blogger got prob.
cant update pics ):
rotted at shop for 3 days alrd):
was v v sad.
well. i dono.
hais anws i tot i have lot to say
but dono why, somehow everything is off my mind.
all ur sayings & promises were lies.
i said u will be busy.
and yeah, u really are.
im no longer _.
well i guess everythin become so unrealistic.
the things you said will not come true.
and im been isolated.
somehow,
i noe all this will happen.
but i tried to not let this happen so earli.
but still i gave in.
everytime i did smth,
wont appreciate anything.
maybe everyone treated me for granted.
i dono how long i can stand.
wad mentality should i have to stay.
maybe u should tell me.
in the tv i saw.
because its not ' someone else', so all the waiting is worth.
the one you loved, is the one you vent frustration on.
suddenly i feel, there's no one w me, when i needed one.
all the ships i had, maybe werent tat strong enuff.
one wave came, and all were gone.
maybe this is true.
im all alone in the deserted island.
