Somewhere ♥;

Saturday, May 30, 2009

friday
had database.
half of the class is not here.
LOL. wanted to run. but p not in sch D:
hmm so stayed throut.
well, did have fun w meryl, silvia, iris.
hahaha. so crappy la (:
ended the day w a plan to meet :D in the nite, meet von at boonlay, followed by jet.
went jurong point to shop for presents and cake !
whoo~ cool cake. made by ourselves!
then walk arnd, and they went to had their dinner
and went back to pam's place.
von meet pam first, then me and jet went to her block to lit up the cake.
then had surprise her 0.o
and yeah, she was happs(:
then xjl called after work.
hahah! had a shag day lol!!!! -.-
but i was somehow distracted. dono is too tired or wad
i was distracted on the phone and msn. -.-
sorrys to all. lol.
slept at 2am! whoo~ -.-

saturday
went amk in the morning.
had bad news.
D:D:D:D:
dint went to pam's celebration.
was sad sad sad.
hais i dono wad to say.
and also sorrys lots to pam! D:
in the car. everythin to me was moody.
_____
then in the midnite.
had soccer match. chelsea vs everton!
cool. chelsea won! (:
2-1. actually got one more goal. but not counted. -.-
hoseh, like tat also can..

[31 may 09]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY P WEE! (:
sorry abt sat. but do hope u have had a nice & wonderful bdae!
and do all ur wishes come true.
lovees.♥
went amk in the morning.
wasnt feeling tat well.
quarrelled abit w mum in the morning
but nth much.
hais. sucky feeling. sucky day.
i was damn bored at shop & at home.
done some ironing. and went semb shop w dad & bro.
yeahh tml bro working!
hope everythin goes well for him.
he working at expo, so shall visit him tml (:
had a chat w xjl before xjl went work.
so ya (:

maybe all this while,
my feeling was wrong.
i shldnt tot this way.
im sorry.
i just don wan to be dependent
i just don wan to be possessive.
♥

mood: moody # if oni, my family was great
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 1:41 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

manU vs barcelona.
0 -2
lmao la!!! goodness
hais D: sad sia.
and so is my classmates.
aww too bad soo sad hais -.-
had financial accounting today.
had a v longgg day -.-
and had lunch w joy.
meimei dint come today
sick. take cares aites(:
bff told me father and bff ate the bun.
bff's bro dint ate-.-
and bff oni said not bad -.-
then went off w xjl.
then meet p at cwp.
then meet von at np,
had dinner w them(:
now im damn tired -.-
fats accumulating!!!! ):

no feel mean no feel
bff wad do u think?
♥ what is it actually?

mood: lethargic. # if oni u noe how i really feels.
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:15 AM

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

帅哥!!!

kinder bueno! ♥

[27 may 09]
today had comm.
had lunch w joy meimei & silvia(:
today grp was nice.
becos TJ was irritating and funny.
lots nv come today....
had kinder bueno! :D
xjl bought it & was given to me in second break (:
then lesson was abit gg.
LOL GG! -.-
after sch, nearly quarrel w xjl -.-
nvm. went back w xjl .
saw xjl's fren. gosh damn ps. -.-
then ltr reach interchange le.
was abt to went off, but send bff to busstop.
bff sweat-ded like hell -.-
went to cwp. to buy HK bo lo bao (:
introduce to bff. so brought bff 2. and bff's bro (:
went down to get drink and walk arnd for a while.
ltr went off. (:
inside bus stinks. nearly cant breathe -.-

♥ bff.
somehow i think im a very bad person.
i wish im not.

mood: elated(: # if oni everyday were to be today.
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 4:38 AM

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

see how sucky my results are D:

Monday
ytd nite went off fast cos uncle came to fetch me.
so pangseh-ded xjl D:
then had pizza hut whoo~
was damn full!
went metro, john little and kiddy palace to search for uncle stuffs.
then headed back to grannie's place.
In the night, uncle send me home.
online, then xjl chatted w me.
ltr becos of vpn had to offline.
xjl called me -.-
then ltr i pass phone to my bro.
xjl and bro chatted all nite. abt mu! -.-

[26 may 09]
had java today! whee!
today was fun :D
bff brought me sardine puff today :D:D
had lunch w meimei & joy.
went lunch w p.
chiong java programm.

sometimes, i think we are too close.
i don like.
i don wan.
becos its u.
♥ bff.

mood: shag # ♥ is paranoid.
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 12:08 AM

Monday, May 25, 2009

I PRAY WHETHER RAIN OR SHINE TO BE WITH YOU.

stressed.
day had been thinking since morning.
we aint suppose to be D:
today IT security isnt tat easy D:
but nvm. jiayous!
and yeah, i gotten my second A. for java (:
i've got egg tart instead of cookie for my bff! (:
somehow i ♥ bff alot :/
and i don like bff say bad abt bff.
it just made me sad.

is it correct?
is it wrong?
sentimental.
i wish there's no gap.
but there's a big gap.

mood: paranoid # maybe its u, i shld stay away from.
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 12:39 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

i ♥ my BFF! (:

saturday
went amk, xjl called 0.o
tot this week or next week wont be contacting.
but yeah (:
i think xjl phone don like me cos everytime no batt!
-.- nvm then went eat w grannie, uncle and auntie.
had crabbs :D
fats accumulating!!!! D:

[24 may 09]
chatted w xjl in the morning.
discuss abt smth.
but nvm, we aint gg.
wow soooo sad.
during the holidays, bff don have time for me! D:
damn sad sia. but i told bff,
1 day! 1 day, if not i will slap bff! hahah
bad eh :p
bff working soon. omy! where's my work?
howhowhow! anyone can rec me to work?
omy, the tot of noo bff during the holidays make me moody D:
work out!
work out!
work out!
im like getting fatter oh gosh. D:
somebody help me pls! D':

♥ bff
i wish i could.
somehow i cant

mood: accumulative ♥ # if oni, there was a chance given to me..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 12:44 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009

picture speaks a thousand words.

had lunch w p crest joy.
chatted w irene n juju(:
.
.
.
.
today kinda sucks.
but ppt was damn funny
guess ck gonna get it from peterho!
.
.
after sch waited for xjl to get ezlink back.
then went back alone.
damn sad-ded.
i dono why. maybe becos of my ucler. its painful D:
or maybe becos...
[teary days]

i noe i shouldnt be sad.
im mad i guess.
how can i be sad abt this?!
它的事是它的事。
wadever whom be with,
i should be happy tat xjl is enjoying ownself.
but somehow, i got the feeling,
im being left-ded. and im waiting. D:

mood: paranoid # i wish u knew. i wish to - i wan the answer
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 4:37 AM

Thursday, May 21, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COOLYAN!

here's a sweet pic of cutest u (:

hope u have a wonderful bday w lovees :D

and also we shall celebrate for u asap! (:

jiayous & smile always:D

lovees <3

went lunch w joy & cq.

saw irene & juju! (:

bought subway cookies.

but crestlyn took everythin back D:

my cookies . stolen ):

had dinner w ser.(:

thanks ser for acc-ing me eat this dinner(:

lovely :D

xjl called.

hais. dono wad can i say

im just sad abt everything tats happening.

and i dono wad can i do to help,

pls, tell me wad to do?! D:

we found out tat we arent suitable to talk on msn.

cos there will be fire -.-

said: xjl.

没原因，就是喜欢你.

mood: lethargic # if oni we knew a way out. best friend.

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 8:31 AM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

yesterday
skipped comm then went lunch w p
and headed to neo's house.
slacked and studied at neo house till arnd 4plus.
then went to have dinner w lj(:
at nite, xjl told me smth bad D:

[21 may 09]
having financial accounting today (:
and also comm ut! -.-
abit scare cos not really prepared.
i scare i will forget the content whoo~
changed team today -.-
D:D:D:D:D:D:D:
hope today can be great! (: jiayous! (:

jiayous! (:
to me!
& to xjl (:

mood: paranoid! # if oni everythin reveals ..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:56 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

guinea pigs,
i really dono.
im scare of the answers that my parents would give.
i wish i had a home.
a home for myself.
and the things & people i loved.

sorry for being unreasonable.
nowadays i dono wads wrong
i think i getting too close to u.
and i noe its wrong.
its damn wrong.
nth will be right if its u.
i noe i had to aviod u deep down,
thus i've been treating u ,
as though im a spoilt brat, an unreasonable kid.
but i really feeling bad.
very bad, that i wish all these can stop.
but i dono how, becos i think its the only way,
i can make myself aviod u.
or rather let u be leaving me instead...
i dono wads wrong w me..
i feel v confuse! and sad.
wad can i do?
i don wish to treat u like tat
nor wan u to think im bad... D:
can u pls tell me! D:

i've been fooling myself,
mixing my feelings with the truth.
yet its reality i have to face.
teary days.

mood: nostalgic # if only u knew wad i need..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 11:11 PM

i was dumb to think miracle happen.
i've confused my feeling with the truth..
reality is wad i belong.
there's no fairytale in this world.♥

no matter wad we become.. 6:01 PM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

[saturday]

slack whole day at home.

guest here.

brother fren came in the nite

and ton overnite.

[17 may 09]

went amk in the morning

then hadnt got the chance to tok t jiejie

chatted w xjl in the morning after wake up.

lol! we kept talking abt pets -.-

and xjl's mum nagg-ded

so cupped and arrange mtg time.

then meet ben at tamp

study till arnd 5plus, headed to tamp1

meet ser at 6pm..

headed to manpuku after tat (:

wow the ambience is damn nice.

the place is damn cool!

and the food is damn delicious :D

then after tat, went walk walk

bought sake!! (:

and headed back home ; *yawns

i was abit disappointed when i heard other ppl's _

but nvtheless i would not show it out D:

i miss eeyore D:

i miss ranger.

but there's too much in between

i noe its nono.

i wanna a pet.

lovees.

mood: confused # if oni u tell me wad to do..

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 6:02 PM

Friday, May 15, 2009

i dint hear wrongly,
u said our dog.
lovees(:

thanks for ytd(:
xjl, don forget our match for today!
arsenal vs manU!
manU shall win! (:

tml wher shall we go?

no matter wad we become.. 11:38 PM

yeahh got this choco from smelly :D

hahah! so happs happs & happs :D

webby w irene today,

she dint go class. second break,

went to find her w crestlyn.

juju & sandra was there too (:

then find ser at lib too.

had fun w classmate today. but not team.

lol! anw dint went dinner w ben D:

cos he tot i went off -.-

great la. just great.

im so sorry ser! i tot things plan out well D:

v disappointed. its somehow my fault.

but well there's still alot of chance de rite (:

mood: siannnnnnns. # if only things turns out better.

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:51 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

chocolate chips:D

yesterday
had a longg day ytd. cos FA! (:
hmm although alot of classmates don like FA but nah its not mine prob
i don wanna care wad we think abt the faci, its the module tat im concern(:
then work w jy for the day & ck too
went toilet w joy and we walk round & round
sharing our unglam past! hahaha :P
had webbby w kuku! (:
yeah sooooo happs :D
yeah got cookies from xjl :D
but i still wann rainbow instead of chocolate chip cookies D:
went off w xjl (:
then parted outside the lift.
i'm like damn fattening alr!!! omg.
must workout! D:

[15 may 09]
gg to have database today.
faci is here now. -.- the sneaky face.
shall stop being bad, cos this faci kept giving me B
even though i did nth. so ya (:
i finally got a B for communication!
holy! thank god! omg finally :D
shall jiayous jiayous jiayous! (:
continue to work harder for all modules ba(:
sians. im like bored oni today.
cos today de group abit -.-
but ltr! let's have funn

maybe gg out w ben n ser.

so ya(: let's shall have a nice dinner tog(:

if we manage to go :/

yeah im happs happs happs(:
i wish im a happy girl everyday (:

ranger, when'll i noe wad r u thinking?
eeyore: i wish i really knew :S

mood: happs (: # if oni things remain the same..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:58 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

chatted w chouchou!(:

im so happs happs happs! (:

lovees :D

went home w ben, dint meet up

but so qiao, dint missed him.
cos at the lift just nice saw him (:

howhowhow?!

how to make myself not to stick to xjl?!

i don wan myself to become a burden to xjl.

i wan to be more independent! but how?! -.-

im feeling so not motivated to go to sch,

but then i have to. but go sch alr

i sure find xjl. how ?! D:

i donnnnnn like xjl D:

u were great.

u were always great

its me, im the one whom is not.

im irritating.

im a happy girl today(:

eeyore says: i love these days.

ranger: idk. okns.

mood: elated(: # if oni i knew wad u think?

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:22 AM

Monday, May 11, 2009

ytd went off w ben.
then xjl. walk to cwp then xjl saw fren
so tok t fren and i walk in front alone.
i called grannie and ser. while was walking cross the traffic light
a car horned at me. lol!
pspspsps! but damn scary la.
i nearly being hit. lol
then xjl ran up to me. say i ok anot.
say i scary de lor! hahah!
siao one.
we chatted our way to cwp la. then xjl said smth.
eh next time our dog sure canot be girl..
sure got depression.
initially i heard our dog, i was like stunned!
but ltr xjl said abt depression all tat. MAD sia!
omg angrrrry! hahahah! :p
then we parted at interchange.
yeaps was happy la :D
went sunplaza waited for 4kim.
then went t darren's sch and fetch him back
was having bigtime headache, so grannie help me to make it better(:
sweet rite my grannie not like sommme ppl! lol :P

[12 may 09]
having java today
in the bus encounter something irritating lol!
aiya sua la don wanna care,
ppt was damn screwed up today D:
hmm had fun doing ppt w classmate and team(:
but was really good game for us la.
cos we didnt finish the ppt, and was first team to present
wad a luck. D:
had our ezlink changed(:
i think there's smth weird between me and xjl ..
:/ but xjl look really concern. hmm i dono :/
maybe this feeling last a while nia lol!
went off w xjl after sch.
changed ezlink, keep seeing bert.! lol hahah
then after tat went t take 903.
then saw xjl fren. aiya sians
i dono wads wrong w me, i think im like sians diao half way.
then xjl was like wads wrong? angry arh?
then keep bye n bye n bye! lol -.-
KNS la hahah! :P
kns = ok no sense! lol :p
arghhhhhhhh - i think im gg mad D:

a jumbo eeyore hug would be nice(:
if oni, maybe there's shouldnt be much consideration.

tell me, i love u forever...

if i miss u.
i would be the biggest fool in the world.

mood: nostalgic! # how? i dono wad to say..
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:57 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

dogs dogs dogs!(:

lesley, huskey and terrier! whoo~

xjl send me the mix pics. lol

monday

grped w meimei, iris,joy,po

cool. luckily no change team.

had fun w the grp today.

classmate seems tired D:

but yeah, jiayou ! da qi jin sheng lai.

who ask him ton the whole nite ytd -.-

anw im like having huge painful headaches!

and i seriously dislike it D:

arghhhhh...

just now went DBA talk w whole class. cool.

saw ben there too.

idiot, so dao suan le hur D:

came back slack! lol today damn slack..

cannot get good grades alr. -.-

wish to talk t classmate but hais. nth t talk abt D:

mood: painful headaches D: # i wish there's nth wrong

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 11:05 PM

when im holding sheryl's little fingers (:

[9may09]
went ahma hse in the evening,
all my cousins are there(:
and also uncles and aunties :D
advanced celebrated grannie's birthday.
then had a sumptious meal! whoo~
then ltr had majong session, followed by my mum's turn
i won quite alot of rounds lor (:
went back arnd 10pm,
watch show till 12am.
headaches~
sharks, i think too long nv drink.
i mix carlsberg, redwine & vodka raspberry.(eh this is nice!)

[10may09]
went amk in the morning
had good chat w jiejie
ltr came back home and had steamboat (:
ltr help to clean up.
wow fats sia ate alot! D:
but nvm. today oni!!!!
then ltr called xjl.
chatted another 1 hr. cool!
but this time using my phone -.-
8may09 xjl also called. 1 hr chat
using xjl's phone. so considered fair and square alr ba(:
then online, send info, tok t ben,
tok to ser, laifu, chengkok and jessie.
cool. hahah i think alot of ppl in our class GG alr!
and me too of cos!
wow sharks la, ass communication faci
say i good, still give me C. wtf! D:
nvm nvm. i shall jiayou. i wanna get an A pls D:
all Bs . wth. but better than nth. yeah jiayous!
wow full full and full D:
gota workout! (:
lalalas! i love doggies! i wann have one too D:
xjl say we shall share! lol ltr
say still studying la wher got time.
so ass rite. anyhow one. -.-
nvm! hur. i wann buy terrier, and huskey and lesley!
hahah! im so envious meimei and chengkok have lesley each D:
nvm, shall have one next time :D

lovees<3

happs happs(:
pls don take my laughter & happiness away
i hope my moodswing don react again D:

thanks! xjl!(:

someone once coded: failure is the mother of success!
i shall jiayous!
thanks laifu(:
mood: headaches # im falling sick soon. but im always ok when u'all are arnd(:
updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 6:07 AM

Friday, May 8, 2009

sad but.
(:
thank you.

no matter wad we become.. 10:32 PM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

yesterday

chatted w xiaodi and jiejie and uncle in the nite.

fcuking disgusted.

well nvm, till 1am.

slept late. was damn sad

cos of cold war-ing w xjl D:

im really v sorry.

i think my impression in u has changed.

im no longer the good person.

i think u will aviod me D:

pls don. pls don.

i dono wad to do D:

[8.may.09]

god bless me lots today! :S

came lesson, but was really moody.

dint feel like participating..

but then dono how t go off. D:

xjl told me that wad i wrote on my pm.

xjl feel tat i make neijiu.

but i dono wad to say, i apologise but wad can i do

i think becos of ytd. we drifted.

so sad la, xjl hao xin called me.

but i anyhow and say: fine don tok t u alr.

omg D: i regret wad i said.

and xjl. i don treat u as an entertainment.

i don, and nv did. u really a good fren to me D:

i wish u stay by me when im sad.

but now, im sad becos of u. D':

chengkok eating damn cow lungs. wth -.-

sians. im like dono abt anythin la, wtf.

lol done the ppt alr.

wanted to have a good chat w xjl.

but nv reply me D:

well i dono wad to do.

cold war? serious?

i bet xjl is. D:

im stressed abt ltr.

im sad abt now.

im fcuk up abt myself.

ranger: shutup

eeyore: im really really sorry. im too reliant on u.

will it be a pass / a fail?

im scare. god bless me pls.

mood: SADDDDDDD! # if oni i dint say anything yesterday D:

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 8:31 PM

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

yesterday

was having headaches. called ser after sch,

chatted till evening,

called juan at nite, chatted for a while

called xiaodi after tat. but called at nite.

called xjl , chatted till i cried.

felt so useless. D:

called yang after that to do my PP.

did RJ, heading to slp, xiaodi called

chatted w him for 15mins then slept.

he bombed my phone again w msges this time -.-

tearful nite D:

[7 may 09]

had financial accounting today. but not v excited

cos im like damn tired.

i guess im sick.

not enuff rest. and isonmia. D:

prayed for xjl ytd after all my phone calls

wish that xjl things goes well today..

hope nth happens. shall wait for xjl call if xjl rmb to call me D:

don think i will be in a hardworking mode today D:

but i will try.

tml's the day D: and im v afraid. DD:

wad if i failed again.

failing twice is like superly embarrassed & jialat.

failing thrice would be sucidal.

LOL! -.- im scare D:

god, pls bless me ..

xiaojinling.

you will be alright.

be strong & brave. u can do it.

i must be strong & hardworking

god bless me pls ):

mood: lethargicccc !# if oni things went very well for us.

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 5:53 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

[5may09]

had java ytd D:

was fun fun fun becos worksheet me and crestlyn

bao ga liaos!

lol! but then problem statement we were -.-

nobody can do except laifu!

lol all thanks to him we had our program completed!
he's like our angel la lol! gosh :X
anw ya dint met xjl in the morning.

so meet oni after sch.

but dint walk back tog, just send me down nia hais ~

then go home lor (:

msg xiaodi till 12 ytd -.-

seems weird. but yeah nth much to talk abt.

[6 may 09]

replied xiaodi in the monring

but he dint reply , so ya -.-

had communication today,

tot today is financial accounting, so was kinda happy but nope today is not D:

chatted w neo in the morning :D

andandand 010! lol hahah! so happies :DD

then had lunch w xjl, lol dint really talk alot.

but somehow i felt damn weird.

cos hais dono wad to say abt xjl -.-

saw laifu, but he dint saw me so dint say hi D:

now abit gave up on today's prob.

really sucks, suddenly feel tat datacommunication module

sucks D: lol!

andandand neo & bert came finding for meimei

and they find me out too! hahah (:

sweet seh, went out chat w them for long time cool!(:

but tml financial accounting so hope will be better ba(:

gg pp briefing ltr! w iris and co.

w/o xjl! lol -.-

how i wish

we are the same.

no considerations would be needed.

weirdddddddd.

mood: brain CRACK-DED! # i wish if oni...

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 9:01 PM

Monday, May 4, 2009

im sorry.
i noe im unreasonable.
sorry ben ):

everything just turn out bad D:
i dono why am i moodswinging.
i dono wads happening D:
xjl i noe u do care
but its just v wrong
mood: its a v sad day # u don even understand.
updated:xiangs
because u using a mindset of pitying.
and i dono why should i appear so pathetic D:

no matter wad we become.. 7:43 AM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

saturday 520

today is 2nd may! 520 lol! its should be 025.

went amk, cos mum bring dad to doc.

then slacked there till afternoon.

went off w grannie and aunt back home.

fcuking pissed w my neighbour.

lol, trim trees outside my house.

had my hands cuts D: pain~'

till night.

sunday

went amk as usual.

had ice creams :D

send auntie home, then headed back to yishun

packet food home.

continue w the clearing up of the branches.

more cuts D: ~'

finally finish, ate late lunch. then on comp.

night. eat corn for dinner.

but nearly cause explosion.! D:

cos play comp till forget timing to off the fire.

cant slp at night.

xiaodi msged me. lol!

chatted till arnd 12am.

finally slept (:

monday

came sch, forget thermometer.

wasted money to get one. when sch don nid it!

wth ~' nvm, now doin ws

sians, ltr lunch dono w who sia D:

gg bugis w ser later if i manage to go off earli.

lalalas im damn bored D:

today iris nv come. was kinda looking forward t her coming

but well. nvm (:

wad am i goin to do?

wad should i do?

xjl, i hope u noe. things were difficult for me ):

i dono how to change things

somehow i wish, we nv knew.

mood: kokochi fuka! # for all the things D:

updated:xiangs

no matter wad we become.. 7:01 PM