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Sunday, August 30, 2009

blogger got prob.

cant update pics ):

rotted at shop for 3 days alrd):

was v v sad.

well. i dono.

hais anws i tot i have lot to say

but dono why, somehow everything is off my mind.

all ur sayings & promises were lies.

i said u will be busy.

and yeah, u really are.

im no longer _.

well i guess everythin become so unrealistic.

the things you said will not come true.

and im been isolated.

somehow,

i noe all this will happen.

but i tried to not let this happen so earli.

but still i gave in.

everytime i did smth,

wont appreciate anything.

maybe everyone treated me for granted.

i dono how long i can stand.

wad mentality should i have to stay.

maybe u should tell me.

in the tv i saw.

because its not ' someone else', so all the waiting is worth.

the one you loved, is the one you vent frustration on.

suddenly i feel, there's no one w me, when i needed one.

all the ships i had, maybe werent tat strong enuff.

one wave came, and all were gone.

maybe this is true.

im all alone in the deserted island.

no matter wad we become.. 5:24 AM

Friday, August 28, 2009

i wonder.
i think friends FOREVER.
well. i dono if there's anyway out.
but im just happy we are tat close.
at least, i got u.
and u got me(:
loving someone isnt in getting the person.
its to be w the person.
maybe i shouldnt ask for so much.
maybe wad is impt is being happy.
well whether there is chance or not.
be friends is better than we have no other relations.
well i hope everything goes well.
god bless.

andandand yaya is back (:
got her back w uncle..
so happy & excited ,
she lick me (:
andandand im beginning to get jealous alr.
u ugly ass. keep spend time w her.
my dog left me out alrd ):

付出不能等于收回
no other relations
but just friends.

no matter wad we become.. 6:10 AM

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

24.08.09

went out to study earli in the morning

hoping to catch the earli breakfast, but well nah dint ate.

went starbucks to study till afternoon.

was super hungrrrys!

then went t have nasi lemak.

then went back starbucks to study again ..

cover almost everythin then went t walk walk..

home sweet home after tat..

25.08.09

last day of UT! woohoo~

was chui la the ppr, well nvm

went to eat mac w class today,

ltr decided on gg marina square..

then when we reach there,

we headed to kbox.

booked a room at 2pm.

so we have plenty of time, went t pool!

but dint play pool.

had arcade for the girls and billard for the guys.

the arcade was fun fun fun & hilarious.

tried games we dint played before,

so throw face HAHAH!

then had alot of photo taking there yeah (:

then headed to kbox.

initially everyone was quite dead inside.

but then well it turns out quite good (:

everyone was super high hahah (:

then went t have steamboat at bugis aftre tat!

steamboat was nice (:

we had names for all of us.

chengkok - xiao jiji

daphne- xiao hongster

faith - xiao weakling

meryl - xiaostar

iris - xiao cloud

jinli- xiao jinjin

silvia - xiao sexy

laifu - xiao kuku

crestlyn - xiao lians

TJ - xiao nipple

jocelyn - xiao mountain

xianghui - xiao xiang

hahah then everyone parted at the mrt (:

today was the first time w65B had so much fun,

sad that meimei wasnt here.

but well, we will meet up v soon.

all of us (:

so long have passed, nth have change.

i noe i wont mix feelings.

friendship & no other relations.

so pls stop emphasizing tat.

pls let me treat u good,

but don treat me good in return.

so this, i wont get wrong feelings.

i wish u could see this.

no matter wad we become.. 10:26 PM

Thursday, August 20, 2009

im such an ass
aint i?

sorry for my unreasonable at times.
bear w me
will u?

no matter wad we become.. 5:05 AM

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

when my mood is bad.
it will always be bad ):

ships r insecure.
and they always are.

no matter wad we become.. 5:23 AM

Saturday, August 15, 2009

13.8.09

went sch for data comm.

last lesson, faci was kind of disappointed in us though ):

but then nvtheless. i hope our grades would not be affected.

went for "UP" movie after sch :DD

the movie was superb (:

14.8.09

had FA today.

skipped halfway as alot ppl nv come.

and thus don have the mood ):

then went to lib to find neo & his frens

webby w irene :DD

then chatted w quite alot of ppl too (:

waited for xjl to end sch.

then went to take bus at interchange.

saw von in np.

had funn at arcade.

went jap foodcourt to have a nice salmon dinner :D

yeah. im so pro in anythin ahahhaha!

lousy ass :x hope today does makes ur mood better (:

15.8.09

went amk in the morning

exchange for sunday.

lol had quite a fun there as chattings w jiejie.

then had dinner w family in the nite.

and skype awhile (: although e content wasnt tat gd. :/

16.8.09

not gg study anymore.

woke up and found myself superly tired.

having flu & sore throat.

omg. i dono how t study like tat.

so shall stay at home do my own notes and stuffs.

shall study again tml till the day b4 UT. so jiayous lor (:

im sickkkkkkkkkkkkkk! )))))))))):

somehow its hard.

im getting unreasonable each day w u getting close.

no matter wad we become.. 7:55 PM

Thursday, August 13, 2009

cousins.♥

sis oh(:

schedule for UT 3.. -.-

6.8.09
happy birthday jet!
sister wish u all the best in everything &
BEST wishes to u always (:

went p house in the aftrenoon to do card.
ltr meet yk & laren then headed to town
then went ion to walk anrd.
then went t had pasta mania as dinner
went back yishun, celebrated jet's bday w doraemon & shinchan cake.
i headed home. while they all headed to pool..

9.8.09
Happy birthday zixin!!
my dearest, wish u all the best in everything
sweet sweet w ter always &
best wishes always :DD

10.8.09
went out w cousin.
actually wanted to go vivo, but ml they all had bbq after tat.
so we just stayed at yishun.
lol had movie tog. " G.I.Joe"
nicenice the movie was nice (:
then b4 tat went t timezone to play.
uncle top up my card on friday.
so there's the 1 for 1 thing.
he top up 50$ so there free 50$
yeahh tat means 100$! :DD
then we play till my card left w arnd 40$ LOL
we got jackpot also! cool (:
then we went t have swensen too (:
ml treated us :DD
yeah then went back home after tat..

14.8.09
went t class & saw nobody ):
sad dao yao si.
had lunch w xjl. then went off.
slack at lib w neo & his frens
lol. abit anti social i noe.
sorry neo. but im like tat.
then waiting for xjl to end sch,
to get something for ltr.
but something bad happen.
heard some bad news. & xjl is devastated.
me too. but i dono how t express myself;
worse, i dono how t console )))):
i felt so useless & bad )))))))):
hais. today is worse,
mood is alr bad, sore throat & bad news. arghh ):
im so bad mood now D:

god bless..
love, don be sad pls. everythin will goes well.
jiayous for u & myself.

no matter wad we become.. 10:41 PM

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

long time no post.
shall update sometime when i have the mood (:
or anyone can volunteer to update for me :p

no matter wad we become.. 7:00 AM

Monday, August 3, 2009

friday
had database.
went off after presentation.
meet p at w1. then went t eat w them
met jet & neo & yl.
went to watch "hangover"
and ltr went occ to play pool

saturday
woke up super earli in the morning
forced by my dad,
then went to amk.
ltr went to ericsson farm.
bought girl home..
then meet xjl then brought another boy.
then went home and prepared for her..

sunday
went amk in the afternoon
dint really sleep the whole nite.
cos was v sad , stressed & guilty over some stuffs.
went aranda to collect card after tat.
went xjl house to collect boy too.
at nite had a big mess by boy & girl.
lol but everything's under control(:

monday
dint go sch,
cos was superly tired over the weekends.
so stayed home to take care of the two.
well did have rest for quite sometime as they two are great.
so my jin sheng was back for a while ..
then chatted w xjl..
at nite also.
teary days ):

not to deny,
i did regret deeply
on buying girl.
i really did. but im also lost at wad to do.
i dono if i should really let go or keep her.
im not someone who stays at home ,
im not someone who likes being tied,
& im not someone responsible.
im seriously lost at wad to do,
im scare tat this will affect my family, my studies & my life.
seriously, i dono wad to do & im sorry..
god, pls bless me & lead me a path...

TEARYYYYYYY
i wish we could just share & be happy tog.
i nv tot things would become this way..

no matter wad we become.. 11:29 PM