hihi
just wanna update todae lols..
will be celebrating my grannie bday today(:
hmm ytd nite chat w sis and bro.
LOLs
yeah im happy alrite(:
haha.. will be organising class gathering sometime de.
So ppl look forward aites(:
hmm..
this morning chat w lj serena and yh.
haha.lols.
now abit bored.
and start to think about things alr.
hais
i was thinking
i feeling v 空
suddenly wad i had been doing,
has suddenly faded or lost
im lost in that sense.
every morning i will v want to msg him tat i reach sch
every break i would wann to call him t chat
every nite will v qi dai for his call at the same time
its been the usual routine for 3-4 mnths le..
hais
好舍不得but its over
everything is
as much as i wanted everything back
i noe its stupid.
he's a bastard.
he's a flirt.
and i noe im just stupid enuff to believe his every word.
my heart cant take it anymore.
when will i find my mr right
when will someone cherish me.
when will someone love me more than i do
when will someone treat me better than i treat him.
when?
yupps of cos everyone wish for all this.
so tat includes me of cos..
who doesn..
who don wann find someone who love her,
yupps.
i wann..
like i once told ally, who doesn give whole hearted in a relation..
so i think tats why its so diff t let go.
yeah?
hmm..
damn im down on flu...
must be my class those peeps give it t me..
LOLs haha..
(:
seriously,
im happy.
cos i talk t sis and bro when we dint for such a long time.
and i get t contact lj mf yt yl mf sb mh yh also.
and now i chatting w yh for so long..
LOLs so long nv chat w them le..
indeed im happy.
but like ytd i told bro,]
im sad.
cos i feel v lonely when im in sch..
nah its not tat i don have frens,
its just becos of tat something lacking.
i wann to 弥补 but u don give me tat chance t do tat.
i dono how am i gg to 拉近 this distance
i noe we gg further.
i wish i can do smth.
but even if i tried.
there will still be more happenings to come.
so i think wads the point of doing tat.
its like last time,
agreed on one. but still
the mistakes are being repeated over and over again.
so i think there's really no point doing tat.
hais anyway if things are really over
i think i would be most hurt.
hmm.. im the one trying.
maybe wad i said maybe selfish
but when did i not tried.
so..
hmm lets nature take it course.
alrite shall blog more tml i guess.(:
smile ppl!
no EMOs.
but ELMOS!
SMILES!(:'
updated:xiangsLabels: goodbye.
10:40 PM
