i once wished for bf,
becos i want to have someone beside me
thr thick and thins.
but after i have one,
i find myself not cherishing.
maybe i lost
maybe i have not.
i dono wad should i do now.
couple quarrel everytime,
9 out of 10 are becos they are boring,
oni the 1 out of 10 becos they are serious.
couple quarrel makes their relationship stronger
but dono why,
it makes mine more fragile
maybe its me,
i did not let u understand me.
all along im alone,
maybe this is an excuse,
but im raise like that
if i were to change overnight,
im faked.
all along, i nv played
i treat as everythin i could have.
my world.
but i was wrong sometimes
on how i handle matters.
maybe all along im just a bad boring person.
i dono how other feels,
and i nv tot of their feelings
its impt,
but yet, its too late to noe it now.
i need u more than anything else
and i love u more than words could say.
u once promise me,
even if i made u v angry
u will forgive me
and nv be angry w me.
i maybe selfish
but i cant stand a day w/o u.
and i noe,
i will get into trouble always
becos of my temper and impatience..
i noe action speaks louder,
im trying hard to change,
but i really hate myself for being so slow
and hate my own character.
i wanna be nice,
yet the better i wanna do,
the things just got even more screwed.
what should i do?
god pls help me.
boy, i still love u no matter wad ur choice would be.
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