i rlly dono why nowadays whnever we tok,

i just felt so pissed off.

im rlly expecting ur call

yet, we always end off in a v bad way.

its not ur fault,

its mine.

yet i noe, sorry cant solve anythin.

i said i will change, yet nth been changed.

i rlly dono wad can i do.

always putting a strong front,

yet im scare of losing everything.

when i said i don trust u,

i don mean them, in fact i trust u deeply.

but i think how i said,

makes things turned bad.

and whenever more things blurt out,

i got so upset abt every little things

i noe it must be boring and irritating to listen me
saying same old stuffs.
i guess im really too naggy to talk to.
maybe when somethings aint bothered,
more confusion arised.

guess, im gg back to my old times.

i just wish i can don think of anythin..

but to slowly and wait silently.

loves xh