Somewhere ♥;

Monday, June 29, 2009

newest updated:
55 students confirmed h1n1
1 proved negative,
another just recovered.

dono why rp isnt closing sch down.
trying to be famous?
putting students on the line.

went sch today.
had a hilarious day w meiyang and the girls
had lunch w silvia,meimei,meryl,iris,joy
lol hahah then grp w meryl & dingee makes my stomach
soo bloated w air after so much laughings.
chatted w bff but dint really say much
mostly abt class also hais ):
one weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek. -____-
omg. hais tml not gg sch,
but xjl say gg. then wed, maybe gg eat w the girls
so hais, wth i don have any chance to go home w xjl ):
nvm. i shall man man forget xjl!!!
its a must.
i don wan to indulge myself in nth,
i don wan to be dependent on xjl.
so i shall stop all the thinkings,
the thoughts that is not gg to happen.
i wanna find someone who can love me more
than i love him.
i really dooooooooooooooo.
so from now, i shall stop thinking!!!!
我有很多很多很想对你说。
一万个我爱你！
但，你会明白吗？
不会，因为你还只是个小孩子。
ily.

no matter wad we become.. 5:22 AM

Sunday, June 28, 2009

43 cases of confirmed h1n1 in rp!

lol. this is so wrong.

wad is rp doin?

this is crap.

so addicted to maple.-.-

i miss talkin t u.

cant even let go for a single minute! ):

no matter wad we become.. 5:53 AM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

went bugis ytd w ser
bought a new clothe for myself which im not suppose to.
have a headache.
then slept.

slacked
&
rotted
for today.
im bored. damn freakking bored.
wish u can talk t me ♥

no matter wad we become.. 2:31 AM

Friday, June 26, 2009

xianghui is having enormous headache ):
if oni u knew,
the one i miss is you.

no matter wad we become.. 7:03 AM

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Can you name 30 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
1. Bestfriend
2. Lijuan
3.Serena
4. Pamela
5. yvonne
6. irene
7.coolyan
8. meibao
9. jet teck
10. laren
11.minghui
12. yonglin
13. meifang
14. shuzhen
15. xiaodi
16. guojie
17. jinqiang
18. eleanor
19. jessica
20. zixin
21. peizhen
22. jiaqi
23.sakinah
24.crestlyn
25. silvia
26. iris
27. meryl
28. 010
29. kahhuay
30.xiuqi

THE QUESTIONS:
• How did you meet 10 (laren) : school?

• What would you do if you had never met 6 (irene)? i would never laugh so happily (:

• What would you do if 20 (zixin) and 15 (xiaodi) dated? hahah this so impossible.

• If you could marry between 6 (irene) and 14 (shuzhen)who will it be? hahah nooone (:

• Did you ever like 9 (jetteck)? my sister, how can i not like him?! :D

• Have you ever seen 4 (pamela) cry? yes :/

• Would 4 (pamela) and 12 (yonglin) make a good couple? hahah! maybe? 0.o

• Would number 1 (Best friend) and 2 (lijuan) make a good couple? ehhh, maybe? HAHAHA

• Describe 8 (meibao)? she v nice! & loves monkey (:

• Do you like 12 (yonglin)? my brother, of cos i like him! :D

• Tell me something about 17 (jinqiang): computer madness!

• What's 7 (coolyan)'s favorite color? green?

• What would you do if 1 (Best friend)just confessed they liked you? like them back (:

• When was the last time you talked to number 15 (xiaodi)? like 1 week ago?

• What languages does 13 (meifang) speak?Chinese and English & china

• Who is 2 (lijuan) going out with? MINGHUI!!! (:

• What grade is 16 (guojie) in? ite 1.

• What is 5 (yvonne)'s favorite music? quiet songs, she don like madness.

• Would you ever date 3 (serena)? hahah! how to? im not les!

• Is 11 (minghui) single? hahah he's sooo attached to lijuan! whoo~

• What is 10 (laren)'s last name? LIM!

• Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7 (coolyan)? hahah im not les -.-

Where does 18 (eleanor) live?Khatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiib / yishunnnn! (:

• What do you think about 20 (zixin)? she's the best best person ever appear in my life.

• What is the best thing about 4 (pamela)? slack? : HAHAH! nah, caring!(:

• Is 21 (peizhen) hard-working? : of cos!

• What would you like to tell 14 (shuzhen) right now? : hi boss(:

• How did you meet 9 (jetteck)? : school? secondary 1 (:

• What is the best and worst thing about 2 (lijuan)?: attached to minghui! worst? there should be none! she living great! :D

• Are you going to know 3 (serena) forever?: ermm hopefully?

• How long have you known 26 (iris)?: last month (:

• Who is 24 (crestlyn)?: meimei lor (:

• Are you or did you ever date 28 (010)? : nope but i miss her lots!

• Do you have a crush on 27 (meryl)?: omg noo! she's crazy! hahaha :P

• Have you hugged/kissed 22 (jiaqi)?: noooo! -.-

• Is 29 (kahhuay) your bff?: once.

• What do you hate about 23 (sakinah)?: leaving me ):

• What's your relationship with 30 (xiuqi)? :a regretful mistake of losing.

no matter wad we become.. 5:26 AM

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

im sorry

i dint expect u to book them alr.

im unreasonable aint i?

claiming that you hurt me.

actually is hurting you.

im sorry. best friend.

mood: devastated. # all i can do is to cry alone.
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 4:22 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

xianghui is feeling sad.
i wish u noe why.

no matter wad we become.. 2:58 AM

Monday, June 22, 2009

sunday

went amk in the morning

had lunch there.

ltr in the nite went father's boss house

to had bbq (:

all the while,

its u i've been missing.

[22 june 09]

Happy birthday to my friend.

wish u all the best & always be a good person (:

had IT security today.

lol grped w meryl & dingee.

lol they both are funny shit hahah

they keep bicker like wad oni 0.0 (:

then had funn w them.

went lunch w the girls.

blah blah blah

and presentation was damn fast.

and UT was nice (: i hope :/

then went home w xjl :D

actually mtg p, but stomach upset, so dint go.

then had a longg chat w xjl,

and everythin was nice. i hope.

xjl got new haircut (:

had chat on the bus w ser.

then in the nite went t amk again,

becos the alarm rang lol -.-

suddenly closing back w u,

i got the feeling of myself being a bastard again.

i should cherish this feeling.

and not to aviod it.

mood: lethargic. # if oni i can say wadever i wanted...
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 7:08 AM

Saturday, June 20, 2009

friday

have database today.
change into new grps.
initially tot was gg alr.
but in the end it make it quite well.
at least some of us were doin work(:
then had comm ut. wow gonecase..
tot xjl forgotten me after ut,
but ltr did called (: but dint went back tog.):
then went to orchard w pam.
bought ralph lauren instead.
i see other brand. can bleed! ):
pocket tight, goes on budget-ing course.
went t find von at work, then ltr headed back to np.
meet jet & laren..
ate mac and waited for youliang to come.
xjl called a total of 3 times (:
was abit frustrated when nv pick up my call at orchard.
but was happy tat xjl did rmb call back again after charging phone(:
somehow we cant communicate , or rather i cant? D:
then book tickets for 1130pm show.
then while waiting for von,
went t arcade to play first and slack arnd..
then went t fetch von, and headed for movie
"drag me to hell" was wad we watch.
sickening movie recommended by jet & laren.
was abit regretful to agree to watch
but well it wasnt so bad anw.
then too late alr, so went t slp over at p's house.
then woke up this morning and came home.

[20 june 09]

came home,
slacked, slept.
and did nth more. ):
imh alot ):
teary days~
me：我还以为你忘记我了。
someone：我在你心里原来是那么坏的人。
me：不是！因为你太好了，我不懂怎样形容 ):
im sorrys.
after school open, we met up thrice.
twice was im' alone.):
i think im asking too much.
the holidays were too great.
and its making me more possessive
i hate the present self. ):
it makes me so unreasonable.
im sorry bestfriend.):
maybe u were right,
u should downgrade me..

mood: paranoid, depressed # if oni, u can always be tat initiative..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 4:27 AM

Thursday, June 18, 2009

simply in love w u.

[18june09]

had financial acc.
lol was damn slacky as today is more abt theory
in the afternoon, ben showed me a video.
wth scare me to death! lol
then UT was gg.
hahah! chui damn chui.
after tat went off w pam.
): xjl got class gathering ):
then go off myself lor ...
drifted , drifted..
i can sense that we are.
teary days~
holidays make it better
but after holidays, the attention i want are all gone.
maybe i become more & more possessive
i have no choice. becos.
i love u deeply.
mood: lethargic # i cant focus.. all i think abt is.
updated:xiangs
but in the reality, i can love u as a friend.
and nth more than that.
that's why it make it worse.

no matter wad we become.. 4:34 AM

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

tuesday

had java today (:
fun but forgot everythin alr, -.-
had lunch w p,
went back w xjl, but just nice
saw friend then had to let xjl go w them,
went down yishun t meet ser for dinner
and ltr meet p
acc her wait for jet,von n laren.
lol like 9pm then everyone reach,
went 925 to have dinner.
had quite a chat there.
ltr went off...
somehow im still paranoid..
very paranoid of the things i loved.
[17 june 09]

had comm today.
lol damn slpy.
and UT in the afternoon
omg.. ):
shall update again..
gay day~
things will change,
i suppose.
but the closeness we share,
i hope it never change.

no matter wad we become.. 6:39 PM

Monday, June 15, 2009

cousins :D at bugis (:
monday

had java UT, wow GG alr ):
meet xjl after sch,
went home w xjl,
took 969 lol (:
then went np, meet juan (:
for yoshinoya ..
shared alot between me n her (:
went arcade n popular,
and buy dinner for my family n went back home.
was a short time though, but yeah
had funn talkin t her (:
and ya, my brother also said
im sucha bastard to say that of my friend.
i should be proud for whoever my friend is,
i should be supportive n nv 嫌弃它.
im wrong, my friend,
and im v sorry.
somehow, my feelings are mixed.
are we too close or wad?
if we are, can we be that close?
mood: bloated. # i wish this will last..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 6:04 AM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

sunday

went amk,
came home do all the housework -.-
rot at home after tat.
feel like crying the whole nite.
chatted w xjl for half an hr ..
but things dint get better ):
then slept in the living room...
when i needed u,
u werent arnd.
but still thanks for being there sometimes when i need u..
[15 june 09]

i think i being more jerky.
i hate my unreasonable self.
and i think im too independent on xjl ):
i wish i could stop all these.
holidays fun are making me too into xjl,
and i think i should stop and be independent.
teary days.'
SCHOOL NETWORK IS SOO SUCKY! ):
xjl, thanks for the companies.
and thanks for tellin me to get my own life.
mood: paranoid. unreasonable # if oni u ♥ me
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 11:11 PM

Saturday, June 13, 2009

friday

went amk in the morning,
dint manage to slp enuff the nite ):
then open shop till 4pm.
then headed to orchard! (:
to meet a fren for a movie :D
we went t watch "ghost of girlfriends' past" at 5.20pm
had 23 & 24 H seats and on the 12 june09! cool
all my fav number :D
at cineleisure. was damn blur la, cos first time go :X
nice nice & nice (: ♥
then after the movie, was v hungry
so went wisma atrium to hunt for food.
then went to the top level foodcourt,
then ate korean food which was damn bad ):
nth much happen though, then went arnd
and arnd 10pm headed back ):
acc me to marina and alighted at cityhall when it bounce back (:
hais a nice day just ended so quickly ):
meilin came to stay w me (: sweet
a hand touch ♥ idiot
[13 june 09]

went amk again.
today open till 3pm.
cos we gg out! :D
went bugis w meigu, cousins n auntie.
then meet yang there,
shopped for clothes.
went in a korean shop , initally saw one nice one.
which fits perfectly. but........
the price really surprised me !!!!
$100++ wth! -.- nvm. sadd-ded
then went walk arnd bugis street & OG,
then headed to thai restuarant to eat.
wow spicy tom yam. gosh, i have a weak stomach -.-
but well, it was really nice & spicy!!
then here i am, home-ded (:
done mopping, ironing.
now dead beat man oh gosh.
tml gg shop w auntie oni.
hmm dono whose gg come tml ):
ben not coming, so dono if ser still coming,
well anw, i still have t study for my UT in any case.
so just jiayous ba (:
♥ somehow, deep down
i still noe, we cant.
but thanks for all the moments u gave (:
mood: lethargic # if only two hands clap instead of one..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 7:31 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

wednesday

went np w p.
had sakae buffet (:
chatted alot. and yeah (:
♥

at nite mehmeh, farhanie & firman surprised me!
w a's msn. lol they suddenly webby w me (:
♥ hahah! i super miss them (:
and was superly happy when i saw them (:
thanks thanks and thanks!
i love this surprise (: ♥

[11 june 09]

went uncle's place today.
had a v tiring day today -.-
ytd dint slp well ):
then had to carry 90+ boxes.
whoo~ but i dint do much of the work.
my uncle did ): cos was too heavy.
but did carry lor.
and got blue blacks for my hands and legs
whoo~ ):
yeah yeah had chat w lj today (: ♥
then xjl msged me :D:D:D:D
ask me on the movie i wanna watch.
say watchin w me, LOL omg (:
xjl went bugis today, so booked the tickets for tml (:
hearts man, omg. was abit touched (:
cos throut this holiday im really is no life.
thanks (: ♥
then chatted till xjl went back home,
and yeah tml gg to open shop.
then go meet xjl, then come home soon.
cos cousin will be staying overnite w me.
but saturday nite how?! im gg to be alone ):
if anyone willing to stay overnite w me,
pls contact me!!! (: for two nites lor (:
anw im v elated today despite tired mood.
so yeah ♥, somemore got england match today!
i finally saw crouch! omg & my all time fav! BECKHAM 23!! (:
so gg to go watch alr.
ciaos ppl! may me and my family have fun tml (:
they gg genting and leaving me all by myself ):
ohh well, i got lots of time on my own to think (:
byebyee ..
why are all these good things happening?
should they be here?
will they disappear?
THANKS THANKS & THANKS
for whoever made me happy (:
♥
i kind of love this feeling,
but im more afraid that it will be gone soon D:
mood: reluctant # if only, things really stays..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:05 AM

Monday, June 8, 2009

sunday

went amk in the morning
headed to bugis in the afternoon.
waited for xjl like 1/2 hr?! ):
but then when xjl reach,
was v angry abt things.
but nvm, not my fault anw.. hmmph ):
then went straight to lib.
studied for like 2 hrs,
then really was hungry so went t find food to eat..
walk like damn long & far.
then found one place at the very top level of the new building
sharks, i forget the name.
but the noodles is damn nice! (:
and there got big balcony.
so we did sat at a very nice view(:
then went t play there de arcade.
wasted 9$ ): but was fun.
then headed to bugis junction, walk arnd.
then went t underground arcade.
tried many machines. but still dint get any toys ):
xjl was mad in getting the pinochio for me.
but well, i guess its just wasnt our luck.
actually nearly have but i really think,
我带蓑人 cos tat time me and lj went, but dint get any too.
while lj n mh went, they got alot. ):
hmmph maybe its my fault hais D:
then stopped playing but promise to come again (:
went up to have icecream(:
sat there for a while, have a lil chat and cont walk arnd.
but this time shorter. after awhile, we headed to mrt.
& parted at the trains. ):)
went np to meet family,
saw cousins too (:
then had a long chat w bro, about hamsters.
and slept(: i hope we go dog farm soon!

[8 june 09]

went amk in the morning
supposedly mtg cousins. but ml dint wan.
so changed to other dates.
then rotted there. and came back,
did the cleaning up at the gardens.
mum out w auntie to shop -.-
now im aLLLL alone at home ):
im like freakkking bored ): i miss xjl):
im lazy to go out. but i just wanna be out.
to keep myself occupied!!!! ):
tml gg out w frens.
gg orchard for sakae buffet (: whoo~ pls stay strong.
deaR u,
no matter how things Gonna be,
just keep Holding on,
cos i will aLways be there,
to Hold ur hands.
i miss the days.
now i dont.
becos, now things are different.
u r gg to be a dad.
mood: lethargic. # i wish i can to slp forever. denial
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 12:58 AM

Saturday, June 6, 2009

beach (: loves

friday

went uncle's place to help out.
did alot of counting, checking & putting back of goods..
help him sweep & mop, & arrange e styrofoam..
loads of work -.-
then xjl called:D
hmm then went to eat sakura w grannie(:
called xjl in the nite
but xjl say me D: damn sad de lor *cries.
why am i so irritating! ):

[6 june 09]

went breakfast w dad& bro at cp.
then went AYG w meilin.
damn bored de lor.
actually can don go one -.-
afternoon slack at home.
at nite went park w cousin n bro(:
went t play water, got ourselves all wet. haha!
had plans for monday.
maybe gg jurong east to play the "www"
shall look forward for it (:
freakkinggggggg bored ):
i cant help,
but to say i miss u
keep holding on..
just stay strong
till the day..
but i cant tell,
just how much i miss u..
becos, its uncountable ):
mood:lethargic. # im helpless, & hopeless. i scare of reality ):
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 6:10 AM

Thursday, June 4, 2009

when the world is bright,
there bound to be something dark..

went amk straight after..
was damn happs :D
but in the bus i was thinking..
when good things happen,
bad things will also come.
supposedly mtg xjl at 230pm at bugis.
but in the morning, xjl was damn nice.
xjl rmb my stuffs, and called me straight.
lol had a chat for quite long.
but somehow nth much to chat.
ltr, xjl told me was sick ):
had fever and headache.
poor xjl D: so wasnt able to study w me ):
more sad pls hais D:
then nowhere to go, so rotted at amk ):
chatted w ahdi & jiejie for the remaining hours there..
xjl promised to call me, xjl m-s. ing.
but nv called )': damn sad.
lol -.- dono how is xjl le ):
hope you wil feel better(:
i wish i can be the one who delivers ur medication.
i wish i can be the one by ur side ):
who can tell me where to buy beanie *?!

mood: elated(: # except for the part, where u can just appear..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 4:44 AM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

[3 june 09]
rott-ded at home D:
was damn angry,
cos xjl dint answer my phone ):
so nth much to do. cries ..
tml got test. and gg amk after tat.
ltr gg N.L w xjl (: hopefully ..
im such-cha loser D:
i cant live an hr w/o xjl...
i got sooo moody & restless w/o bff ):
arghh. i hate myself for this.
i prayed,
for me & u
♥

mood: lethargic & paranoid.# what've i done.
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 4:35 AM

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

went out to expo on monday.
[2 june 09]
went amk in the morning
had a good chat w lj.
went t see doc ltr on.
hmmph freaking ex medical fee. -.-

seriously.
i've nth much to say.
just tat, i cant put in so much.
"dar" although nth is confirm.
but i noe, things wont go my way D:
i'll take ur hands, along & safe
i wanna be w u when u laugh & cry
keep holding on,
just stay strong.
i wish u can love me like i do.
but i wish u can live better than i prayed.
mood: paranoid & despair. # how can i ...
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 3:02 AM