disappointed in myself.
there are tons which i hate abt myself ):
- im low-self esteem
- i have no fashion sense
- im fat
- i have no confidence
- im weak
- im lousy
- i have no brain
- im boring
- im speechless
i really dono wad to do ):
i felt so hurt,
i felt so sad,
i really felt so helpless.
sometimes i just wish to break free..
but how?
wad am i gonna do?
all along i still feel,
there's not much sparks between us
thus i feel so insecure,
i knew,
its not the feeling.
is it becos its not yet develop?
or is it becos there's nth in between?
im sorry t feel this way
but like u said,
im not someone who make u skipped a beat
and neither do i noe how,
im not someone whom will cheer u up
im not someone whom is positive
im not someone whom will talk alot
i have too much weakness.
wad should i do?
i really dono.
i wish i could cry it out loud )':
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