Somewhere ♥;

a simple lie makes __ happy
wad?
am i dumb?
am i nuts?
am i stupid?

went amk today.
grannie come in the afternoon
went t buy alot of fruits though.
hmm today xiao di, uncle n liang tok t me
(: happy though
but then..
well i noe everything is a lie
im feeling so dead now _________________
friends.
and i really think tats final.
everything once past
cant go back..
________________________________________
_ hate _____ doin this to ____!
will meet one.
my true one.
i believe i can go thr this (:
being positive! tats me :D
must JIAYOUS, JIAYOUS, JIAYOUS! (:
well i just hope everything goes well for me.
in relations & monetary matters. (:
我可以的! :D
i just wish i cann put down this __ hope of mine ):
since its not possible anymore.
helps needed.
okays then shall update nxt time (:
taggs reply
*tiian xiin
_ hahahha u wait lols wait long long :D
*YIQIAN
_ yeahh see u soon! and we've met! and i took pic w u! shall update me again after ur O's jiayous ohh(: lovees.
*eleanor
_ hellos! yes i noe u miss me damn lots hahaha. not denying me too!! (: hahahah yeahh promise ohh must go out after ure de O's. in the meantime JIAYOUS lots! and also take cares (: lovees.
*Princessuu
_ hahahah yeah miss.. u shall update ur blog so i noe the happenings abt u okays(: hmm yeahh i in w35p.. well i really miss you lots meet up!! :D
bb and take cares pple
updated:xiangs

Labels: wad should i do? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:59 AM

Friday, August 29, 2008

_ abit lacking of confidence to carry on..
someone pls give me the hope n chance
so that _ could carry on..
memerised.

went back ytss today
lols was alot of ppl
saw the whole grp of them though lols
hmm well nth much to update on tat.
but miss the teachers soo much!
hais.. but then srys yeo.
i have to go..
shall visit u again on my nxt holiday(:
okays tml or so then update again
bb(:
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: wadineed? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:57 AM

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

friends.
it depends.
i hope _ move on..
i just __
im just happy..
i get t see a skyy full of stars again..
w _____. (:
i might have the ___ :D
must think positively.
i really wish __ are fated(:

well things are different now..
anw friday ppl go back secondary schh for teacher's day((:
COOL i wanna see the concert and such..
after tat will be gg amk le.
LOLS hmm.. yeahh cann see ___
okays lols well fat ___ laa XH! ):
hmm anw hope tml will be a GOOD GOOD day..
well shall update again then.
LOLs anw srys bertbert,
i really cant log in.
tml earli morning shall help u check aites.
*take cares (:
hmm today was alrite.
called 3 times. (:
yupps im glad. (:
hmm okays shall update again. bb (:
take cares n JIAYOUS ppl (:
i shall JIAYOUS lots for myself.
and u all shall JIAYOUS lots for me too(:
updated:xiangs

Labels: i__ to be loved.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:54 AM

Monday, August 25, 2008

see my JIAYOUS! (:
i love this jiayous lots and lots! :D

she's one i admire! (:
*guojingjing

hihi
well last thurs went tamp w serena
omg i bought my wallet
and most HAPPY thing is tat i found domokun!!!(:
my lovees :D
thanks thanks ser!! (:
so damn bored during holidays.
omg im so no life cann..
hmm went amk today.
LOLS the whole grp of them came in to view my shop lols
but today there really alot of ppl
*大大声auntie & husband & his fren
*凶凶aunite
*小弟
*durian uncle
*蜡批小心
*tattoo guy
yupps that the attendance for today.
8 ppl to take care of a fruit stall
COOL man. lols..
hais everyone came to see wad uncle buy
but too bad 阿良 not here..
hmm he having his 3 day vacation again.
i bet w his fren again.
well 小弟 came. but to take over him
then i rather wish i did not see 小弟...
LOLS hmm hais sians but at least today manage to call him
lol i think he no choice but t pick up my call
HAHAHAH! lols siao siao haha
anw i told him smth amazing
me : 唯，你懂那理发院女的，几岁吗？
liang: 而。。， 20， 21 吧？
me: 她比我小耶？

liang : 哦哦哦

me: 她17岁而已！

liang: HUH! 那里可能？？？？

hahaha lols he like have a shock in his life lols!!
zzz hmm he will be back on wed alr.
hais i dono why but really wann to send out the ___
omg hais well shall hope there's good timing for me! (:

confession.
_ have to fake
faking _ to say : i do not love u.
being frens makes _ no choice but to pretend someone _ not.
i hope nth goes wrong.
_ do not wann to lose a fren.
becos _ love this fren.

well school starting soon! zzz
hais new class new frens
how will my life be?
i decided to not pon sch anymore
so tat nxt holiday i cann be like bert they all..
give myself a FULL one month holiday!
JIAYOUS for myself!
anw i named my new domokun! (:
domokunn named JIAYOUS!(:
well i shall always jiayous for myself! (:
SMILES ALWAYS! i shall not forget my secondary logo!
i bring smile to others! and i shall start bringing smiles to myself too!(:
gambat'e! :DD
okays shall not update alr.
byebye n take cares (:
updated:xiangs

Labels: achanceiwishfor.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:15 AM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

what is it to be in love?
why i oni feel the sadness??
i tot everything goes to like before
i was wrong
i dono wad goes wrong
i dono wad did i do
i did not let myself off
wads the prob?
whose prob is it?
the very first time.....
he ever rejects my call.
wad happen?
i hate this heavy hearted feelin..
let me off..
i was wrong to go back to the past
wad past is past
我觉得我真的是笨蛋，不然就是傻瓜。
放下了就该放下，为何还只讨苦吃
把它又拿回来
放过我吧，既然是这样
就继续玩下去啊
为何怕自己回去胡思乱想，
难过，受伤害的不是你。
是我。
我讨厌这样的我
我讨厌不负责任的你
.

Labels: wad should i do? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 7:50 AM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

rainbow(:
by rita*
rainbow make up my life :D

well today went mum shop
LoLs cann say i ROT whole day there!! ZZZ
haha LOLS hmm nth much to do,
was folding the inscence ppr half the day..
uncle bryan came and went t have lunch
LOLS! smth happen and i notice it!!
WHEE~ hahaa lols so funny!
anw was standing outside then saw durian uncle and ah liang
then wave de wave, ask me go eat de ask..
HAHAHHA lols.. zzz
anw ROT laa. seriously is ROT lols
headache, ytd dint slp well.
hais bad nitemare ):
well went back home lols at 6pm.(:
nth much exciting happen in amk..
come back, msg ah liang
abt the greem new hairstylist
intro:
she abit plump
she tall
she white
she cute
i msg him this :哦，那个理发店新来的姐姐很像是喜欢你耶？
then he called me
LOLS haha tok alot. but just wanna say main point(:
liang:你怎样知道？
me: 我的感觉咯哈哈，哦女人的直觉很准的:D
liang: 哈哈不用你说我早就懂了！那时我的朋友去剪头发，
：刚好给她剪。他回来骂我，说（它妈的，剪一个头发一直跟我聊天。）
liang:聊天不好嚒？
（哪算聊天？一直问我你的事，［阿良人还不错嘿？，他有女朋友吗？。。。］）
me : LOLS!!! :DD
lols omg the conversation is damn funny lols.
hmm anw i wish him all the best(:
anythin or need advice i sure help:D
HAHAHA lols i laugh till stomachache..
i told him some other things i observe also..
then he also laugh like siao HAHAHA
lols hmm he say he wann tell durian uncle they all
so all of them cann notice HAHHAA!!
LOLS damn bad also zzz
haha :pp okays hmm well just wann hear his voice
but nv bringing any hopes (:
well hmm tml really gg out w serena to tampines le
LOLS im so so srys tat i put her aeroplane for today
hais.. hmm anw hope tml will be a funn day!
i wann tempura zzz yumms*
:ppp FATTTSSSSssss ZZZzzzz
omg hahaha! LOLS anw
hope 010 have funn at bintan..
HAHAHA * :D
bring sand back ohh (:
yeah tml meetin lj mh ser n mf (:
hopefully...
anw also had funn w p tat day..
and i nv forget how typical and 无知 tat person cann be rite p?
HAHHAA
anw still wish the best for all of u all (:
well okays enuff of my updates le..
and ciaos :D
take cares ppl
updated:xiangs

Labels: happies.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:04 AM

Monday, August 18, 2008

the cute little puppy!
but there another one i like most ):
hard to leave them )):"

see the beach just outside my hotel (:

hihi
hmm just came back from msia
haha well i shall update on those 2 days (:
first day *saturday
went out at 6am to choa chukang meet the rest of the grp
well boarded the bus, and was sian diao..ZZZ
cos the bus is full of aunties and children
i think the oldest children there would be me! ):"
anw the trip to wher we suppose to stay was far..
the place is called FURONG*
if i dint spelled wrongly.
well reached our hotel and came down 1 hr ltr
went t see the coffee making "kampung"
and also dragon fruit and longan garden..
haha there got dogs soo CUTE!!
omg i fell in love w the surrounding and the dogs.. (:
and back to the hotel again..
anw in the bus,
they played bingo,
was funn and first to win was my mum lols haha
andandand back to the hotel,
the scenery was damn cool!!!
lols haha just beside the beach and the beach waves n wind
damn strong,
cooling and also washes away all my bad tots (:
well first day we have breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper
and supper was steamboat >.<

wha piang, eat until siao lols the ppl who organise really is bo ho seh haha

i dint eat the supper cos was really full after dinner

so drank red wine

me n 2nd bro was like drinking and drinkin

refilling and refilling like nobody business LOLS!!

haha hmm gg back tat time he alr abit mabok!
haha he weak laa. LOLS!
he really mabok when back to hotel cos he was laughing and doin situps so on
siao one rite??
HAHAHAHA! okays tat for that day (:
day 2 *sunday
went for breakfast and after tat headed to 2 temples.
the first temple was really big
really really big.. omg was nice
and really have the sense of calmness and forgettin all my troubles (:
after that went for a lunch and headed back to spore (:
hmm during the 4 hrs trip,
they played bingo again..
and the last games i WON!(:
haha then i told my mum,
really is the first and the last. :X
and after tat watch some vampire show!
NICE NICE n NICE!:D
haha anw the trip was alrite
just tat we been eating too much
stop where they eat where
LOLS!! damn ~~fatt~~ man..>.<
LOLS haha and the coach n guide was good too(:
not wasted gg there
but it could be the first n the last depends haha
anw thanks tiian xiin
for being the oni one to msg n call me (:
hais should be pathetic 才对 LOLS!
hmm but still appreciated.
and also thanks E36k for giving me so many frenster comments!
really lovees and must add often wor (:

# shit is lovees #
okays anw wad i know is i truly believe in god.
and like wad had happen n happened 2 times
i think things are true.. i shalln doubt (:
god bless *
anw thr msia
i really wish im born msian
LOLs becos there alot of freedom,
although could be dirty but if u are used to it then everythin would be the same.
and i really impress w their style of living
1st : stress free
2nd : no nid to slog so hard
3rd : no nid to study so hard
4th : no high standards
5th : freedom
6th : enjoyable w life n food
7th : retire early
lols i really think that there is much more better
in spore the nonos are
1st : bigg stress
2nd : slog till die
3rd : high standards
4th : everything need money
5th : high education
6th : laws
7th : no freedom
hmm hais i dono.. cant comment much also..
ltr i kena LOLs! )):
anw just learn alot thr.
LOLS anw left w 2 more weeks of holidays..
really scare and unwilling
LOLS hais well JIAYOUS!! (:
everything shall go for the better :D
#where have the good times gone#
lovees.
updated:xiangs

Labels: amemory. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 2:29 AM

Friday, August 15, 2008

hihi
today rott whole day at amk
well don wanna tok much abt it..
uncontrollable tears..>.<
anw tml gg msia alr..
sians sians sians..
how unbearable to leave spore.
LOLS! like im not comin back..
hmm well don feel like gg..
anw its also just wastin my weekends there..
goshh.. sians.
well ppl don contact me tml..
but if u do haha im willing to answer(:
anw today so sad lols.
well expected de laa.
hais one whole day..
ONI a miss call..
okays lols say out like v embarrassing for me
LOLS! hais >.<
but thanks tiian xiin for giving me that oni miss call..
hais disappointed.. )):
okays i recieve alot of frenster comments from E36K
im so happies (:
hmm well considering im enjoying my holidays??
haha i dono. :p
hmm i miss rita super much!!
RITA i miss u lots girl (:
and also everyone in E36K
hais when i think of having to meet new ppl
over again.. im scare..
and also unwilling..
hais how much more cann i expect. ):

no matter wad we become.. 4:51 AM

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

hmm
just now came back
saw a skyy full of stars..
and the moon, shining so brightly
and beautifully..
such a beautiful nite..
yet smth is still missing..):
chat w lj and lots..
but then finally plucked up the courage to tok t __
but then he gg bathe soon ):
hais he got test this friday and so on..
so wont be able to chat w him
omg!! )):
im so so so sad.. hais. >.<
my god,
i got so breatheless and heart pumps.
wads happening??
well just give him supports okays,
JIAYOUS!
加油, all e best.(:
don slack aites (:
must study hard n must pass okays.
look forward to our nxt chats. :D
~~imu~~
anw im just ___
i dono why.. the skyy, changed my entire nite mood..
hais i really dono..
i guess i haven let go..
i haven yet faced it.. ):
well i will jiayous!(:
ilovemyself:D
logo to be realize..(:
ibelieveuaretheone(:
i hope im not wrong again..
i hope if u are not,
don give me any hopes.
i wont jump into conclusion
i will nv.
how i always wishh... ):
okays ppl
nites then
take cares(:
updated:xiangs

Labels: imscare. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:26 AM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

ohaiyo..
hmm ytd was a sad day..
well nobody did cry
cos we all noe we wil still hang out and contact (:
lovees(:
anw there was only a few ppl came lols
sians cann but then did had funn in class.
esp w slow arnd. hahaha!!
he's one of the few who always nv fails to cheer us up(:
well went for lunch tog, went cw after sch
and in class had funn becos of the movies they shown.
so damn funny.
lols hahaha!! and we got translator for jap also!! (:
anw went cw played arcade for a while nia.
i spent $10 lols. hmm but nth much..
was sad tat till last day, so little ppl came..
hmm serena did have funn..
i cann see cos she was updating me abt her class(:
well hmm we still will meet up soon de (:
shall be looking forward to meeting them all (:
but then when we are partin at cw,
me and shikin notice tat jo was abt t cry sia.
u cann really see the tears in his eyes..
omg tats so sweet and saddd..)):
well i think we really will missed one another alot (:
lovees :D
anw today gg out w p
to tamp mall haha.. shall go find my wallet.(:
lols anw had funn playing viwawa ytd.
played w p 010 n neo
LOLS i dint win any game ZZZ
okays nvm.. hahaha..
and also had funn chatting w fiq, mus, neo, p , lj, ser, mh
haha anw lj and mh bully me in their frenster lols so badd.
arghh couple attack.
die sia. LOLS. hmm fiq also nv help.
okays i declare im helpless )):
hahaha! hmm wish someone could help me ):
well alrite then shall not blog anymore le.
lovees(:
just a quote :
in the mean time friends are enuff for me,
because b4 "he" appear at least i wont be lonely
n i still wish "he" come soon (:
thanks pple(:
pple! add me more comments(:
make my frenster livelier(:
be it who.. :D
lovees:D
well just got home.
went ah ma hse.
srys P
but my eyes really swollen..
went to buy eyemo for tat.. LOLS!
okays im officially 消化不良 LOLS! goshh..
hmm die man
anw tml wil be one whole day to do chores! jiayous!
i wanna slim ___
(:
ciaos..
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: awishistillwishingfor.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:08 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

hihi
went sch at 9am today
reach there so coincidence saw
fathil and datul
then walk w them, on way back t class saw vet
haha lols so coincidence sia
everyone late!
lols hor hor!! *
anw had a ___ day today.
the class was crazy,
everyone in sleep mode.
so not right sia.. haha
and im super hyper today!!
keep walkin here and there
machiam, entertaining..
LOLS shout here shout there.. like mad
LOLS but im in sleep mode..
i think this is how i sleep walk.
LOLS!!! HAHAHAHA
then chat-DED w bert abit..
lols he slacker laa.
still can use frenster and msn.
zzz haha anw shall update him then(:
sians then after tat msg shimano(:
he ytd 12am replied.
lols so late so dint reply ytd.
replied today and he just nice finish his test..
anw was so ass laa he say he went play pool after tat go back study
then afternoon i play viwawa i saw him!
LOLS! hmm
then he chat in viwawa say
"eh, just now i want tok t u .. but cant.."
lols hmm my internet got prob?? sobs*
and he say he gtg t study liao ZZZ
he good lols!! omg )):
well sians laa. i wann cry sia LOLS!! )':
anw waited till 530pm for ser t finish.
hmm took bus and chat alot!
serena tml last day for u
JIAYOUS!!! (:
anw tml last day for me also..
)': no mood to cry now,. too tired..
but then im v sad.. hais.. >.<>

Labels: im__.. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:27 AM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

hihi
today rot whole day at home
cos its raining
anw just came back
meet p and 010
lols hmm went p hse look for them first
then walk t np to have their dinner
saw cx n hx on the way
lols cx said smth zzz :p
thanks anw(:
okays lols he don rmb me...
haha anw went ljs.
lols got some ___ there..
xiao hun hun [:
scare all of us haha LOLS!
we dint disturb them also :pp
lols anw had a v ___ time at ljs.
lols kanna slap alot..
早知道 i shouldn have gone man..
HAHAHA opps :X
but was funn (:
on our way t mac
saw rm.. HAHA lols hmm scare - DED! (X
then went mac slack n ate icecream(:
lols stupid p
really went t call shimano!!! zzz
omg. but he dint reply me lols ____..
okays nvm he so noo heart cann...
well nvm think he studying for his testS
lols jiayous ba(:
hmm now at home liao..
sians sians sians .
i think my house is like rotting place for me lols.
anw tml got t see C.S.N!
LOLS my fav sci faci!! haha
lols nan de for him to come back n visit us.
well 2 days left. )):
hais anw must have a HAPPIES HAPPIES day w them(:
smiles :D
updated:xiangs

Labels: remembrance. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:19 AM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

hihi
todaY went out w
*LJ
*ser
*mh
*mf
*johnathan
*my
hmm well did had funn on and off
and enjoy the movie and the kbox as well.(:
but i did spent alot )):
lols hmm the movie
# journey to the center of the earth #
was not bad actually..
hmm kinda fake laa becos of the graphic itself
but was nice still..
after tat went food court have our lunch cum dinner lols.
hmm then shimano called me!!
LOLS omg so shock.
and he ans w a lady voice.
he act one. lols omg im so shock laa.
nearly hang up! lols! haha
but his voice was nice
haha was so happy that he called (:
study hard aites :D all e best.
but then afterwards msg him he reply abit oni
so bad rite haha opps :p
hmm then suggested gg kbox.
reached there arnd 530 then had till 8pm.
3hrs to sing sia..
haha hmm was v cold arhh.. but nice.
have funnn singing(:
after tat went to bball court and slack w them.
lols talk cock chit chat.. haha
msg lao kok kok
he went out too. lols nv jio me
b4 1115 he slp alr!
so idiot lols
dint even bother t reply.
he good sia. zzz!!! )):
hmm now reach home alr.
yupps thanks everyone for today(:
it was nice.:D
well have a good nite slp aites.
and take cares
tml will be gg for the interview at queensway
hope that a good job then..
the pay is kinda little. zzz
but nvm. lols got money cann alr(:
shall cont lookin for more jobs.
hope bert got good news for me.(:
okays then nites ppl
hope tml will be a GOOD GOOD day for me(:
updated:xiangs

Labels: afeelingtobeshared. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:47 AM

Friday, August 8, 2008

sians
sians
sians
im so damn bored-DED
lols hais.. nth much t do..
trying t earn as much money for viwawa
so cann get those clothes and lollipops i wann!!
HAHAHA. lols
i noe ites lame. :p
anw tml dono laa.
dono go where too..
just now msg alot ppl good nite msg.
got back shimano one oni.zzz
haha lols forgotten that he went for his sis wedding..
anw congrats to his sis. and enjoy aites(:
i tot he hard working-ING. so wanted to encourage him..
lols haha anw just hope he cann relax arh (:

hmm there's so much t say,
there's so much t think..
me myself n i
wad cann i do
w oni A me
w oni 2 hands
w oni 2 legs
w oni 10mb brain memory..
hais. i cant cope
family
frens
class
tats too much for me to think..
im alr sad for wadever's happening..
i dono how t face all of them all at a time..)):
someone pls.. save me..zzz
anw just hope tml will be fun fun and fun (:
really damn slpy now..
good nites everyone(:
take cares
updated:xiangs

Labels: how? maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 8:48 AM

Thursday, August 7, 2008

times in class(:

times at esplanade(:

photos i have edited for e36k(:

times at pizza hut..

hihi just wanna blog about today
a v emotional day really..
i nv felt so ever bad..
firstly : my family
lastly : E36K
well.. i dono wad to say..
nth cann put my tots into words.
im really v v sad..
i cant tell them how much i will miss E36K and how much i love them..
all these times,
gg out,
having lunch tog,
sharings...
i really dint think we cann go this far..
now sitting at my place alone..
controlling my tears..
not wanting to leave this place.
but t stay here w them thr'out my life in RP.
# where have all the good times gone #
they've gone into my heart <3>

i wish i nv been so close..

now i noe, i shall nv be close to poly frens..

and i noe why..

but this class, really changes me alot..

im influence by them..

i really do love them lots..

i dono how m i gg t thanks them for these wonderful memories..

but just hope we spend this few days fruitfully.

E36K

priya shahman gilbert rita vetri fathil rayyan jo datul dhirah

shikin mellisa rozlyn peipei cherie aini selina glen haida

u all will always be my shit and sunshine (:
nv forget my trade mark : SHIT IS lovees <3 size="2">and abt the bubble gumers everythings solved.
well wad a pity bert is not here.
but glad tat he not here too..
cos things settled fast w/o haha :p
anw w/o bert n rita, class isnt tat funn..
really missed the both of them esp rita..
damn laa i forget t give rita wad i done for her.. )):
hope there's chance man..
cos bert i still can meet him anytime..
but rita.. its kinda hard..
take care lots both of u..
and take really lots of care girl.(:
i guess its really fate tat brought us tog..
i cherish this fate and rmb it forever.(:
somehow, im speechless..
[ songs ]
*fall for u
*orange county
*4 in the morning
*fire fly
well i cant believe.. so much things happen..
and mostly are sad stuffs
i cant believe im fated to be in such family..
i dono wad cann i still expect out of themm.. )':
even for my frens..
i cant bear to leave them.. yet sad things do happen
good times flies fast and go..
i wish nth of this happen..
all i can wish for tat..
life is unfair..
and its somehow biased..
))': u nv noe how sad i cann be..
memories would be the oni thing i cann keep
and i will always keep it deep down in my heart.
alrite! stop being so EMO pls!!
we shall enjoy our 3 more days!!!
JIAYOUS! E36K
加油!!!(:
we shall always stay happy aites,
whereever we are (:
okays pple. shall not look forward to separating
but look forward to everyday we left(:
take cares and smiles:DD

i gotten the oscar award for BEST IMPROVEMENT!!(:

im gonna miss daniel ang so much ):

loved.
updated:xiangs

Labels: don understand. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 1:27 AM

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

He drives up to her house
She tells her mamma goodbye (goodbye)
She jumps into his car
Their kiss lit in the radios light (light)
And they're gonna fall in love tonight

Underneath the Orange County sky
They sleep on the beach until they see the morning come
Life was over before it begun
We still got our MTV Jay-Z and Gwen Stefani
Tivo for my sweet sixteen And pre-paid AT&T
The things we think that we need

For our American dream
We're so perfectly Orange County
She has a baby comin'
He quits school to get a job (job)
She stays at home alone
Thinking where have the good times gone (gone)

And they're gonna fall in love tonight
Underneath the Orange County sky
They sleep on the beach until they see the morning come
Life was over before it begun
We still got our MTV Jay-Z and Gwen Stefani
Tivo for my sweet sixteen
And pre-paid AT&T

The things we think that we need
Now they're two become three
We're so perfectly Orange County Orange County
Where have all the good times gone
And she says Where have all the good times gone
And they're gonna fall in love tonight

Underneath the Orange County sky
They sleep on the beach until they see the morning come
Life was over before it begun
We still got our M TV JayZ and Gwen Stefani
Tivo for my sweet sixteen And pre-paid AT&T
Marc Jacobs and Gucci gear
We'll pay it off in a year

Credit cards to pay our debt so why aren't we happy yet?
Old pictures of you and me
When we were young and were free
Memories so perfectly

Orange County
Orange County
Orange County
Orange County

a very nice song(:
a meaningful one too:D

Labels: lovees. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:24 PM

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.-- Walter Winchell
Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief.-- Swedish proverb

"The rain may be falling hard outside,But your smile makes it all alright.I'm so glad that you're my friend.I know our friendship will never end." -- Robert Alan

"There is nothing worth the wear of winning, but laughter and the love of friends." -- Hillaire Belloc

"A sympathetic friend can be quite as dear as a brother." -- Homer (9th century B.C.)

"Love is rarer than genius itself. And friendship is rarer than love." -- Charles Peguy

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push.
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back; you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while, you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover: hard to find and lucky to have.
If you think that the world means nothing, think again. You might mean the world to someone else.
When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there
True friendship never ends.
Friends are forever.
Good friends are like stars....You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.
Don't frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
NOBODY IS PERFECT UNTIL YOU FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. (Isn't that the truth?)
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of you life. But only friends leave footprints in your heart.

no matter wad we become.. 9:01 PM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

ohaiyo!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OH JET TECK!
manage to wish you happy birthday at 12am!((:
wish all ure dreams come true and also smile always!
加油!
sister oh was very nice ytd!

see wad he wrote. :

Mighty DumbXD ~~070707~~ says:

don worry l sisBABABU!

Mighty DumbXD ~~070707~~ says:

holiday soon

Mighty DumbXD ~~070707~~ says:

sure will meet up de =)

Thanks sister!
Its very rare for you to say it..
and im so so so honored!!(:

anw today gg esplanade w E36K!gg there lepak tog!(:

hope we have lot of funn!!!(:

hope rita n rayyan can make it there..
so that we cann take lots and lots of pics as a class(:
Today is culture! Last lesson for culture.>.<
im so sad.. last lesson alr hais..
made smth for Daniel.ang too!(:
hope he like it really:DD
hmm im so damn fat- DED cann.
Anw shimano v idiot arhh
this is how he toks to me

ShiMaNo says:

hello zhu

wow he so bad cann >.<.
Anw was happy cos he said

ShiMaNo say:
see how bah..
ShiMaNo say:
i also wan to wath..
ShiMaNo says:
maybe if free then i ask u bah.. but if u watch liao than its ok.. haha

HAHA so sweet(:

hmm really hope so we get a chance t watch tog then:D

Anw faci got us some tibits today! (:

hope he like the card w make.

Lovees.

Hmm today shikin’s group did us a video..

OMG that’s so sweet!!

hmm really unbearable sia.

OMG im really touched*

I love E36K so much..hurhur*

cries*

well I hope we will be able to spend quality time at esplanade then(:

iloveuall!<3well wrote a short rj today oni.

Srys arhh faci, im too sad to write anything alr.

im so glad I still manage to get a last pic with you.

thanks and lovees<3s>

just came back from esplanade w E36K

was funn and cam whore kinda a lot..

bert n sel came late.

after tat went for dinner.

then had a delicious dinner and headed back..

gg back, bert was annoying =P

hahaas in he v ma fan.

: Say wadehh wann smoke stand smoke if not, not shuang..

stood outside hong leong …

: then smoke finish wanna go, he suddenly say again..

ehh wann drink finish then go lehh LOLS!!

lols irritating rite? haha..

at the traffic light bert keep disturbing me.

*stare stare stare.. >.<

anw at the mrt, had funn doing the hand snap thing COOL

i learn fast yeah(:

anw bert told me he will be online at abt 1 / 2 pm like tat..

so ppl take note aites(:

u nv see. he perspire till like wad oni..

haha he and sel had marathon just now.. :p

HAHAHA lols. now im damn beat

but cant slp. my right eye swollen and i dono why..

damn lols! anw hmm is sad tat today will be so called the last day meeting them.

well shall plan for the last outing okays! and we shall see!(:
Lastly always rmb shit is love

Labels: orange county. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 5:49 PM

hihi
hmm today had a funn day in sch
went t sch at the second meeting.
well grp w rayyan vet haida and shikin(:
was funn and all are focus in writing testimonials for everyone :D
lesson ended earli,
so all rushed to causeway point.
meet gilbert there(:
went t pizza hut
well had a super funn time there.
cam whoring everywhere
and i was walking here and there taking lots of pics(:
*finally took pic tog w bert vet fathil
yupps the closest to me..
of cos lack of rita and priya..
but have took lots w them too(:
HAHAHA! its was funn alrite!:p
anw bert had wrote testi for us all! and was great
*iceman
yupps i will miss our times disturbing "her"
and will call u when i go cini(:
stayed there long till 1 n 1/2 hr
but was a pity tat priya had t go back earli..
till rita reach here..
went up arcade to play!!!
whoo! had funn time there.. so sad we cant take pic there..
but everyone does have funn rite??
after tat bert acc me down to popular t buy smth.(:
went up, played jurasic park w rita and gg off by then..
went down w rita first
saw cuppcakes v nice
and rita went t bought one.
tot she wanns t eat
but its for me ZZZ
lols! but thanks its really nice..:DD
*rainbow cuppcakes(:
we part outside mrt station..
sent rita off t her busstop and just nice saw bert waiting for bus there..
HAHAHA msg bert, tot he sat same bus w rita.
LOLS! nope.. hmm..
well alot of 感触 today.
seriously ALOT.
we had LOTS of funn really..
its like my troubles are gone when im w them,
no matter how, they will make me happy in someways..
its really hard to part our ways..
i noe, i will always miss them..
E36K is always my shit(:
ice man hor.! terrible
got 1 week of MC
then still not scare..
smoke and eat pizza and drink cold drinks.
terrible rite??
iceman arhh.. take great care of urself aites(:
rayyan.. hmm
thanks alot for the cam.(:
anw u also do take cares.
wel this prob will be solve in no time
no worries
jiayous(:
quote of the day : friends double joy n divide griefs.(:
*srys ser tat i wont be able to go back w u nowadays!
i gonna spend my last week w my class.
hope u understand.. we shall go out more during the holidays i promise!
alrite laa. nth much t blog
wait for pic then(:
lovees.
my quote : shit is lovees.
well ppl
take great care of urself*
sweetest dreams
jiayous jiayous shimano!(:
hope u score well in all test and exams.
hope we get t catch e movie tog(:
加油! :DD
updated:xiangs

Labels: itshardtobeseparated.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 6:29 AM

Monday, August 4, 2008

OYASUMINASAI.
have a very nice day in sch today
and everything went so well that i did not expect my day to be ruin
was very touched when shikin hugged me after receiving my card((:
and also having seen happy faces after all of them received it.
had lots of pics w mr Low and mr Slow today :D
managed to take pics w shikin dhirah aini priya smelly N.K.B and such...
but dint managed to get a pic w bigg bully ):
haha well he's sick so hmm accepted(:
anw hope u get well soon aites(:
super take care lots and hope to be in contact always.
missed*
it was sad tat ultimate princessuu did not come today ):
really miss tat crazy princess.
well i really hope u tot it thr thoroughly aites.
hope for the best(:
i wish u all the best. great lucks, JIAYOUS always aites.
lovees*
had dinner w ser and LJ in the nite(:
was alrite and nice:D
we will be meeting on 090808*
looking forward to that aites:DD
went home after that.
and the best thing of today is!
i saw farhanie!! :D
i miss him so so so much.
im so happy to see him(:
and ~~damn everything~~
seriously, i dono wad cann i still expect out of this ____
there's limit in wad im holding on,
there's patience in wad i believe in..
wad cann i do?
went out.
p and 010 came to find me.
thanks girls.(:
i really appreciated.
really srys t trouble ure to come and find me.
really apologetic.):
but really, im glad.
yes i maybe not alone..
but there's no one i can trust
i don have the will to trust anyone anymore..
family* i really dono wad it stands for..>.<
well tml will be gg either seoul garden or pizza hut
so i hope we will really have LOTS and LOTS of funn tml!!!(:
i love E36K!((:
we shall spend our qualities days tog.
making our own deep memories(:
hmm wanna watch 钱不够用2
well shall i ask shimano to go??
aiyo, he's like english ppl.. bet he wont go de laa.>.<
but if ask, who will go w me?
alone? me and him zZz.. :p
well nites ppl.(:
take cares lots!
rest well and sweetest dreams to all..
updated:xiangs

Labels: how i wish.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 7:12 AM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

FALL FOR YOU
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start
Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for youOver again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

this songs means alot..):
and its unique(:
i've updated my wish list((:
talkin abt the impossible = don talk
thinking abt the impossible = don think
noe my own limits.
updated:xiangs

Labels: asongwhichmeansall.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 11:49 PM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

hihi
OHAIYO ppl((:
haha now is alr like 12am in the morning and im not aslp yet!!
surprise?
haha i bet tml i wil have damn headache LOLs!!
anw went esplanade
*priya
*P
*010
*nicole
haha its was funn and the fireworks were really!
thumbs up*
heart bombing sia..(((:
hahah then got to msg bert n shimano(:
lols someone* so hard working sia hahah :p
haha nv dare to msg him one.
but fireworks. how cann he missed it?
lols! studyin at jurong omg!! shall update him when photos here:DD
anw went town after that and went walk walk at heeren.
hmm waited for p and 010 to come,

after tat went cini ate LJS.

lols! haha and after tat meet bert outside cheers*

someone sick still!

hmm shall take care lots aites.

well have a happy day w them, dint entertain 010 and p much

v srys. i also had my frens w me.

so hmm hope ure 2 have funn too((:

anw i have had a nice day w u all((:

hope our remaining days for E36K will be better

and also for p and 010 hope our everyday will be nice:D

i dono wher he went..

should i give him a call?

should i?

all i saw was a back view..

a ignorance back view

doesnt even bother to look back..

how sad cann tat be..

well did have funn and shall update those pics when 010 pass me photos!

OYASUMINASAI ppl!

off to slp

click* snore zzZzz*

take alot of cares ppl!

rest well((:

byebye sweetest dreams to all.

updated:xiangs

Labels: backview.maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 9:04 AM

Friday, August 1, 2008

one of the closer groups((:
but everyone is close((:
iloveesthem:DD

my life becomes colourful with ure adding colors to it.

imissallthedaysispentwithuall

ilovee uall always(:

i hate to leave u all.. we shall keep in contact always

JIAYOUS E36K!!!:DDD

hihi

sadDED day today

i really will miss them.

well enterprise today was slack!! to the core

everyone was in sleep mode

dono wad they did ytd but yeah sleep mode.

hmm sians i forget take pic on bert's card

i made smth for him..

and was so damn touched when he msg me thanks.(:

loved♂.

HAHAHA gave him a shit also..

shit is love. HAHAHA lols. okays lame =PP

was very sad tat he will be comin oni 2 more days.

after the 2 more days i don think i will be able to see him again

)': really sad.

anw rita also made me a card too:D

haha it was very sweet.

thanks gal. i will nv forget u always

u also means alot to me(:

hais 4 mnths 10 days ending soon...

wad cann i say,

no words cann replace how i feel..

undescribeable.

i seriously missed our times.(:

today lesson was abit exaggerating

LOLs becos of rita!!

crazy gal lols. haha she made my day(:

bert bert also made me so touched by sending me that msg(:

anw i had funn and funn in today's lesson.

舍不得 )):

conversation with bertORS :p

- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:
wat iceman sia?
imahappybeing says:
haha.. hmm iceman. u very cold wad.. nv tok..
- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:
lols
- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:
kns
- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:
i thot wat
- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:
-_-
imahappybeing says:
lols. wad kns?? haha lols okays laa u so focus.. i don disturb u laa iceman
- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:
kk
- ╫ ♦Đıǻмойđ♦™ ╫ ♂маІз♂™ ╫ ġıłьзят™ ╫ That's all about it ╫ says:

u cold women

LOLs so bad rite him >.<

tats how i come up w cold women and iceman(:

lols don anyhow think aites:DD

so fast time flies.

and tml saturday

i kinda loved school days e36k

not holidays!!!)):

how am i gg t spend the fruitful days w them?

will everyone be here for the last 2 days??

)':

trying. we will make it. we cann do it(:

JIAYOUS(:

anw tml maybe gg see fire works w p and priya(:

hope tml will be a GOOD GOOD day:DD

loved.

ppl take cares lots.

don fall sick easily(:

updated:xiangs

Labels: tonite will be the nite i will fall for u again. maybe?

no matter wad we become.. 4:00 AM