!!
ooo plss.. he's in his mid thirties liaos
but he super shuai. and have the qualities of every man.
he's handsome
he's friendly
he's hardworking ( have a stable job)
he's kid's favorite
omg omg omg! lol
but he's my relative >.<
one year see him one time. 0.o
then saw kelvin also. he become more.. fit?
but then not handsome alr.
he last time super ang mo super handsome de..
well well ppl do change :D
then came home earli to play majong :D
ate pizza. lol im so fat-ded
played majong till 2+ am.
lols! cool.

[27.1.09]
woke up 1pm in the afternoon. 0.o
did chores of cos.
then went down to ahma hse.
but ml they all not there
oni got yang they all.
watched them played ruby.
sians watched tv. got the twins __ i dono la
then went home.
lol sians sia today ):
yeah tml gg communication faci hse!!!
whee!~
ppl meet 10.45am at bishan mrt control station!!
and we shall go his hse tog:D

i receive a msg, i tot it was u
but no, i was v wrong.
imu):

mood: nostalgia):
updated:xiangs

Labels: i always tot. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:00 AM

Thursday, January 22, 2009

last day (:(
socks - azhar - cog faci - adeline
max - coolyan - james

a-har (:
using my web cam till spoil -.-

[23.1.09]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIQ!! (:

wish u all the best! and gambat'e!(:

chatted w smelly..

lalalas then tok t bertbert in the midnite.

he damn siao lor, say gg to eat.

nvm he damn funny.

he say : you si bei ke yan

i say : huh?

i say: no la

then after tat i continue

i say: zao qi de niao er you chong chi

he say : huh?

he say : no la

lol! super qiao pls. he's like repeating what i have said.>.<

hmm came sch earli in the morning

meet joan sock and adeline.

went booklink buy wang wang :D

then come class like oni 4 of us lor!

then 5 more came in.. but then 3 of us gg off le.
sad for the faci like tat 6 ppl attend her lesson oni lor.

poor thing. "__"

then gg ahma hse ltr

meet lin and ah jia

ah jia help me w medicure (:

lalalas. okays im damn tired and bored.

argh):

nv chat w xiiao jin ling today

cos ytd nite tok abit liaos.

always like to act yi ge shy! lol

hahah! lalalas like im not ):

anw holiday soon!

have funn everyone!!(: happy holidays:D

________________.

mood: empty D:

updated:xiangs

Labels: lethargic. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:32 AM

my new dress. hmmph.
is it nice? o.0

my favvvv faci! (:

[22.1.09]
go sch, met ser in bus
and also him.
lol well then on the way back tot he sped away
but who noe waited for lift w him.
smiled. then msn chat abit.
he say he very awkward; sorry 机车
but its nice chatting(:
well chatted w xiao jin ling.
he say he rubbish bin, i can throw any unhappiness to.
but xiao jin ling offline-ded. -.-
lol! ass la ):
then had fun doing the games.
and ya, eugene bai game was a total chimelogy
and yeah we had pizza in class w our fav faci!
mr phillip huan!! whoo!~
he likes hawaiian :X
then went off arnd 230.
sorry faci, i have t leave.
then went t meet xiao jiu and si gim.
shopped at novena
ehh coolyan, we should all shopped there tat time man,
the clothes are nice.
then bought quite alot.
went amk hub after tat.
then went sunplaza.
and back to ahma hse.
came home w san jiu.
tok alot abt stuffs. argh. make me mad oni.
worries ):
then bathe-ded and so tired):
want t tok t xiao jin ling leh hais):
but nvm la.

somethings are not to be said but
to be felt.
things got drifted, annoyed, irritated,
we all know it.
jealousy, hatred, narrow-minded,
________.

im left w nth. and ya.
its nice being single
cos u noe as we all say.
single is a way to flirt.
and this is wad all other says.
flirt.
flirt is a mean word.

i still missing chou chou ):
msg her on the way to novena.,
she replied :D
and yeah shall contact her soon :D
mood: D: nv alright.
updated:xiangs

Labels: no true promises. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:37 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

i miss my da gong.. we are the concubines:D

[21.1.09]
yeah my fav number date today :D
hope today will be a good good day then (:
in the morning saw 机车 after i alighted lols.
hmm but he sped off again ):
then had cramps damn ass cramps in the morning.
argh. then walk v slowly to class
saw another! i saw ___
hahah! suddenly become so hyper! 0.o
lalalas. now gg makan le. ltr update again :D
send to xiao jin ling le.
but bu dong yao shuo shen me.
tok t 机车 then told me some stuffs
and sent him ppt lol.
hmm...>.< im till having bigg cramps. wth ):
i hate it but luckily i will survive through CNY :D
lalalas. i miss ai lin la)):
wo zhen de hen xiang nian ni laa )):
kuai dian hui lai wors!! have fun :D hmm okays la.

sudden feel that im all alone
he left me
i made wrong mistake and my friend is gone
drifted friends
untrustable friends
this are what im left.
nobody can be my listener, my soulmate
nobody.
tears cant help but t let it flow.

went cwp alone.
to print pic for card for phllip huan tml..
well alone. i really hate this feeling.
i think i made the wrong choice in everything.
mood: sadness ):
updated:xiangs

ytd call new friend here
took pic. v awkward.
srys new friend.):

Labels: lovees.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:51 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009

our innocent face! (:

[20.1.09]
came sch today w badd mood):
dono why la
but just don feel rite
机车nv online since ytd ):
and today dint tok t xiao jin ling ):
well had maths today
morning abit yong gong cos done calculation
and also did excel
went talk w joan.
wow they got portfolio + pp lor
so cool! omg i also wann portfolio ):
then came back camwhore w the GIRLS!! (:
so funny lols!! :D
and ya, ppt was rushly done. pheww~
then yeaps now end w ppt le (:
had a colorful day w w35p(:
lovees(:

i feel uneasy and sad.):
i really made the wrong choice
im sorry.
i hope i dint lose ___
awkward)):

xiao jin ling don be angry at me.
and don nv tok t me
ps. ):
mood: 舍不得 D:
updated:xiangs

lovees:D:D:D
yeah our horrible side!! :X

Labels: lovees. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 10:52 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

this was how small took w phone cam
taken at semb park
but view was big(:

me and eleanor(:

me and jess(:
im like so fat )):

me and guojie(:

[17.1.09]
wake up earli in the morning
becos of sm irritatings argh__
nvm. slack for half a day
meet gj and jess at yishun mrt.
lols! and reach j8, waited for eleanor
watch red cliff 2 !! (: nice show :D
then walk walk see clothes!!
but then nth suits ):
then went t eat sumo (:
tats nice! large portion cannot finish ):
then after tat went off w gj to mrt.
went ml hse help w her proposal
done and went beach
after tat build rooms for us :D
and went off late in the nite
andandand end off w fireworks!!!
but its at msia! well nvm(:

[18.1.09]
went amk in the morning
after tat went cemetery
then went flower pot place
came back saw a couple taking wedding photos
near the cemetery >.<
ate dinner w my daddy's fren (:

[19.1.09]
saw him in the morning.
arghh damn angry in the morning!!!
你很机车!!!!
got so irritated!! arhhhh!! ))):
came sch for sci reluctanly ):
but i had colorful biscuits w me :D
gave xiao jin ling but he don wan ):
chat w xiao jin ling for today :D
then alot ppl went off cos don wan to attend sci
even tao :S
had not v good day
went for course talk

: next yr UT

UT1 : UT 2: UT3

1: 1: 2

have to com for lesson 13weeks out of 15weeks

school start at : 915am

cannot miss any UTs unless valid reasons.

came back watch red cliff 1

but still getting from police(:

i wann red cliff 2!! someone download for me plss.):

then now having ppt

end-ded mine but took 45mins?!

i still don like my team ):

lols! and ya ltr gg guardian buy stuffs

and home sweet home then :D

counting down for holidays : 4 days ):

mood: unpleasant D: + elated(:

updated:xiangs

Labels: not colourful.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:18 PM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

this sunflower! my lovees(:

[16.1.09]
came sch today for cog
had kinda boring day..
chatted w xiao jin ling
but then i think i irritate to much then don wan tok t me
but xjl said my sunflower look like worms. wth >.<
hais ): but xiao jin ling's comp got virus!!
lols! got online then tell ba (:
hmm sians today v slack
oni till this min taotao wan us to read resources.
lols! hahah! nvm la, finish now also.
so ya (: shi sians de lor,
wann xiao jin ling come back again to chat.
hopefully ltr ba D:
okays la, tats for today (:
mood: lethargic :S
updated:xiangs

ytd de pic forget to upload.
cool hor! in the toilet :D

Labels: wonder. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:13 PM

joan,socks,chouchou,taotao,me(:

[15.1.09]
went sch for UT today
well phllip faci wasnt here so relief faci was
hmm went off after first meeting.
the four of us in the pic went off, not including irene
was abit sad at first, nearly cried.
but nvm lor, went w6 to eat then headed to orchard :D
went far east, and walk arnd. bought nth yet
however joan who supposedly said see see
but bought first
lols! hahah then went second floor
jasmine said: i bet this floor sure can buy clothes de!
then really! bingo! we bought dress!!
i really like tat dress man!! thanks girls!!(:
hmm was elated but then have t get another for next week
D: abit.. hais. i hve no new clothes liao le.. >.<
but shall see ba, if i got go shop this sat :X
hmm had funn w them
well went PS after tat, taotao left D:
and we went lookin arnd for food..
hahah! went pastamania
becos tats the oni place we can eat.. 0.o
hmm sat there and hear joan's secondary life!
was nice and damn cool de lor
u nv guess how ah lian joan was last time!! 0.0
hahah! then went off that time still go see more clothes hahah!
then went back le (:
went ah ma hse after tat
help ml w her speech..
brought home to edit.. well well, gonna stress my head le
okays la, i shall start now,
if not gonna slp soon :X
hahah! bb then :D
mood: elated(:
updated:xiangs

Labels: lovees.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 3:50 AM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

kuku nia nias

me and coolyan(:

[13.1.09]
did the most ridiculous thing!
ytd was UT and yeah after tat had maths
was still okays w maths la
so ya (:
had quite a nice day!
and joan and irene! stop posting my pics!!
omg! tat ugly random pic! >.<

[14.1.09]
today had enterprise
was kinda happy becos of smth
well nvm(:
talk t xiao jin ling to ask help something..
well hope it goes well of cos :D
hmm had funn day w them.
joan super funny for today!
yeah i agree silence kills.
hahah! :X
hmm okays time t start w ppt le bb(:
mood:well well (:
updated:xiangs

Labels: selective. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:57 PM

Monday, January 12, 2009

everything together (:

skeleton vs muscular!

yeah!! we are on tv!!

their body?!

our rooms :DD

boarding the "fake" bus (:

[10.1.09]
went science centre in the morning!
with brothers + cousins (:
reach jurong arnd 10am..
there got japanese express?! omg
and ya, waited bus to science centre
went in and walk arnd,
arnd 12 went out t eat mac, yumms(:
then went in again
walk to different zones
and well funn! hahah
tired *v v tired after the excursion!
went chinatown after tat arnd 2pm
met cousin family and went t have lunch
stayed there and walk anrd till nite time
pheww~ tired.. but was a v nice day w cousins! :D

[11.1.09]
went amk in the morning
slack there
chatted w guojie! and also saw vonnie!
omg was so happy :D
hmm yeah and well ended off the day w painful'
gastric pain! argh >.<

Labels: u nv noe. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 10:28 PM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

me and xin outing! :D

i miss CHOU CHOU )):

yeah! pic updated! last day of sch! :D

yeaps our outing :D

[6.1.09]
dint go sch
went san jiu place
tired ):

[7.1.09]
had enterprise today
then headache
okays la. but then hard,
cos still in holiday mood:P
and ya,
today me do ppt again >.< and i dint save properly?! and lost. ))': redo again. in half an hour time.. chiong arh.. damn tired!! )): mood: lethargic D:

Labels: i nid someone ): maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 11:18 PM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

[5.01.09]
start school le..
hmm but then not many people come school today leh hais ):
sians de lor )):
hmm chatted w smelly, neo , ser , ivan..
and i really miss little genie!!! )):
not online. doubt got come school also.. hais
now today damn slack de lor. hais..
and science i dono anythin de. die
today sure C de.. hurhur )):
wo hen men arh!! hen men!!
xiao jin ling!!! :D

Labels: hais. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:18 PM