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OHAIYO♥


XIANGHUI
i live my life.
i've set my expectations.
partially locked.

my needs
FAMILIES
||
FRIENDS
& my pig


my wants
go overseas w frens
grow slimer!
itouch
iphone
raulph lauren bag
more money!!
three more wishes!

MESSAGE
the moment when i set my eyes on you, the memories you given me,♥ the voice that i heard, when i see a sky full of stars. i wished it to last
but now, i noe, you were the past.

SAY U MISS ME :)


Escapes


Archives .


Credits .


Memories .

family♥ von,p&010 lj&ser zixin yaya cherish every moment..
Thursday, April 30, 2009




woke up in the morning w a shock,
dad called home when he's at home
he sprained his back and cant move
so we have to quickly go down and help him up.
):
see him so painful D:
cook for them. fried rice,
then studied some notes.
and did IT security for next week.
since xjl don wan send me, TJ got the ps and ws from his fren
so did the worksheet as well as found some resources.
then next week can slack alr.
hope wad i found is useful then(:
trying to read and do up for the btt,
but then still v discourage and v lazy
dono why i can study for my module but not smth i need to do
im having my test soon ):
i needa pass, i wanna get a car ):
or rather 我要开车 D:
i wanna get my liscense):
i can do it! jiayous!
....


mood: lethargic. # if oni u all knew how i feel
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 11:09 PM



[last day of april]
came sch, today is data base.
sneaky face faci! lol :p
did MYSQL program today, then TJ cannot use his prog
so he re-download. lol! they were saying
laifu and jingyun took plane, then i take train.
LOL! then TJ take bicycle lor hahah!
cos he damn slow.
then he still scold me lor, cos after he download-ded,
i forget to ask him execute his script first before doing the results.
then he say i baddd teacher, and laifu is he's angel. give him warmth..
hahah! so wrong la.. -.-
then went first break w jasmine,
went t outside de coffeeshop.
ltr in the afternoon. this is e very first time la!
omg, xjl ask me wan go lunch tog!
lol >.<>
then suppose to meet pam, so was thinking we all go tog.
but ltr xjl say got ig things to do, hais.
ytd alr say alr, should have tot of, but nvm la, still got next time de (:
then chatted w lj on msn..
today presentation was nice(:
hahah! our grp super funny, cos laifu stunn-ded. lol!
then iris was stil as irritating as ever la. hahah
CK and meryl and i cant tolerate her nonsence sia hahah! -.-
then met xjl and went down..
parted at w2, cos xjl gg movie w frens lol!
xjl told me , don wan watch xmen de lol! then now go watch?!
anyhow, anw neo ask me to ask bert go watch tog!
yeah yeah yeah! hahah! we shall go when neo's foot gets better!
jiayous neo! and get well soon! take cares!(:
then was waiting for cab at the busstop, then walk one big round half the sch la!
omg, nearly cried! cos i felt so lost! like in foreign land sia ):
then finally went one stop centre then took cab there ):
msg xjl, lol, xjl say i no fate to take cab ):
cries. was damn scared-ded lol! D:
went amk, then slack till mum came back then go home.


brother get well soon (:


thanks again (:
i noe u were asking becos i don have frens
but it just hurts me becos i noe,
u did this out of pitiness.
and like u said,
im ur debtor & u my creditor.
i owe u too much D:
i will try my best not to find u ):


mood: noooo good )): # u don even noe how i feel. so don act tat u knew it!


no matter wad we become.. 4:57 AM


Wednesday, April 29, 2009

went pool & swensen ytd(:
w neo,jet & p
had a good chat at swensen, ltr headed to occ
played 3 games, w jet and neo.
was fun fun & fun(:
but good times always end fast..
send p off, and went home.
was -.-, so called xjl. ):
came home did rj & watch show.
slept late. was so not motivated to go sch tml ):


[29.4.09]
came sch , saw busstop guy ..
sped off this time, dint wan to walk behind him..
had lunch w socks today(:
chatted alot yeah, soo long dint meet up alr):
then ya, today was fun yeah, somehow things weren't so bad la(:
TJ was helpful today, anthon lent me play his psp, meimei chatted w me(:
laifu dint bring his charger so have to keep taking turns to use my charger.
well im helpful yeah (:
then chatted online w p & webby.
lol -.- im not happy. nvm.
went off earli today. w xjl.
xjl was pulled off by IG mates. so tot wont be walking tog le
i went off, but xjl called me, and acc me to cwp.
xjl sweat damn lots. dono wads wrong -.-
long time nv sweat alr. noo good! lol no good for health
exercise more yea(:
went pasa malam and xjl brought rami burger..
then parted off at interchange..
called tianxin up to have a lil chat.
lol! NOT PRIORITY pls! don anyhow hor lj..
hahaha, yeah, was v slpy, dint want to move but have to force myself to bathe
hahah! smelly!~ but im not now :D
tired tired damn tired ):


thanks (:
i noe its becos of wad i told u
but u really don have to act this way.
maybe u care but, its just a sign of pitiness ):♥


someone said: why should u bother abt others, think more abt urself
me: cos im v dependent on friends, i cant depend on my family


mood: console-ded # if oni i knew wad are u thinking about.
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 5:33 AM


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

[28.4.09]
today financial accounting(:
faith and meryl came to join.
was stress in the morning cos learn new stuffs
like debit and credit. damn hard de lor.-.-
then till 12pm, ser came and meet me.
lol i receive adidas landyard!!!
omg! so happy la!!! elated elated!(:
lovees thanks!! hahah :D
then after lunch, saw ben.
then went back class.
did ppt till faci here and was still doin
now ppt over.
chatted w classmate
and chat till say on saturday saw ck at cp.
then he say : got meh?! when?!
i : got saturday, sit at void deck & 711
him: orhhhh orhhhh tats u arh?! i tot very young lor like PRIMARY SCH KID!
i: lol! me la. omg, u v dao lor. see ur classmate nv say hi.
him: omg i dono tats u la, u look more mature in school. young outside!
i: hahah lol , primary sch kid?! is it too far away? secondary sch is like nearer.
him: hahah lol! -.-
hahha damn ps la. but fun(:
lalalas ended the day(:
meeting p neo jet von later..
play pool!(: hope we have a nice time there.
see u(:


let us pray hard for u tml! ):
u will be alrite!


alone-ded.
nobody knows.


mood: elated (: # if oni everyone's healthy..
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 12:29 AM


Monday, April 27, 2009

my bro is sick.. ):
wish him get well soon! (:
lovees♥


no matter wad we become.. 5:57 PM


Sunday, April 26, 2009


[27.4.09]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NEO!!!(: aka brother
1 yr old. must be more man & mature yea! :D
wish all the best wishes to u (:

today was damn sad in the morning
but after tat, manage to do up the program (:
was happs happs and happs! ahhaha!
then do till lunch,
was damn happy for the first time, cos i don feel so useless
and manage to did it w classmate help :D
dint have anyone for lunch today.
cos everyone had their frens ):
was damn sad la, but luckily i found someone.
xjl agree to have lunch w me.
but told me tat wan to da bao for someone la.
argh. make me mad abt tat. LOL!
then ate cha siew rice. and told xjl abt my cousin stuffs.
damn funny. tell u all.
my cousin primary 1 this yr
he went to buy drink at the vending machine
he put in 1$ coin and his drink is 40c
there should be 3, 20c change back
but he dint noe, he tot the vending machine spoil,
give him money, so he distributed his money to his frens!
lol. and the second one was,
he bought eraser for 50c, he lied to his mum he lost his 50c
then after tat when his mum found out he lied.
his mum gave him a big scolding.
so the other time, he got reward from his teacher
becos he scored well for exam.
but he gave the reward to his fren.
noe why? : because he scare his mum scold him for bring present home
lol! v straight and honest and INNOCENT pls!
hahah tats why damn funny.
lalalas, had chats w xjl throut the lunch, was happps(:
then after tat, went back and help the team do up ppt.
lol after tat presentation dint talk alot, but yeah knew how to answer for the codes(:
hopefully faci would noe i knew it(:

u will be fine. at least i wish u were.
the cranes will protect u..

im feeling very lonely ):
and i mean it.
somehow i realise actually all along,
im alone. D:

mood: disappointed. # if things were better on u and me.
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 6:05 PM


Saturday, April 25, 2009

no good no good. feeling no good
tired.
vexed.
f up ):


no matter wad we become.. 2:20 AM


Friday, April 24, 2009

had fun w team today.
lol. had lunch w coolyan today(:
webby w irene in the morning
& her friends lol.
then after tat webbby w coolyan for the rest of the day :D
went off w xjl in the lift funny thing happen la!
smelling of hair lol!
went to take 903.
xjl told me smth horrible ):
then xjl wait for fren while i went off first.
then meet 4kim at metro.
shopped very long but oni bought one pant lol.
-.- sians no clothes suitable.
weird la, and i don dare to wear lol! ;p
then walked home from sunplaza.
chatted w classmate at home(:
now needa slp hahah! tml gg tpy.
do the official thing ): tired man
really worn out le. )': i wish to slp longerrr...


ranger: im really really worried,
eeyore: im so sorry, i cant do anything to help )':


stress-ded.
JAVA! ):


8may coming soon ~


mood: wornnn out! # if things had gone well for me n u..
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 6:48 AM


Thursday, April 23, 2009

got sch in the morning
after tat lunch-ded w p.
then started work.
ended earli. and was damn bored la.
how i hated this.):
but programme of database today was fun(:
and my grp was nice today(:
i went into the wrong clas today la -.-
was kuku enuff to go into the wrong class and the faci smiled at me -.-.
damn ps de lor ):
chatted w irene,xjl,john,laifu today.
laifu, my new classy n smelly's fren(:
dint have many to chat w so was v sad.
but irene told me she miss me like hell
and im like damn happy la to hear this!!
cos i miss her damn lots too.
felt like crying after seeing wad she type )':
tears of happiness , yea(:
well ltr maybe gg dinner w p and neo.
then back home..
i need sleep. used too much brain juice alr -.-


i was silly to think miracle happen ):


i miss w35p! ):
i miss kuku lots!
i miss coolyan lots!
i miss redbean lots!


ranger says: block eeyore
sadsadsad):


mood: average# would be happier if things get better..
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 12:09 AM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009

ytd was a nitemare.
came sch go home alone-ded
but ytd was financial accounting(:


came sch alone. waited at bus stop,
one uncle stop his car, put down the window and say
:wher u gg?
me listen ear piece. huh?
:wher u gg? i give u a lift
me lol! nono nvm. lol!
zz then after tat, another uncle w bigg lorry
horn-ded at me and smile ~~~
shivers. lol
in sch, lunch-ded w xjl(:
then hais. things happened in canteen.
but nvm xjl don be sad alrite(:
stay strong! ltr had a soso day and ended
meet xjl again and walk t w1 to meet xjl's fren.
then xjl told me smth when we went break.
someone touch lappy. lol! omg zz suan le.
jealous sia. but NVM! lol. ):
then they went home together while i took 169
because someone is lazy of walking to the interchange!
arghh. idiiot la, so lazy lor. still say bus 11
obviously xjl wan take bus. -.-
nvm, suppose to meet p for dinner, but chn to tml
yeah hope tml will be a good day then (:
seeu.
gambat`e to myself! (:


i miss oni u.


i hope good time nv ends /:
stress-ded.
lets destress!
power ranger say: 1 word.JIAYOU(:


mood: happs(: if oni every wed&tues were to be great(:
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 5:08 AM


Monday, April 20, 2009

[20.4.09]
meet neo in the morning
then saw ben n dj at lift.
started class, okays la, not tat bad.
but yet worse have yet to come.
lol JAVA was crazy!
it makes ppl mad.
lol i cant believe its like soo damn difficult):
headaches man ):
and ppt was crappy,
bomb-ded my way thr. ))':
my teammates were -.- but somehow they were nice la
meet xjl after sch to do quiz,
and acc me down and send me to bookstore before gg back sch
xjl got cca lor. -.- then sians pam went off earli
and neo went t meet fren, so i was alone ):
called ser to chat a lil, complains abt how sucky my day was
lol, i cant believe it, i gotta catch up damn lots
my weak VB background make me die in the hands of JAVA
i doubt i have ALOT n ALOT of catching up to do this week
if not next week i will be as useless as ever. -.-
went hosp, to see my sigugong and ahzuo.
hope they have speedy recovery.
my heart suddenly tears when i see them, ):


god bless me


mood: CRIES ))':
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 3:11 AM


Saturday, April 18, 2009

[17.4.09]
initially not gg out.
so in the morning cook rice at home
ate halfway, xjl called -.-
then said gg out but still able to make it to the movie(:
so we plan to have the movie at 4.35pm de..
then i chatted w juan on msn till 3pm, then head to np
develop-ded ml's photo and went pop to get pprs
then suddenly xjl call say why i still in np.
lol, i forgotten i needa get tickets, i tot i will be punctual?
hahah! lol not enuff time to get tickets la lol -.-
but then xjl buy lor(:
then reach there arnd 415pm and went in alr.
bought popcorns and saw xjl's pri frens -.-
ps then headed in for movie(:
had a lil chat before the longgg commercial ended
wow the show started off w zac efron playing bballs.
lol as the theatre is filled w mostly ladies,
there was a big commotion lol. hahah screams for shuai ge -.-
then the movie was damn great!! cos zac efron superly shuai!
thumbs up!! (:
then when the movie ended w an applause?
lol, then went t find toothpick! hahah:p
xjl say got popcorn bits stuck in tooth'
then went t foodcourt de fruit stall, im smart yeah?
hahah! lol then went toilet to make.
then ltr went to tampines 1 to look arnd
as i nv been to there so xjl brought me there.
hahah reached there, xjl was swearing and cursing at one of the hair salon there
cos they make xjl's hair sucks hahah :P
then walk from the top floor to the bottom, shop every clothing shop
somehow i feel that me and xjl got diff taaste lor. -.-
then went in pet shop, xjl step on urine!! haha!
lol i saw it half way and retreated back . haha!
then we saw xjl's pri fren again then we went off lor
lalalas nvm, walk till quite late arnd, so went down to interchange
then took some pics before we headed back
and these pics were hard to get
had to pleasse xjl so many times. argh so asss.
then xjl acc to queue up till my bus reach. then we parted(:
then went lj hse after tat,
chatted and went back w mh.
lol thanks for sending me to busstop.(:
well dono got a feel tat i really had fun today, and dint wan to let today go away
thanks xjl(:


[18.4.09]
meet ml,mc,qf,jia at 12pm, then went t take mrt to bishan,
had sushi there(:
was nice and we sat quite long before gg off.
then went t walk arnd and shop at mini toons. and so on
went in arcade and played bball (:
then went back home first
then me and bros walk t ml's house for BBQ in the nite
took everything there, found a pit and start fire(:
ya, and the nite goes.
lol, v f up w smth
but nvm, dint really enjoy the day.
but nvm la, dint spoil the mood there can alr
lol. and yeah, i think becos ytd was funn, tats why today i dint feel its v fun
unable to be high lol. -.-
suan le.
[19.4.09]
went amk in the morning w dad
then chatted w jiejie, dint stayed there
so came home w dad
on comp and play viwawa. felt soo FAT! -.-
i dint work out today. lol
tml school start alr. hais cant imagine.
chatted w xjl too. xjl is day dreaming on how day would be tml.
lol! i think the more u imagine the more opposite would be
hais i dono la. SCARED! ):
yeah xjl sent me patrick & spongie & hellokitty & daxiong!
so nice :D thanks yeah(:
then keep scolding me kns.
idiot! stop it la. lao ti ko ):
hahah. lol, sians sia, feel like i have to exercise.
move it! but my butt is like so stuck on the chair?
arghh.. and weather is damn hot lor. irritated. -.-


eeyore say: not gg to be reliance -.-
everything gonna be the same when sch start?


vexed.
stop thinking u r always rite.


mood: distrustful when new friends come, everythin will be diff. ):
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 10:38 PM


Thursday, April 16, 2009

17 again at 4.35pm (:


vexed ):
stop giving me probs ))':


no matter wad we become.. 11:18 PM






[13.4.09] monday
had swensen(:
yums one for one,
grannie, 4th aunt,darren,uncle and me
ate salmon and mushroom spag. nicenice(:


[14.4.09] tuesday
went amk lol as usual
help out till 6pm


[15.4.09] wednesday
went uncle's place in the morning
had da bao as breakfast(:
then start packing. whoos. tired -.-
then had mac for lunch, cos uncle packet it back
then start work straight after lunch.
checking of goods were hell -.-
cos need to cut, pack, count, put back to the diff sections
phew. done and do some cleaning and mopping.
and went back to grannie's place.
went to sakura and had horfun
sakura got student meal(:
$5.90 ++ for a meal + drink + icecream
cool eh(: now swensen also got one for one.
pizza got student meal for $6.90
so many lobangs and places to eat(:
yums but fats -.-
[16.4.09]
went amk in the morning
then waited till 130pm to go and meet juan
lol was damn sleepy, so called neo on the way to mrt
chatted till i meet juan.
then went to mahattan fish market
juan intro me to this place to eat.
was v nice! yums. and cheap cos of the student meal
the fish and chips is just like fish and co.
but the price is way too far from it.
a set including soup of the day + drink (really large drink) = $9.90++
LOL we paid like $12 per person
cos of the gst and service charges.
but well it was still worth it(:
then went to walk arnd, finding for the shop dano -.-
we went high up and low and up again. lol
dono go up and down how many times liaos.
then went back to cotton-on, and see the directory
then went back to find dano hahah! lol
finally found, but there's no cardigian which i wanted
so nvm, went back to cotton-on.
saw 2 cardigian for $25 whoo! cool sia.
then went back to cwp for arcades(:
reach there found no toys in the machine -.-
went t the person and got the machines refilled(:
then started playing, at first the machine didnt move, so call the person to move it
later, our section got error
and the error sound was shocking! lol-.-
then went on cont playing, dint have any luck on catchin the
2 pathetic toys put inside, later finally my luck came,
got carebear pink and an egg
our machine rang error again -.-
and the third time. it was v irritating though lols
but nvm it was fun(: we got carebear, eggs, kinderbueno + sweets
lots of sweets. and
to peeps beside us
u guys are just plainly lame pls, dating at arcade and gossiping abt ppl
who u don noe, cant u be more mature?
im saying, its annoying when u arent playing but making cough noises
making urself more visible? lol
save it la hor. irritating f.
well nvm, headed off to mac for an icecream
then took pic of our sweets and toys
then went to cold storage and walk, ltr up to comic connection,
initially is trying to find decks, for neo.
but then found none. -.-
then ltr found lpxx de landyard!
omg omgomg. hahah! was damn happy la, find for soo long and got it(:
then bought one for kuku too(:
she loves it man:D
then went down interchange and parted..
read storybook in the bus, then at home,
started blogging. and called xjl
wanting to plan for tml.
but xjl may-be couldnt make it):
was sad la, but nvm lor. next time
xjl say maybe sunday ba if possible..


eeyore says: take cares of ur toothache(:
ranger must keep promise..


一幕一幕的回忆,会闪过。
你却还是存在我心里。
但我很讨厌这样的自己。
无法让心痛解开。


mood: happs(: if tml were to be better..
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 5:17 AM


Saturday, April 11, 2009


[10.4.09]
went t amk in the morning
cos took over auntie becos today is good friday
then go there had my hair dyed
lol! abit same like last time oni tat its more obvious
but no diff lor?! -.-
but more pai kia lor! -.- ah lians ~
then closed shop earlier becos gg ahyi's house(:
went home, bathe-ded and got ready.
picked grannie up, and off to ahyi's house
was really hungry la, dono why
maybe my stomach enlarge becos of running
-.- ate abit first before having dinner
then waited for everyone to come, had zuchao for dinner
crabs! whoohoo!~ not caring of my ear hole
anw had closed my ear hole. cos fa yan.
but then well, it doesnt look nice anw, and i cant listen to earpiece
cos the stick block my ear hole -.-
well third uncle came last,
hahah! funny thing happened again as usual
becos of some malay practice, as my grannie was still not used
kissing goodbye was a shocking thing to my grannie hahah!
lol okays anw got home, and slept(:
fats la, cos ate alot -.-

[11.4.09]
supposedly to meet ser today.
but ml called in the morning to ask me out
so sorrys!!
then run on trackmil, dint seems to lose weight
becos of ytd meal, and after running
arnd 1 hr, cooked for brothers, and i ate w them too -.-
was hungry la ):
then ml they all came le, went t cwp for movie
watch HANDSOME SUIT! was v nice
and meaningful! yeah, well it taught us to always be ourselves,
no matter how we look, well somehow there are alot of things
which will contradicts to it. -.-
then went t arcade to play catch sweets and also the machine
had drowsiness la -.- suan le
no nice sia the machine -.- then went t play painting.
lol chose piglet.(: i cant find eeyore):
nvm it was nice too (: hahah!
then went t eat korean food(:
saw jun ze too (:
andandand in the train, i saw chenchen!
ohh gosh, its been longg sia! v v longgg!
finally saw him, still rmb his watch, guess he saw me too,
hais well, nvm la (:
yumms. went back to sunplaza, met their mum
and ate pasta, shared de(:
well fats, dint dare to eat much. o.0
haha! lol came back home and ate tapioca.
hungrys sia-.- but then yeah dint ate alot.
hais, all my hardwork like go down the drain sia -.-
SADDED hais i hope it dint. lol!!
JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!!! (:
well tml gg amk also. sians de lor. ):

eeyore says : i don wanna start school ):
agony~

somehow my tot started to wonder
movie really reflects on real life?
does ppl react the same as movie does?
looks really don matter?!

mood: contradicting ' does it matter?
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 7:04 AM


Wednesday, April 8, 2009


[6.4.09]
in the morning had the first run,
since my trackmil is back:D
welcome back man, my sliming machine hahah:p
then ser came my hse
then slack-ded till 12 then go amk
reach there arnd 1pm. then close shop at 2 pm
then waited for ahye, then went off to bugis:D
then in the train super squeezy la, dono why also.
on monday eh? machiam the ppl no nid to work or school.
lol! how can this be???
then reach bugis, brought her arnd to walk walk.
well she's weird la. say wan see shoe
then till shoe shop, nv even go in eh,
say wan see pants, then nvm go pants shop,
again, nv go in, say wan go pierce ear.
-.- walk till v pek chek lol
haha! ps uh serena , like left u out oni
but nvm la, u got benben to acc u.
lol, then pierce le! i finally pierce.
its not as pain as i tot, but well, its v bu fang bian.
cos cannot listen to ear piece
wad shit oni lor, nvm wait for it to recover
then walk v long, then brought a watch for myself too!
love it :D then finally donwalk alr,
went t bk to have a drink and fries(:
finally, gg back home alr :D:D:D:D
bathe-ded and slept. tired-.-

[7.4.09]
had test in the morning
): ): ):
then headed to cwp, reach arnd 10am
too earli to go popular nor meet xin
so slack-ded at library, till xjl called
then chatted till xin reach.
hmm walk arnd w xin, was damn hungry arh
went t crystal jade but don have bo lo bao! ):
then nv ate anyting.
continue walking cos the cinema is yet to open lor
gave us a scare cos till 12pm, it haven open yet lor
when the show starts at 1pm?!
then went to walk arnd at metro, more than words, mini toons, minibits, actioncity, and other girl clothings shops. hahah don really noe wad their name
so ya, then brought tickets le, went down to sweet talk
i brought greentea and greenapple, xin brought choco oreo
hahah! then walk to ntuc to buy tibits
then went up to cinema, had quite a chat there
and show started! nice man
i love the show, the character and the story
its nice de lor(: and meaningful yeah:D
dint tot it would be so wonderful :D
then went back to np to cont our walk
then when there's no rain, then we parted(:
went back home, super hungry la
then ate dinner
after tat called juan & xjl to chat then ended my day(:

[8.4.09]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUZHEN! :D
went uncle's place
then help him w some admins work
then nth much to do alr,
then used comp, chatted w juan, ser and shuzhen
then waiting for uncle t come back, played majong hahah!
then in the afternoon went t had lunch at kfc,
ate fish zinger, was damn oily pls -.-
then went back did some packaging
and went t send goods.
then went bac t grannie hse.
then took grannie to had prata, 4auntie also came along(:
saw musi outside ahmeipratashop:D
then chatted then went off
grannie had her phone changed,(:
then went off annd ltr went back home
saw the indians praying, and other stuffs
finally understood the meaning of a while of pain,
gaining a life of happiness
and i believe indians are truthful to their own gods
just like chinese and malays to their gods and religion
sat at the tv for the whole nite lol.
hahah mum actually used hulla hoop. lol
she wan jian fei also, but she shy hahah!:P

[9.4.09]
wake up 945am in the morning
had a run at the trackmil and ltr sat at comp table
chatted w neo on the phone & irene, juan and ser on msn
then did chores and cont chats w jq & gj
arghhh nobody wann acc me go watch movie!
damn sadded)):
called xjl, but today is xjl's dad bdae ):
so cannot watch too ):
but nvm, next time lor! :D
hahah! facebook comments so longg la, and NEO u better plan
i don mind to have BBQ at my place but someone shall plan
and that person is not ME! (:
now sitting in front of comp nth t do.
lol i told kuku, i run then sit at comp 2 hrs
machiam no run lor, fats accumulating sia! -.-
jiayous jiayous! yuan lai running also need alot of determination de lor
-.- i scare i cant carry on
but i will!!! :D JIAYOUS :D
lalalas sians, anw today dad gg thailand alr
so well he wont be back till tuesday'
is it good? or bad? ;

傻瓜
have i been missing u?

eeyore says: i wont call alr. -.-
ranger says: yeappies ?

mood: 努力当中; to every problem im facing
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 6:53 PM


Sunday, April 5, 2009

4.4.09
yeah finally today has arrived!!!
my uncle's wedding.
well went t amk in the morning w mum.
took my clothes there, cos tot set off earlier ma.
but then they say will go earli too, so waited for their cars
but then my brothers la, nv bathe -.-
so have to wait for them. then draggggg lor.
had xjl to wait for my calls. v ps!!!
reached tamp arnd 3plus 4pm alr, then they went up to uncle's place
but i went t meet friend instead.
tot was a short meeting but then -.-
xjl said: huh come here then go home again -.-
me: *bite lips ~.~ okays lor nvm i pei u walk walk ba
then went t different shops to walk arnd..
dragggg v long time, then went t arcade.
yeaps had funn there although im not suppose to ):
dint brought money nor wallet so xjl treated me
got $15.90 in the card, but spend all finish lor.
plus additional 1$
played bball first, dint tot xjl was such a lousy player! hahah! *um-chio
then daytona next, and i won lor.
but xjl say "i fake fake let u win de la"
LOL! -.- so ai mian zi lor hahahha :P
well play the speed one, actually got to the major prize but then missed.
was soooo ps la. cos like so many ppl surround us lor
then got one phillpino guy said oh god,. then everyone follow
i was like -.- okays "shi ps de lor"
then xjl say don care must win, so top up 1$ more for last game'
cos i don wan to spend so much on games
then we play till major, but then we saw the machine play CHEAT!!!
didnt miss but the machine actually jump steps!
wth lor so bad!~ ninetendo hais -.-
suan le, will have better luck next time. (:
saw smallboy play jackpot, till level 4
then xjl play from level 5 back to level 1.
then the smallboy came back to play, saw his hardwork back to sq1
his face was like -.- hahah! so throw face lor!!
but nvtheless xjl is good in one thing, the catch toytoy one!
although dint manage to catch one, but nearly lor!! and really is nearly!
then play finish le, went off for a drink at sweet talk.
green apple +green tea. weird nv drink b4 but was nice(:
stood there like statue lor. -.-
saw 99c sushi!! whee!~ next time can go there
the shop named: shin tokyo
then went back to walk again, and back to arcade
cos xjl was really hook -.-
nvm, acc till 6plus, my family say they reach bali thai
so no choice have to go & meet them le
was v guilty la,ask xjl come but did nth
& left xjl to wait for family. but well smth happen too,
super funny la, but luckily found bookstore to "da fa shi jian" (:
my leg hurts!! ): the skin peel off, cos had too much walking ):
but nvm had funn w xjl (:
had dinner w family & so on, & was a nice dinner(:
nothing much happen though.
except for the part when uncle's wife mum saw uncle's happy face,
for a moment im glad and relieve & hope this smile last forever (:
but GUILTY super GUILTY cos promised uncle to go his house & acc him
but dint even reach earli & dint even go his house
was v sad so msg him to apologise. well he said he nv take it to heart
)': will pay back wad i owed him ..
AND for shuzhen chalet,
dint went cos personal reason, but then hope u all have fun!
and really apologetic cos i dint go for the chalet!!!):
well after that in the nite
had chat w ser, later on conference w benjiamin
lol! ser say she wan to talk t him hahah :P
HAPPY RITE?! cool man lor
was damn tired that nite so dint really tok but listened.
then slept...
# a day w lots of guilty-ness #


[5.4.09]
went amk in the morning
then had chat w durian uncle.
lol so on so fore.
today was in bad mood, cos arghh dint get enuff slp
but then was happy enuff to see xjl's msg in the morning
DAD LOST HIS PHONE! ):
in the rain. whichever bastard took his phone and sell.
search ur conscious la hor.
i hate phone stealer):
came home, was damn lazy to do chores
done sweeping and went t rest :P
hook on sudoku. but was frustrated when i dint get to solve the moderate
-.- louya alr ): nvm lor.
called xjl, cos my bro wanted to noe xjl's cosplay friend
added the person alr, suddenly phone line cut off.
xjl called after tat, was sweeping so hang the call.
and xjl was sooo petty la. 小器
keep saying dono who cupped the phone on me lor. so ass -.-
nvm. lol had chats till xjl bro say everytime on phone so longg. me too la.
cos like nowadays keep on the phone
well nvm, say maybe call again tml lor.
well up to xjl la, tml will be at bugis.
but really don feel like gg leh, cos not v close w ahye. -.-
hmm but need to go temple baibai too. so qin lao yi dian lor :/
now really sleepy, eyes gg to close liao la.my comp sot sot alr la.
wth~ cannot use bluetooth and dint manage to search for virus
cannot find the caused of the sot-ness -.-
tot of meeting xjl too, cos bugis is somewhere near where xjl will be at..
but then doubt so lor. will be v tired ...


我依然还在等待,等待你会明白
用坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹,让它插去我的伤和泪
不要相信我真的是无所谓
你不适合我.


eeyore says: afraid of good moments :S
ranger says: additional 2(:


mood: lethargic ~.~ good sleep & dreams would be nice(:
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 3:34 AM


Thursday, April 2, 2009

[2.4.09]
whoo! its been long since i blogged
got so lazy nowadays to blog
cos went t amk almost like everyday?
no life man -.-
gg there just makes me nuts
having to face tat xiaodi. makes me think of him
lol! argh aiya v stupid of me too.
rennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
well wasnt that well maybe i should say nv been better?
hahah lol not tat bad also la,
just tat hmmmph hard to say(:
anw HAPPY BELATED APRIL FOOL!
lol hahah i noe im slow~
lol and i got tricked by juan ytd. -.-
really v stupid to get trick on APRIL FOOL!
lol my god la, i got tricked. -.-
well tricked ppl too! hahah
lol okays not really funny la, but yeah hahah (:
o yeah, saturday coming!
uncle's wedding!! (:
although not really "fang xin" w the moment,
but well, able to see my uncle's happy face yeah(:
andandand meeting xjl before that too
pass smth lol. xjl super funny la, send me a few links to indian show -.-
yeaps, this are the show xjl send me offline-ded
lol -.- super lame de la.
AND to think my bro even watch it before !! hahah! lol
sians super sians, dono why la, but then
i was thinking, every night, its hard to pass
becos i will be feeling damn upset, and bored
ever since i told him i wont be calling him,
i dint called, nor did he. )':
he's doing fine i suppose, but why am i not?
nights, tears rolled down when it shouldnt.
thoughts, lots of it, pass through my mind,
thinking of the past.
when im at amk, i will think of the first time,
when i saw oranges, or anything,
i would thought of the things you said to me,
cant describe the feeling, its just like
burdens and burdens of sad feelings sitting heavily on ur heart
making you unable to breathe,
unable to stop thinking.. D':
well, its easy to say: turn the direction at other ppl
but its not easy to do it. there's a saying
#期待越高,失望越大#
yes, i agree. somehow it applies to everything, not just relationships.
well, had some pictures de, but then smth wrong w my comp arh
so the bluetooth connection didnt work.
hmm shall update again asap(:
chatted w lj, ser, neo, xiaojinling, coolyan, kuku nowdays(:
was really happy to talk to them,
and my phone bill burst too hahah! lol -.- tats bad
but nvm, its worth calling them yeah
cos he told me b4 : 要打给人聊天,就不要管电话费。
becos, its u who wanted ppl to acc u, its worth calling them..
yeaps so, aiya will take more notice de, wont make long calls hahah :P
if wanna make, will use house phones lor (:


喜欢一个人很简单
爱一个人需要很大的思考
思念一个人非常压力
放下一个人是很大的牺牲
忘掉一个人是很大的痛苦


eeyore says: im being ignored ):
power ranger swift! arrrbish!


mood: im missing that someone. upsetting ):
updated:xiangs


no matter wad we become.. 6:12 AM