fridayhad database.
went off after presentation.
meet p at w1. then went t eat w them
met jet & neo & yl.
went to watch "hangover"
and ltr went occ to play poolsaturdaywoke up super earli in the morning
forced by my dad,
then went to amk.
ltr went to ericsson farm.
bought girl home..
then meet xjl then brought another boy.
then went home and prepared for her..sundaywent amk in the afternoon
dint really sleep the whole nite.
cos was v sad , stressed & guilty over some stuffs.
went aranda to collect card after tat.
went xjl house to collect boy too.
at nite had a big mess by boy & girl.
lol but everything's under control(:
monday
dint go sch,
cos was superly tired over the weekends.
so stayed home to take care of the two.
well did have rest for quite sometime as they two are great.
so my jin sheng was back for a while ..
then chatted w xjl..
at nite also.
teary days ):
not to deny,
i did regret deeply
on buying girl.
i really did. but im also lost at wad to do.
i dono if i should really let go or keep her.
im not someone who stays at home ,
im not someone who likes being tied,
& im not someone responsible.
im seriously lost at wad to do,
im scare tat this will affect my family, my studies & my life.
seriously, i dono wad to do & im sorry..
god, pls bless me & lead me a path...TEARYYYYYYYi wish we could just share & be happy tog.
i nv tot things would become this way..
11:29 PM