when i viewed ppls life,
i feel that they are really happy
really blissful t have nice caring great frens
when they cherish much
and loved by them
do i have?
or i think its not enuff?
when will things be enuff?
and wad do i call by enuff?
i dono.
im jealous.
im envy.
im wadever i couldnt think i am.
dono why this tot suddenly strike me when i was viewing somebody's blog.
hmm. HAHA im not a stalker lols
just wanna see how they moving on..
anw.
the frenship i saw.
was everlasting
was funn.
a lot of heart comment man.
wow these are unexplainable by words man.
seriously,
im deep in my own tots.
abt wad i have
abt wad i wann
abt wad i wish
...
wad i have
are they real
to a certain extent
are they enuff for me?
...
wad i wann
are they real
are they wad i really wish
are they to use?
...
wad i wish
are they real
arent they just imaginations?
am i stupid?
am i weird?
am i emotional?
am i abnormal?
am i authistic?
am i idiot?
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