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Wednesday, June 30, 2010

had a quarrel w b.
hais, i donno.
maybe ytd matter did affect me much.
its always my fault.
yes, but who really do understands me?
no one?
i don even understand myself at times,
yet sometimes i just wish people could give in mroe to me.
but i found out,
im always the one giving in.

maybe im right, maybe im wrong
wadever it is, i cancel everythin,
and there's nth to think abt it.

everytime we quarrel,
i just wish u could call.
but all u said was scared.
yes im scary,
but im soft hearted.
yet i dono why nobody seen this.
and nobody seems to noe me well.

i planned for smth,
yet i suppose it may be ruin because of this matter.
yet who can i blame?
myself.

my heart is tearing
my mind is heavy
my mood is ruin

i just hate my own temper.

no matter wad we become.. 3:47 AM

Monday, June 28, 2010

hey people!
have bf w b and ms,
then went to class.
im hungryyy!
okays now gg end of second break.
im dead tired.
and damn hungry.
i hadnt ate my lunch ):

ytd was a torture,
my stomach is making me insane!
)):

anw everythin is planned properly,
but my pocket got a HUGE hole!
))):
omg omg omg.

and the temp job isnt helping me much, just
topping up w my expenses ):
omg. how wad am i gg to do?!

im so money-tight):
anw, to ser:
things happen because of a reason
but the reason could maybe not be w u,
its just tat people are selfish,
and u happen to be the victim.
But nvtheless, this lesson will make u learn smth,
and this lesson will make u stronger.
it maybe hard now,
but everything takes time to heal,
and time will change everything
so jiayous, we will always be w u.
don be scare and hang on + move on (:

yeah yeah, everything is plan properly
pray hard nth goes wrong
*cross finger (:
money money pls come to me ))):

i need u deeply..

no matter wad we become.. 11:11 PM

hellos people!
so long dint blog.
am too lazy to blog le la.
somemore everyday stay till so late.
this fri maybe have mid-term evaluation.
so ya, busy busy busy & busy ):

dear just won some money ytd.
cool! (:
i also got a job but
i cant go cos 10 of july mtg the clique.
but should i really give up the job?
$300 for 4 days?!
omg! tats my 1 month allowance
earned in 4 days?! omg omg omg
what should i do???

today went out w xin,
and we shop quite alot hahah
but we bought nth except me.
lol but actually i bought nth also.
not for myself at least.
anw i got B+ for micro! omg
tats damn awesomeeeee!! (:

gg lesson for tml.
and maybe fri.
but not sure whether i will need to postpone anot.
hopefully not.
omg, we are slacking on fyp alrd,
maybe me oni la. but jiayous!
tanxiang hui stop slacking & start workin!!!

confirm gg genting
hope everything goes well.
pray hard, and god bless
we will be safe, and have a wonderful trip.

i feeling so lethargic.
i nid more more moreeee sleep!
and imu !):
ok im not biased.,
of cos, i miss all my frens.
and to ser: get over it soon, and wish all the best goes well for u
smiles! u still got us (:

im so loving..

no matter wad we become.. 2:15 AM

Saturday, June 19, 2010

hellos people!
miss me?
so long dint blog.
but ya due to chiong-ing our fyp
LOL. everyday stay till so late in sch.
well nvm can spend more time do codes,
xian ku hou tian okay! (:
make our life more colorful !

hope stress don make me fatter! :p
anw done half alrd.
so happy w our progress
pray hard we don get the mid term evaluation.
but ya can do better! jiayous!
jiayous for my team! (:

sorry frens that i can be acc u all nowadays!
but after fyp lets have alot and alot of fun alright! (:
and lijuan & ser!
pls make it for the genting trip la )):
ser bring ur lover along!

sorry dear
i not able to put focus on u,
although i noe u wont mind.
but ya, nowadays becos fyp & frens
maybe i have neglected u or so,
but lets enjoy after our fyp alright.
love u always!
a minute never too late.

no matter wad we become.. 6:51 PM

Monday, June 14, 2010

hhais,
as weeks past,
im getting soo sooo worried.
worried abt my fyp.
maybe i really made a mistake.
in asking jq help us.
i dint expect its a wrong choice of us doing so.
omg, wad can i do?!
help me pls )):
god bless me.
i do not wan to repeat fyp ):
pls pls help bless me!

everything is planning too fast,
genting trip is planning well.
and well is not good.
i scare.
pls let me have a good trip before i go.
pls pls. i wanna pass my fyp.
let me have an enjoyable trip.

god bless.

no matter wad we become.. 5:35 AM

Friday, June 11, 2010

im soooo soo bored ):
im so getting fatter when i stay at home!
omg someone help meeeee!!!!! )):

anw shall update on wednesday
went sentosa on wednesday and have fun (:
went amk in the morning and went vivo arnd 12plus.
reach there and b said he will be late.
went t walk arnd till i super sians!
i waited for 1hr. LOL
anw b came and we went soup spoon to eat.
eh wad can i say, the food sucks?
well i dono maybe we should share the food
the soup is too much lol! and v thick. not bad la
but too much.
then we headed to buy tickets and took train into sentosa
head for imbiah station. but we gg for the sky ride,
so walk all the way to beach station,
not v far but b made a wrong guess when we stop,
so went t buy tickets for the sky ride and luge ride.
first time on sky ride was superb and scary!
im so afraid of heights! hahah
later queued for the luge ride,
and it was really awwwwwesome!
then we went t walk arnd, and decided to go for the adventure place
took sky ride to imbiah station then headed to queue for log ride
wow super cool 3d and bought an adult and child
lol must be wondering why?
but well the person let us in (:
the ride was nice but its too short! ):
anw went back and took luge ride down.
later head back to vivo for sushi tei
nice dinner w nice view.
shopped arnd and later went back home.
love that day (:

thursday
had management accounting
and was quite alright la.
was happy that prob 8 and 9 i can excuse myself for lesson (:
then meet b and ser.
went np w b and went home.

tml saturday
12.6.10
gg mf there. and coming back home
cos got ppl come house pray, so ya.

today was damn sucky
no money no mood no go out
hais. i seriously dono wad im thinking.
im hopeless. and hurt in heart.
i feel like crying yet i dono wad to say.
i just felt very tired.
really tired till ..
seriously wad should i do ?
can someone pls tell me?

no matter wad we become.. 5:36 AM

Thursday, June 10, 2010

HELLO PPL!

just ended my lesson on MA.

wow super cool

i don have t be in sch for prob 8 & 9 (:

happy! but i still got mf in the nite

wads the point -.-

well tml is gonna be a boring day

im so going t stay at home.

yupps likewise for saturday.

after mf place, i dono wher can i rot?

hmmm pls tell me some things or some places i can do and go.

planning on genting trip!

anyone interested to go w me ben bon ms ser?

well the more the merrier yeahh?!

so come come msn me! (:

been thinking of alot of stuffs.

maybe i should be more hardworking

im running out of cash soon

plsplsplsplspls.

bless me w luck.

i love u.

its always been hard, dear

but lets take one step at a time.

sometimes i wish u could say,

" i will nv let u shed another tear"

no matter wad we become.. 9:14 AM

Monday, June 7, 2010

more photos to be uploaded

stay tune! (:

HELLOS peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

im back! :D

happy and sad

well happy is no more boring days

but sad is fyp and sch reopening

haisssssssssssssssssssss. ):

well an update on wad i did in genting,

first day, was abit strange w my cousins la

cos we dint meet up like so longggg.

but we get tog quite fast (:

we went walk and shop arnd with the adults.

till nite time then they went in casino.

left me and qifang

LOL. dono wher to go, just went t shop arnd.

planned for the other remaining days.

we bought a rose, which we need to fix.

we spent 4 hrs on the rose.

and 12am, we went t slp.

b msged me (:

second day, went for bf, ltr shop arnd w adults first again.

ltr qi and me went walk and shop for fren's present.

and in the nite, we settle ourselves w pizza !

*yummmmms!

and in the midnite, we went for starbucks

and arcade! till nobody left in arcade hohoho!

we bought a swan to fix.

this time we took 2 hrs! :DDD

third day, went for bf at mac, then ltr shop for brother's stuffs.

in the afternoon me and qi went t genting's arcade

woooo! we found new machine

and all tog we spent 50RM and we got 1139 tickets!

wow super record pls. :DDD

then we went t exchn stuffs.

we still got credits left, so went first world's arcade t finish off.

went dinner before that at old town

w dad! wow the nicest dinner we had

since we reach there! lol -.-

meet yang & di and went back tog.

have a long 1 hr chat in the room w my mom

and ltr went t slp.

last day, went bf at old town.

then headed back to pack up.

meet everyone at carpack at 1045.

and yupps we set off.

stop half way at yongpeng.

bought sao bing.

came back huggged my brother :D

so missing them,

but one just pissed me off ):

anw, meet grannie to pass her the sao bing

glad she sounding okay (:

have a little chat w juan

and here i am sitting in front of comp once im back

so no life yea?

hahah called b too.

and yupps meeting them tml

as well as ms and ser maybe.

jiayous for tml!

a little nervous,

but ppl wish me all the best (:

(L)

maybe just for now,

pls let me let go of all the troubled stuffs.

let me forgive and forget.

no matter wad we become.. 5:48 AM

Thursday, June 3, 2010

http://www.cbsnews.com/2300-202_162-10003615.html?tag=page
can u believe this?
this is natural disaster.

helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooos.
people!
im heading genting tml
it will be a four day trip!
pls don miss me tooooooooooo much :p
ps: i will be missing all of u (:

b, this few days so lonely ba?
well i guess u wont be la.
so occupied during the holidays
hmm anw, enjoy while im gone yeah (:
(L)
i'll miss u much,
do tell me u do too?
i love u & kisses

lalalas friends,
we shall meet up soon when i come back yeah
do miss me!
(:

no matter wad we become.. 4:44 AM

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

its all abt u..

punching

arghhh.

am i really wrong??

spent the whole pathetic day at home.

ya, its pathetic,

cos its all my fault, im the cause of myself

being at home.
practically dint have appetite for today ):

and the worst part is

i FORGOT abt my tuition!

and its until 7pm then i realised,
which have alrd past 1 hr -.- shits!

argh fcuk, nth going right for me.

i dono why every piece of ur word sounds so bad.

i noe i should have understood u better

but maybe im just cant accept.

i noe i should be understanding

but cant u just give in more?

cant u just act like someone u should be?

i noe u don mean to keep pushin me away

i noe its meant to be a joke.

its not abt trust or not trusting you

its just that i don like the way u say me.

its just like being no confident in us

maybe i made this all along, no confident.

maybe its always me

im the one with the problems.

and im the one being unreasonable.

well if this the case

i have noone to blame but myself.

b, i just wish u knew,

i wanna wear the nice nice dress out

w u.

it always acted like we are just friends.

maybe all along, who noes?

no matter wad we become.. 4:45 AM

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

ppl, went t have movie w xin

sad that i dint meet up w neo, cos time constraint.

but will meet him up soon!

sorry neo! ):

meet xin for movie

we watch prince of persia

super cool & nice movie (:

i like :D

we bought potato chip & sushi!

yummyumms! (:

and went to shop arnd before we head home

xin got in love w a korean movie : yuan lai shi mei nan

wow the male lead seriously damn shuai

cannot take my eyes off him too.

jung yonghwa

as usual

nth turns well for me,

ya ya can say my fault again

hais i dono

is it really mine?

i don like u to be like tat

why smthing u just cant understand

i dono, am i hard to please?

or am i just asking for too much.

aiya i dono la,

wadever

its always like that.

its not that i doubt u

its just that i wish u can be the bf i wish u can be.

no matter wad we become.. 3:57 AM