guinea pigs,
i really dono.
im scare of the answers that my parents would give.
i wish i had a home.
a home for myself.
and the things & people i loved.
sorry for being unreasonable.
nowadays i dono wads wrong
i think i getting too close to u.
and i noe its wrong.
its damn wrong.
nth will be right if its u.
i noe i had to aviod u deep down,
thus i've been treating u ,
as though im a spoilt brat, an unreasonable kid.
but i really feeling bad.
very bad, that i wish all these can stop.
but i dono how, becos i think its the only way,
i can make myself aviod u.
or rather let u be leaving me instead...
i dono wads wrong w me..
i feel v confuse! and sad.
wad can i do?
i don wish to treat u like tat
nor wan u to think im bad... D:
can u pls tell me! D:
i've been fooling myself,
mixing my feelings with the truth.
yet its reality i have to face.
teary days.
mood: nostalgic # if only u knew wad i need..
updated:xiangs
11:11 PM