im pissed
im angry
im sad
im isolated
im worry
well just came back from grannie hse
LOLS hmm he just came back from thailand and now
he's not at home
he went out again..
how sad cann this be..
im a human being also.
iwishicangetthecarenconcernineeded
well. i shallnt comment.
its my life
wad cann i do?
accept it?
today's was a weird day
i was happy of cos to be in danielang's lesson
but today prob was one which was hard t do..
i really have no idea waad to do,wad to ask and wad t ans
will i get a C??
im so scare..
i hope faci doesnt give me a C!
omg.. i noe i dint present myself well today.
im quiet laa
but plsplspls i not on purpose de
i don wanna get a C for nth. LOLS.
hais dono why.. maybe my feeling towards wad im doin has gone
i no longer interested in wadever im doin.
tats why im not enthu in it.
well i dono
someone guide me pls.
today msg coach lim
but she dint reply me
hais dono how man
i wish i cann help
i wish t be there
a part of it
its in a mess
a terrible and horrible looking one
i don wann this club to fall
i wish it would be like last time
a part of wad they call
"the shooters' family"
will i be back?
my phone has been dead for like weeks.
nobody contacting me
msgin me
calling me
super duper dead.
hais wad another sad case..
here am i sitting in the living room
wondering wad can i do today
LOLs. tml another day
hais time flies,
indeed good time flies even faster lols
i wish im back in my secondary sch
today walkin out of the sch,
i then realise RP has a huge hallway towards the entrance
its so empty
i was thinking,
i've graduated
but is this wad i wann
cann i really survive in rp?
is rp the sch meant for me?
wad can i do if its not?
is all this too late?
am i regretting?
thousands of tots past thr my mind
as i walk alone towards the bus stop.
who will be there for me?
who will be the one to give me an ans?
who will be the one to guide me?
today we did recap back on enterprise johari window
well for me i think im in blind area
im unknown to myself and others
well, its true
i keep expecting others t noe me
when i don even noe myself
how cann others understands me?
its absurd.
im sorrys.
my frens.
finally,
i seriously don feel like attending sch
wad t do?
is there someone to motivate me?
i feel like gg amk
wads the point?
last time im there t see someone
but now its pointlesss, worthless..
but i still feel like gg there i dono why.
if not i feel like gg btp,esplanade.
to let off my stress, worries,sadness
i wish to go somewhere.
haha this post is a emotional pouring session lols.
hmm i not thinking too much or wad.
maybe its been in me all along
just tat i don say it
my tots on wadever is happening arnd me
are unexplainable by words
one have t go thr it and then u would noe.
i just wish for a better loving life.
updated:xiangsLabels: awishihadinmind.maybe?
6:32 AM
