Somewhere ♥;

Monday, January 25, 2010

taking pictures!!!

been a long time since i even take any picture w anyone.

i miss taking lots of pics!

esp w my secondary frens.

things become different.

and i meant everything.

how i wish nth had happen so nth will change.

fatty not well again.

stupid la, nv eat medi.

hmm today cant go alrd.

wed cant go also

must wait till friday,

how to tahan?!

spoiler ):

but i noe u dint meant to.

i miss u much and much.

im too dependent on u...

no matter wad we become.. 9:24 PM

Sunday, January 24, 2010

我很没有信心．

对自己．

过去，让我没了自信．

不想要历史重复．

害怕失望．

no matter wad we become.. 5:16 PM

Thursday, January 21, 2010

thirteen day

sometimes when ans is not confirm

u will always feel unsecure.

i noe more time is needed.

yet impatience.

i was wrong. and im v sorry.

i will cont wait. i will

i promise..

don have to give me hope,
but don push me away..

pls pig.

i miss u alot...

no matter wad we become.. 5:56 AM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

twelveth day

had a weird dream ytd.

i dream of pig mom littering,

and i took the rubbish back to her

to ask her throw.

ltr she was v angry and said

i don allow u to go my house on friday.

i was so sad.

dono why grannie appeared in the dream too.

had a short chat w pig ytd.

was v sad tat everythin ended so quickly

hais nvm la. i have nth to say.

valentine's coming again.

will i be alone again?

will i receive my valentine present from my valentine?

if i do have any?

somehow i dono...

no matter wad we become.. 5:09 PM

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

eleventh day
dint went sch today.
cos pon sch w p.
its bad i noe, but just no mood for it.
went mac w p, and ltr pool
neo came in the afternoon.
and arnd 4plus, we went off.
neo went home, p went cwp and i went home
yupps msged pig's mom.
pig havent discharge yet,
hopefully by tml. :/
sad sad.
pig haven call. i guess
he having another "chatty" day at hosp.

i dono sometimes when we are alone,
the things u said were different
when times, we are w others.
u tend to mix me and others tog
when i do not want to.
this may seems nth, but it still impact much on me.
maybe is i think too much.
yet nth had been confirm
and nth can be stated.
i just wish we had an ans.
even we have an ans, will anythin change?

no matter wad we become.. 5:12 AM

tenth day

its been one week and half.

went t visit pig

went w p and brought by my uncle.

pig looks fine. lol

CAN GO CHAT W AUNTIES somemore

irritating. if i noe, i wont go visit u lol ass

superly flirt!

brought him the shirt and fruits

chatted w him and p

walk arnd w him.

i just love every single min.

get well soon ass!

u noe how much i missed.

had dinner at sgh

then took train back home.

thanks p for acc (:

how i wish i can stay beside u always.

i hope u dint change :/

no matter wad we become.. 1:04 AM

Sunday, January 17, 2010

ninth day

went amk.

told mom abt b

she ask me to buy smth for him if i go

its from her and dad.

had good business today.

aft tat went toa pa yoh baibai

prayed hard for myself and pig. :/

went ri ben chun aft tat.

had a full full dinner!

meet p neo jet von in the nite

slack slack arnd.

alot of thoughts in my mind.

i tried hard not to think

i did. and i don wan things to not happen

when i put high hopes in it.

i wish everythin can be well.

i wish my wish come true.

jiayous my pig! <3

i cant get u out of my mind...

no matter wad we become.. 5:20 PM

eighth day

went milenia walk w ser.

had my interview

but oni noe when wed comes. -.-

went to had mahattan for dinner.

and bought a shirt.

i really hope its worth. <3

thanks u for acc me the day.

and i think i really enjoyed ur company

and my mood become better (:

hopefully mon i can go visit ass.

alone? hopefully.

i really miss u alot.

jiayous...

no matter wad we become.. 1:29 AM

Friday, January 15, 2010

seventh day

went t visit ass ytd.

w ser ms kub jon taigong siti kaiyang

wasnt a fun trip though

as in not after we saw ass.

we took the wrong transport and reach sgh arnd 730pm

time was tight for us.

me and ser went up to see ass.

he was doing fine i guess.

but his looks wasnt.

he was thinner than ever.

had bruise on one side of his eye

and alot of plugs.

heartaches.

felt that visiting time were too lil

i just wish i was given half an hr more.

i felt so sad. i wanted to cry but i cant.

on the journey back, i told alot.

i told things i shouldnt have said.

but i said w tears companied.

aft that went to have icecream.

will had icecream whenever i don feel good.

when i got home, i was so alone.

i slept w tears.

and ltr i woke up w tears too.

im sorry to let u suffer alone.

how i wish i cann be there.

i love u pig.

heartaches...

no matter wad we become.. 6:11 PM

Thursday, January 14, 2010

sixth day

sometimes looks isnt all tat matters.

i dono how to tell u.

but i don mind.

and like i said, i'll wait.

i really hope we can change..

i rlly rlly m u alot!

i dono how t express the feeling

but being in sch alone just makes me..

im suffering.

my heart hurts and ache for u.

i just wish u could faster come back ):

jiayous.

i miss u.

no matter wad we become.. 4:36 AM

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

fifth day

ytd i somehow dreamt of u.

but its a bad dream though.

i dreamt of u leaving me.

not befriending me.

i dreamt of u

don wan me.

i dono why, is it gg to be true?

pls don leave me ):

a news too bad to be true.

yaya is gg t be send off.

i cant take her nor ass can

i dono how to keep her.

im just too useless.

supposedly i should be the one taking care

but i cant.

many things, many excuses, many sorry

i just wish u were here to discuss.

i wish to seek for ur forgiveness.

im just v sorry.

i l/m u.

fri maybe gg to visit ass.

hope u are getting better.

i really hope nth goes wrong

and i can really visit u.

somehow i really miss u alot.

always on my mind..

no matter wad we become.. 7:25 PM

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

forth day

hadnt had enuff slp

alot of stuffs wondering in my mind.

how to get a high pay job?

who will hire me?

how's my pig?

getting my LOST number?!

waking up earli ):

and ya, all this i cant slp?!!!!! )):
wonder how's ass doing..

heard that ass's okay but

im not able t go and visit him myself. ):

supposedly to be on wed.

but stil in ica, so maybe on fri ba..

contact ass's frens, told them abt the visit

hope they will go and visit him.

i noe ass wishes frens to go visit.

so hopefully ass will be delighted to have ppl visit him

and recover faster (:

lovees <3

im a loner w/o u..

no matter wad we become.. 5:18 PM

Monday, January 11, 2010

kisses from kangaroo (:

third day

yes yes yes!

i miss kangaroo!!!

lol i miss owner more ):

cant stand another day w/o.

im gg to be a loner.

isolating myself from outside world.

im gg crazy laaaaa! ):

i lost pig's mommy number..

omg. actually not lost la.

my phone spoil. all my contacts gone!!!

goodness. now wad do i do?!

tml wont be gg sch, cos got med app.

but morning will be gg there to get number!

hais. wad a loser i am.

i cant find a job.

i cant be a good friend.

i cant earn more money.

i cant even do simple things right.

i cant show concern.

im a big big loser ))))):

somebody save me ):

pls come back soon

im so helpless w/o u..

no matter wad we become.. 6:06 AM

Sunday, January 10, 2010

2nd day

dreamt abt gg uncle's place

then he asking wad time i need to go

i told him anytime cos there can anytime go one.

lol but everything was a dream

i tot wed is here..

two more days to go . man -.-

i wanna stay by u..

tom & stepanie called.

but i dono leh?! omg

should i go tml?! -.-

living in agony..

tough decision to make..

no matter wad we become.. 3:37 AM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

1st day

i dreamt of u ytd nite.

u called and ask me out.

i was shock and excited.

i cant wait to meet u..

but when i woke up, everything was really just a dream...

a moment of nothing.

i was worried

v worried. i cant help but to worry every min of the day

i prayed

i cried

i believed

but after the call, i heave a sign of relief (:

____________________________________

i meet ser today

went to city square point

visited her sis there and went to shop arnd.

had LJS for lunch and cont to walk arnd.

went home alone,

meet parents at np

had dinner w them

and home sweet home.

thanks alot to u,ser.

u are on my mind every min of the day..

no matter wad we become.. 4:45 AM

Friday, January 8, 2010

be the dog,

to carry pig always.

i promise i will wait.

but u must promise to give me the chance.

had UT today.

cui lor.

multimedia also cui for today.

glad that i had laifu help in flash player today

if not i sure dead one.

super difficult.

dono how to teach ass after he come back.

hais. )))):

i just wish everything best for u.<3

pray hard..

no matter wad we become.. 5:00 AM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

i noe its hard.

it hurts.

even if the ans is good,

we will still remain best friend

even if the ans is bad,

we still remain ?

i dono. somehow its difficult.

but why?

bits and pieces of my hearts is telling me that i like u

but bad ans will always be bad.

nth will change if your heart does not.

although i cant tell u if we will change

even if the ans is good or bad

somehow just letting u noe,

my feelings ...

somehow deep in my heart, i noe we cant.

tats my biggest fear

best luck for ass's 0p

everything will be alright

everything will be successful

believe in urself okays?

jiayous!

lovees.

can i wait or not?

no matter wad we become.. 5:08 PM

Monday, January 4, 2010

to this ass:

you will be alright after 08.01

becos i noe and i believe everything will be successful for u

and yaya will bless u too (:

yupps and i l/m u (:

04.01

school started ytd.

everythin was so sucky la.

hais school sucks totally.

and its really the sch itself.

class kinda sucks abit.

maybe cos i missed school too much.

aiya but don care la. since we ending soon..

everything changes

everyone changes

maybe its over?

i just wish returning back...

no matter wad we become.. 5:10 PM